2016-10-02 at 8:46 AM UTC
Ive been doing some homework on insulin. Using both long and short acting insulin in combination seem to be the ticket. From what I've gathered that if you don't want to have chance of being saved such as some do-gooder accidently coming across your comaed ass, this is the best way to do it.
It seems like a pretty painless escape method. Just feeling pretty jittery, and shitty before going into a diabetic coma. One nurse I read up about set up a drip and used a benzo to induce calm/sleep before shit really got working, so that isn't very hard to do to avoid anxiety prior.
Time seems like it could take a while and its not something you really wanna be rescued from for risk of brain damage. That's really not an issue if you plan this out beforehand for most, and IVing rather than IMing would be the way to do it (I think a lot of failures are to do with diabetics using their shit like they normally do and not going for a vein).
As a way out, how would you rate insulin as an escape plan? I haven't seen a lot of people talk about it but seems pretty reliable if done correctly and give long enough to work its magic. Insulin is also easy as shit to get a hold of.
2016-10-02 at 8:58 AM UTC
Its like any drug you can OD on it. You can take a bunch of salt and die too. Doesn't sound like a fun way to die. I want to be vaporized at a high temperature so I feel nothing.
2016-10-02 at 9:05 AM UTC
Why not just use a heavy dose of benzos, which will also deal with some of the fear/inhibition toward death, and an opioid? That seems to be the way to go, and with RC drugs it doesn't necessarily need to be expensive.
Have you ever tried ketamine for depression? It seems to have a good record of attenuating suicidality, remission in the severely depressed. It could at least put your head in a clearer place, where you can see things from different viewpoint and be certain about whether you really want to do this. Of course, I'm not the kind to believe that decisions made while in a state of severe depression are invalid, a "healthier" state may simply mire you in samsara, keep you trapped in illusions and biological drives; depressive realism is an interesting subject to research and ponder. Still, with the finality of death, it's best to be certain.
Also, if you're planning to die, why not take out a life insurance policy and have your will set up so that the money goes toward your son? It isn't difficult to create a fairly fool proof plan to make your death seem like an accident if you try hard enough.
2016-10-02 at 9:06 AM UTC
That's true, but some drugs are easier than others, as well as being more reliable. IVing insulin seems more dependable than say eating a hundred muscle relaxers/pill cocktail. For me, personally, opiates are out of the question because of my tolerance unless I had a metric fuckton to set up in a drip. I've had no luck with drug cocktails either.
2016-10-02 at 9:12 AM UTC
And insulin is a hormone that's naturally produced in your body... Not like typical drugs people use recreationally.