2017-12-17 at 8:24 PM UTC
Ok, so... I get kinda mad sometimes as you may know. The reasons can vary a lot. It can basically be anything.
I have tried everything I could imagine. Physical excercise, meditation, therapy and medication of all sorts. Cannabis, Benzos, Antipsychotics... the whole shebang. Nothing helped. My temper is uncontrollable. It really affects me negatively.
I have found one thing that helps me, though. It should only be used in extreme situations but damn is it effective.
Ammonia ampoules. Smelling salts. You may know them from weightlifting/combat sports or old movies. The stuff is amazing. It goes right in the noggin. It's pretty fucking harmful but it'sa very good pay off considering I might go on a killing spree otherwise.
Anyway, Ammonia... good stuff. You should give it a try.
2017-12-17 at 8:25 PM UTC
Nitrous is good, too but it is a hassle to consume.
2017-12-17 at 8:27 PM UTC
have you tried masturbation ????
when im madd, i phapp. hardd.
2017-12-17 at 8:29 PM UTC
I like to get drunk and drive around the local college campus looking for students to punch in the face and have them get my license plate and later have detectives call me and charge me with simple assault sentencing me to 30 days in jail to be run consecutively with the prison sentence that I'm already serving.
2017-12-17 at 8:34 PM UTC
I'm serious. Nothing has ever helped me like that. Drinking does make it worse for me.
2017-12-17 at 8:57 PM UTC
Are you still steroids? Might just be roid rage.
2017-12-17 at 8:58 PM UTC
Actually, what was I thinking. Try Midol.
2017-12-17 at 9:02 PM UTC
Not on roids but that affects me definitely.
I used to be like this as a kid too, though.
2017-12-17 at 9:07 PM UTC
So creative. Much lol. Wow.
2017-12-17 at 9:10 PM UTC
Well, quit the steroids for sure and go from there.
You've had issues since you were little tho? Any reason for it then, or has it always been random?
2017-12-17 at 9:17 PM UTC
I'm not on roids but they do affect you even post cycle. It's not an accute roid rage (which can actually feel kinda good somehow) but... I'll call it bitchiness that often follows a cycle. I don't think that's what pushes me over the edge. It just makes me a bit whiny instead of aggressive.
As for a reason as a kid, not really. I didn't have the best childhood but nothing in particular. I have been trying to figure it out in therapy sessions but to no avail so far.
