2015-11-07 at 3:24 AM UTC
For the past 3 months or so, I've occasionally been using MPA, a meth analog. I went through only maybe 2 to 3 grams during this time period. At first when I would take it, I would get really good highs and then after I would feel pretty irritated and disengaged for a couple hours, before I would come back to being sober. After a couple times that I did MPA 3 or once 4 days in a row, I developed a little tolerance, but the high was still pretty good, and when the tolerance developed, I also noticed that during the comedown I was generally in a much better mood, and it seemed to end quicker.
But for curiosity's sake I picked up some shardz from a friend who does it and tried out sniffing and smoking some, and it felt way different from when I last did it, like 8 years ago. I remember there being an extremely powerful euphoria and urge to redose and then afterwards being burned out and depressed feeling. But this time it seemed like it followed the same effect as the MPA, it was less intense, and I didn't really have a comedown except for being tired from being up all night.