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Ive been dumb all these years.
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2017-12-06 at 9:31 AM UTCAmidst my depression, I forget that fucking ANGER is the best, most powerful, most motivating emotion of them all.
Am I fucking g right???
Here's an example. Make fun of it, and it will it ANGER/MOTIVATE ME further
I have been lazy lately
I'm sad. Chootie is dying (which I've kept to myself). My place has gone to shit.
Alli want to do is NOTHING. AND I HAVE. But I finally got PISSED. I GOT FUCKING PISSED TODAY ABOUT IT ALL.
And I cleaned. I ANGRILY cleaned my apt out of... Anger. And whatever. Norm faggots clean out of normalicy. NOT ME
I LET MY PLACE GO TO SHIT. K? I DID. AND AS CHOOTIE GETS SICKER, I LET MYSELF GET SICKER TOO.
But I let my anger help me today. CHOOTS in BOOTS might die soon, and it's going to hurt so bad, but I'm gonna make it help me get ANGRY, and do things better.
Anger defeats depression.
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2017-12-06 at 10:01 AM UTCyep
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2017-12-06 at 10:04 AM UTCWell geee mememememewithme. Thanks for that .
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2017-12-06 at 10:10 AM UTCyou're welcome pal
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2017-12-06 at 3:22 PM UTCI'm sorry about your cat. I had to put my first one down four years ago and I stayed in a drunken numb despair for like a week after.
What's wrong with her if you don't mind me asking? Any ideas? Shitty thing with cats is they tend to go downhill fast, they'll be fine one day and then suddenly actively dying with no warning sometimes. Choosing to put mine down so he didn't suffer longer was the most gut wrenching shit I ever had to do.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-12-06 at 3:28 PM UTCWho's Alli? I had a dream about some chick named Alli the other day. We were in love. But she was 15. And my cousin, I think.
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2017-12-06 at 3:53 PM UTCAbsolutely. My only problem is keeping that anger from becoming destructive.
It's like a jet engine. Anger is great fuel but it can also blow your shit up if your parts aren't built strong enough. I'm pretty sure that only discipline can harden you and that seems to be a rare resource. You also need some oil to keep it smooth. Don't forget that, my nigga.
I'm also sad because of Chootie. That fucking sucks.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-12-08 at 6:02 AM UTC
Originally posted by mmQ Amidst my depression, I forget that fucking ANGER is the best, most powerful, most motivating emotion of them all.
Am I fucking g right???
Here's an example. Make fun of it, and it will it ANGER/MOTIVATE ME further
I have been lazy lately
I'm sad. Chootie is dying (which I've kept to myself). My place has gone to shit.
Alli want to do is NOTHING. AND I HAVE. But I finally got PISSED. I GOT FUCKING PISSED TODAY ABOUT IT ALL.
And I cleaned. I ANGRILY cleaned my apt out of… Anger. And whatever. Norm faggots clean out of normalicy. NOT ME
I LET MY PLACE GO TO SHIT. K? I DID. AND AS CHOOTIE GETS SICKER, I LET MYSELF GET SICKER TOO.
But I let my anger help me today. CHOOTS in BOOTS might die soon, and it's going to hurt so bad, but I'm gonna make it help me get ANGRY, and do things better.
Anger defeats depression.
Its the overcoming
I'm sorry buddy. Love that cat.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-12-08 at 6:14 AM UTC
Originally posted by WhiskeyPhoenix I'm sorry about your cat. I had to put my first one down four years ago and I stayed in a drunken numb despair for like a week after.
What's wrong with her if you don't mind me asking? Any ideas? Shitty thing with cats is they tend to go downhill fast, they'll be fine one day and then suddenly actively dying with no warning sometimes. Choosing to put mine down so he didn't suffer longer was the most gut wrenching shit I ever had to do.
I never answered this. A few weeks ago I just came home from work and she seemed to be breathing quickly.. sharply. It just stood out to me right away. I did some research and learned it could be a large number of things.
Brought her into the vet and they said everything looked normal a far as her gums and airway passages and all that. Then she said she was concerned some spots on the x-ray 'could be cancerous.' I didn't see anything myself.
So she's been on some meds for kitty colds and potential lung infection fluid build up type stuff, but it hasn't been getting better. She's only eating soft food now and not drinking nearly as much.
Like you said, it just happened seemingly overnight. She's never been sick in her entire 10 years. So yeah.. it something more and I simply don't have the means to pay for her to get cancer treatments and all the other expensive vet costs, as much as I wish I could do everything in the world for her.
So I'm just trying to enjoy my time with her and come to terms with the probability of having to say goodbye. Sucks all around but what the fuck can you do ya know?
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2017-12-08 at 1:59 PM UTC
Originally posted by mmQ I never answered this. A few weeks ago I just came home from work and she seemed to be breathing quickly.. sharply. It just stood out to me right away. I did some research and learned it could be a large number of things.
Brought her into the vet and they said everything looked normal a far as her gums and airway passages and all that. Then she said she was concerned some spots on the x-ray 'could be cancerous.' I didn't see anything myself.
So she's been on some meds for kitty colds and potential lung infection fluid build up type stuff, but it hasn't been getting better. She's only eating soft food now and not drinking nearly as much.
Like you said, it just happened seemingly overnight. She's never been sick in her entire 10 years. So yeah.. it something more and I simply don't have the means to pay for her to get cancer treatments and all the other expensive vet costs, as much as I wish I could do everything in the world for her.
So I'm just trying to enjoy my time with her and come to terms with the probability of having to say goodbye. Sucks all around but what the fuck can you do ya know?
Anyway thanks for being nice to those of you being nice.
Now how the fuck I'm 'posed to say this?
You see my nigga's cat sick
While I'm here hugging on my cat, I grip her harder
Kiss her on the head as I cry for a bit
Thinking of some bullshit to tell him
Like "It'll be okay, you'll be straight, it'll be aight"
Well, fuck that shit
Whatever you need, yo, I got it!
Whether it's money or some weed or putting in work
Fuck it, then I'm riding! -
2017-12-08 at 2:03 PM UTC
Originally posted by Wick Sweat Now how the fuck I'm 'posed to say this?
You see my nigga's cat sick
While I'm here hugging on my cat, I grip her harder
Kiss her on the head as I cry for a bit
Thinking of some bullshit to tell him
Like "It'll be okay, you'll be straight, it'll be aight"
Well, fuck that shit
Whatever you need, yo, I got it!
Whether it's money or some weed or putting in work
Fuck it, then I'm riding!
Didn't even rhyme. -
2017-12-08 at 2:03 PM UTC
Originally posted by Wick Sweat Now how the fuck I'm 'posed to say this?
You see my nigga's cat sick
While I'm here hugging on my cat, I grip her harder
Kiss her on the head as I cry for a bit
Thinking of some bullshit to tell him
Like "It'll be okay, you'll be straight, it'll be aight"
Well, fuck that shit
Whatever you need, yo, I got it!
Whether it's money or some weed or putting in work
Fuck it, then I'm riding!
Thays all yiu can do my nigga.
Chootie is still Ridin. Feel? She's right here. We all just getting ready to go down hard. I'm just as ready to fucking end myself at the same time as her. BELIE' DAT. IM READY TO DIE. -
2017-12-08 at 2:04 PM UTCI hope that wasn't in poor taste, I can't imagine going thru this with my cat.
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2017-12-08 at 2:04 PM UTC
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2017-12-08 at 8:32 PM UTCRIP Chootie. Let us know if things get better.
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2017-12-08 at 8:33 PM UTC
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2017-12-08 at 8:38 PM UTCOh. If things go downhill though, can I mail you a replacement cat?
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2017-12-08 at 9:30 PM UTC
Originally posted by mmQ Amidst my depression, I forget that fucking ANGER is the best, most powerful, most motivating emotion of them all.
Am I fucking g right???
Here's an example. Make fun of it, and it will it ANGER/MOTIVATE ME further
I have been lazy lately
I'm sad. Chootie is dying (which I've kept to myself). My place has gone to shit.
Alli want to do is NOTHING. AND I HAVE. But I finally got PISSED. I GOT FUCKING PISSED TODAY ABOUT IT ALL.
And I cleaned. I ANGRILY cleaned my apt out of… Anger. And whatever. Norm faggots clean out of normalicy. NOT ME
I LET MY PLACE GO TO SHIT. K? I DID. AND AS CHOOTIE GETS SICKER, I LET MYSELF GET SICKER TOO.
But I let my anger help me today. CHOOTS in BOOTS might die soon, and it's going to hurt so bad, but I'm gonna make it help me get ANGRY, and do things better.
Anger defeats depression.
Its the overcoming
Fear leads to anger therefore anger is fear announced. -
2017-12-15 at 11:51 AM UTCbump. How's Chootie? Dead yet?
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2017-12-15 at 12:01 PM UTCAlive and kicking.
