2016-08-17 at 5:38 PM UTC
Well it took some pretty weird circumstances for this to happen but I'm finally out of the corrupt daze I was in since late 2014, I got sent to a retard school because te district wouldn't accept me back in highschool, I started smoking spice due to going back on zoklet in my benzedrex haze, talked to certain people for a really long time probably only because we were both equally as fucked up, he had an obsession with a girl, listened to fidlar and smoked crack on bundy. I watched star trek, liked devo and stimulants. Apparently I have no emotions but the thing is I just don't show emotions to people who are living a simulated reality 100% of the time, atleast I have periods of my life where I'm sober. As soon as this person was out of the situation, I started hanging out with my old best friend from middle school for the first time in 3 years, I no longer feel like I have to be on edge 24 hours a day for very disturbing bundy calls and paranoid ramblings.
Yes I'm mad.
2016-08-17 at 5:56 PM UTC
Did you and sploo have a falling out?
2016-08-17 at 5:59 PM UTC
he goes away, once I've gotten him out of my head completely he gets out, asks me how sober I am, I say I relapsed and he blocks me. Fair that to stay clean people should avoid past people places and things but, places, hes still fucking here, and people, obviously, but to just block me to tell me what's been known for months, he only talks to me because I'm amusing sometimes.
But to be honest I wish it didn't have to happen like this. We were friends at a point, that is fact.
2016-08-17 at 6:11 PM UTC
I said in like March or April that we should probably all get clean. I had the revelation when I was homeless and blind from benadryl. There is no point in getting high at this point in our young lives anymore. We are just like the dims hedonisticly indulging in whatever we can get to get through another day.
The CCCrew is fractured. The C's are now ∆'s. If we all got jobs and lots of money though, we could do great things and centralize our abilities and willpower.
When everyone has money life is lots of fun.
2016-08-17 at 6:29 PM UTC
I just cleaned my toilet with bleach and hydrochloric acid. Now i know how the french felt in WWI, would recommend.
2016-08-17 at 11:06 PM UTC
u cannot get clean unless u solemnly swear ull never quit weed
2016-08-18 at 11:12 AM UTC
Bitchmove by sploo. If I remember correctly you guys even hung out in real life. Well, I know from personal experience that drug friendships can be great and give you the best time of your life but the drugs are the most integral part of the whole thing. Not the friendship. It's like a hobby. If you go fishing with your buddy all the time, that's your thing but when one of you is like "Hey man, fishing destroyed my life. I won't come to the pond anymore" and the other dude just caught a 12 lbs Bass that shit is over.
2016-08-18 at 11:25 AM UTC
I thought you were trying to be sober.
It doesn't matter if you relapse, I'm smoking weed right now at 5am and I can still help someone get through drug addiction. Like, I saw this episode of Dog the Bounty hunter once and hes like "okay brah, imagine some young brudda who wants to get high and buy some Ice.. Could you talk him outta it?, SEE BRAH! you could be an addiction counseler because you've been there before"
2016-08-18 at 11:41 AM UTC
Don't worry, though. I thought I had a brother (blood) until last week but we parted ways.
Like I have mentioned before I'm on a weed break. Well, that shit started out as 4 people around me got busted big time and now there is a drought. I can't go into detail but I messed up with the rhythm on my own shit and yea... Nothing to smoke except syncans. Man, the dude just got a son and drinks 15 bears a day gets all fucked up and rants about jedis and the cops and his debt non stop.
I told him to shut the fuck up and care about more important things lthan smoking weed. His son for example. He tells me to leave his place all passive aggressive like a bitch. I push him and tell him that I'll fuck him up. We argue a little more to the point where I'm stretching myself to fight that motherfucker. Then he said "*My family is in here! My girl and my baby!" and then I lost it and walked away. The fact that they were in the room was the only thing that saved him but what a fucking pussy. He talks all kinda shit of the child being a failure and already doomed for life and his girl doesn't do exactly what he tells her (she actually does, though). She wanted to get an abortion but he forced her to get the child so he can feel like a real man for a second and now he spends 20 hours a day trying to buy weed from refugee niggers like a fucking bum instead of manning up and caring for his son and when that's the last thing that saves him from getting his ass whooped he pulls the fucking "Stop! I have a family" card.
What a fucking bitch.
2016-08-18 at 3:56 PM UTC
Dog the bounty hunter is a real G. He's kind of a bastard because he works with the cops but at least he offers you a cigarette and prays for you after he beat and cuffed you up. Brah.
