2017-10-28 at 9:09 PM UTC
Long story short I'm sick of the bullshit that came from unintentional bisphenol-a induced estrogen poisoning, it could be a delusion but its not illogical to assume that smoking spice out of a plastic pill bottle for months could've resulted in a bunch of the plastic melting and me inhaling it which = increased estrogen levels, I highly doubt increased estrogen decreases testosterone in any direct way but apparently BPA can lower testosterone. But low libido, low energy, low motivation (including drastically decreased urges to use drugs except alcohol and other shit that can calm me down) I know someone who knows someone who can hook me up with SUS 250 (30 mg testosterone propionate. 60 mg testosterone phenylpropionate. 60 mg testosterone isocaproate).
Wondering how fucking stupid it is in your opinions to do ROIDIZZZ/if anyone has any experience
I remember back when I had enough energy to go for runs and lift and it was fucking great
2017-10-28 at 9:11 PM UTC
Also the fact that I haven't had an endocrine test to confirm any of this is a +1 in the reasons why dissociator should never have children (HEH GET IT CAUSE ENDOCRINE HORMOENS FERTILITY HEH )
2017-10-28 at 9:12 PM UTC
you are delusional as fuck
you have low libido and motivation because your brain is trying to recover from extreme stimulant/other drug abuse
not because you have low testosterone
2017-10-28 at 9:15 PM UTC
yeah no shit but maybe having a fuckton of testosterone would like, make me feel better
the whole point is to feel better it doesn't matter if my logic is faulty leading to delusional conclusions
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2017-10-28 at 10:35 PM UTC
Yeah just take a break from all drugs. I know it sucks I've been a meth head for 2 years now every time I run out/wake up it's the worst but after two weeks I'm pretty much back to normal. Just give it some first then see.
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2017-10-29 at 2:02 AM UTC
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Then don't smoke out of plastic, you big dumbie.
2017-11-01 at 1:43 PM UTC
Try doing everything you can to restore your test levels to normal. Yes exogenous testosterone is going to have an infinitely larger impact than natural ways, but if you feel a kit better at your natural baseline then why bother pinning and fucking with the huge amount of management involved.
Start lifting weights and and running again. Add more fat into your diet. Remove shitty foods as well. Supplement vitamin d and zinc and magnesium. Do this for at least a month and if you still feel like shit, then get your levels tested.
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