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ATT: Crazy Mike and/or Sophie
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2016-03-12 at 9:47 PM UTC
Also, I dont want any 'life advice' from a pedophile or poppytea addict, thats not why I posted this thread. Its to do with something else.
How did the gay sex get initiated between §m£ÂgØL and your pedophile husband? Did you promote it for ur own sexual satisfaction? Or did ur husband start stroking §m£ÂgØLs thigh and he submitted, allowing the pedo into his back door. -
2016-03-12 at 10:40 PM UTC
Also, I dont want any 'life advice' from a pedophile or poppytea addict, thats not why I posted this thread. Its to do with something else.
You and §m£ÂgØL are like the worst parents ever, who pulls a gun on their childs dad? no wonder why §m£ÂgØL talks shit about you constantly, you sound almost as much of a piece of shit as him and your fat ex husband, and whats the real kicker is you give your kid to two lesbos to care of?
You can't even find a cuck boyfriend to take care of you and your mocha mistake child?
And what kind of woman in this day and age is "almost homeless" unless they are purposefully being homeless because they are attracted to a hobo. And by the way you're not about to die, you prolly wish you would but thats not going to happen.
You just make mistake after mistake. (yet won't show a picture of your child as if thats the worst thing you could do now..0
Even tort has a point in making fun of you for this, you suck. I thought my daughters mom and I were bad but you take the cake, chicken.
I hope §m£ÂgØL at least is smart enough to make a second book, "death of a slampig" and raise a little bit of royalties for his child.
What are you going to tell your child when he's older? You were concieved in a moment of pure ooziness buy a boy that read way to "on the road" while getting butt banged by my redneck husband?
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2016-03-12 at 11:33 PM UTCI pulled a gun because I got tired of being raped, abused and working my ass off sick as a dog while everything was being neglected while I supported a piece of shit who would not leave. Everyone has their breaking point. Why do you think that fucker wouldnt leave even after a gun was pulled? Because he loved me? No, because he didnt want to be homeless and why would he be? because he didnt want to work and had nothing to move with and blamed that on me. Im in this situation because after the baby was born I couldnt work. I wasnt even sure Id be able to have got the jobs Ive had now since I had no childcare at the time. so, what if Ive got two lesbians caring for my baby? They arent bad people and with the aituation as it is, its better than here. he is being spoiled rotten by them. working as I am I barely see my child anyway and hes with all sorts of degernate assholes I barely know... hes better off where hes at now. I dont want pics posted of my child, who as §m£ÂgØL even stated, blue eyed and fair complected because of my exhusband and possible other court shit. As for being his son, my child has pectus excavatum- a highly heriatable condition which §m£ÂgØL has. He took after me in looks and looks exactly like my dad as a baby. I really dont give a fuck what yall want to say- I know why I did what I did and if everyone knew hoe it was, I dont think anyone here would blame me for becoming so desparate- nobody wants to advertise they are in a relationship they cant escape and are being raped and abused. Go in TRT, §m£ÂgØL made some posts before he started shit talking me backing up what Ive said. I know one thing, I was good to §m£ÂgØL. I tried to do right, and this is almost a year after that incident he eas involved in while I was pregnant, I was nothing like I was when I was being abused and used by my exhusband. I did everything to try and make things work while he cried and bitched. Hed hallucinate me calling him a piece of shit, which onnmy childs life, I never said. Hed hallucinate text messages, even voicemail one time... alwayshe feared Id treat him like the rapist and abuser I was with... I never did. I was trying to heal and be a better person, and you know, I was. I was trying, struggling to be positive in this hell.. I was working, I was doing tomake it right, I just needed some help tomake it work the way we both wanted. A relationship cant survive throughttext messages alone when one party is hallucinating and taking shit a totally other way than ment to be. I had to walk on egg shells and even being careful how I worded shit he still would take shit the wrong way. As for dying, yeah, I hope so, but I did have a heart attack about a week ago so Im hoping I do finallyjust kick the bucket.my health hasnt been good for a very long time, hence my propranolol use- its not a drug you take to get high, its for my rapid heart rate Ive had for a few years. Ive mentioned it many times over the years Ive posted in TRT..
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2016-03-13 at 12:14 AM UTC^yes you could have worked, my daughters mom worked while she was pregnant and worked after, you just dont take accountability for yourself. Being spoiled rotten by lesbos isn't a good thing, ever heard the phrase "spoil the child and spare the rod" god you're dumb, you don't even know how to use paragraphs.
You're saying whats wrong with my kid being raised by lesbos, then say " working as I am I barely see my child anyway and hes with all sorts of degernate assholes I barely know..."
No shit propranolol isn't a drug you get high on, but you're still an idiot, and hoping you die and leaving your kids to degenernates. Fuck you're either retarded/lazy/troll or all of the above. Fuck you bitch.
Post a picture of yourself ,I'm sure you look like trash. -
2016-03-13 at 1:50 AM UTCBill Krozby, I really dont give a fuck what you think. I know damn well I look better than the trash you fuck on a regular basis. Who was there to watch my baby while I worked? I worked all through my pregnancy and kept believing the shit my exhusband said about taking care of us so I could have some time to bond with my child. I got work shortly after he left on a whim. I live in an area also that has very few jobs. i supported myself and that piece of trash for a decade, so dont give me shit about not working. The only way I found to work was by having these random people watch my son. Shit is so insanely fucked up, I cant even get cash assistance for him, or childcare. Ive looked into it, jumped through their hoops. I am stupid- no lying there. I made a lot of bad choices that amounted to this, but as of late Ive been trying to make the right choices to fix this mess... time... if Id had just a few more months before all this shit hit the fan I wouldnt be so bad off. You fail to realize I am a person with a lot of health problems. I suffer with chronic pain. I have an anyerism in my aorta, I have a herniated disc, two torn miniscus in my knees. Im not a well off person with my health and now the icing on the cake with having a heart attack. Atleast my son is with good people now, he doesnt have to be bounced around and is getting all the stuff he never had before. When he was born I couldnt even afford diapers, so we had him in cloth diapers. Hes had very few toys and cloths all of which were secondhand or give to me. The one thing I put my money to was feeding him raw goat milk when I couldnt breast feed any longer- his health is more important than all the other dumb shit people buy for babies. Ive worked my ass off to make sure he has the basics, but as a single mother, its hard. I dont want to be with anyone- Ive had propositions, Im not a bad looking woman. I just dont want that. The only reason I was trying to make it work with §m£ÂgØL was because I loved him. if I wanted to use people I could, but thats not my nature and it doesnt sit right with me to do shit like that.
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2016-03-13 at 1:53 AM UTClol no you don't you're a slampig, post a picture of yourself you coward. Even §m£ÂgØL said you're gross.
You don't suffer from chronic pain, you suffer from being a chronic slampig, -
2016-03-13 at 2:18 AM UTCBitch was never taught what tl;dr means in highschool
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2016-03-13 at 3:26 AM UTCHey if tearing people down who are already torn down makes you and your little life feel that much better, than that says more about you and your sorry life than it does me. Im not going to keep feeding your bullshit. Have a good life.
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2016-03-13 at 4:08 AM UTCJust use a paragraph once in a while and you'll feel better
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2016-03-13 at 4:20 AM UTCsploo is a bitch
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2016-03-13 at 4:34 AM UTC
This made me realize Tort is more than just a fuckboy sometimes
Actually, Panny made these.
Tort: back to fuckboy -
2016-03-13 at 4:47 AM UTC
^yes you could have worked, my daughters mom worked while she was pregnant and worked after, you just dont take accountability for yourself.
I don't think telling us how the girl you knocked up had to hold down a job during her pregnancy and immediately afterwards while you were working part time at minimum wage (or maybe not at all) and provided no support is really helping your case when calling someone else out as a bad parent.Being spoiled rotten by lesbos isn't a good thing, ever heard the phrase "spoil the child and spare the rod" god you're dumb, you don't even know how to use paragraphs.
Again, I don't think you're really in any position to be giving parenting advice when you're basically a non-participant in your own child's life. Hydro's certainly no saint but she's sure as hell put more effort into raising her kid than you have into yours.. -
2016-03-13 at 4:59 AM UTC
I don't think telling us how the girl you knocked up had to hold down a job during her pregnancy and immediately afterwards while you were working part time at minimum wage (or maybe not at all) and provided no support is really helping your case when calling someone else out as a bad parent.
Again, I don't think you're really in any position to be giving parenting advice when you're basically a non-participant in your own child's life. Hydro's certainly no saint but she's sure as hell put more effort into raising her kid than you have into yours..
i don't even know what Bill Krozby's problem is, looks like he has to bitch about anything, with no basis for him to even assume he's in a position to make criticisms
honestly, i'm glad i never got involved with the zoklet community; while i crushed my codependent breakup's effects and severe psychosis, everyone on here ran around pulling each others' pants down for two years -
2016-03-13 at 5:08 AM UTCLanny, Im not a saint. I made a lot of bad choices in life. Had I taken different paths, done some things different, rid myself of toxic people long ago I wouldnt be in this sinking ship Im in right now. I honestly never expected to have a baby, especially just acouple years ago. Once it happened, its not like I could have afforded an abortion once I found out so since then, while I have fucked up, mainly by letting that pedo sign the birth certificate, Ive been trying to do right by this baby. What person who doesnt care about their child goes through wds just so their baby can have 10$ a gallon raw goat milk? Agree with me or not about the health benefits, but if I didnt care about this baby, I sure as fuck wouldnt be feeding him milk that I cant get with WIC or foodstamps and have to pay cash for.
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2016-03-13 at 12:41 PM UTCgoats milk is good for you, but at the same time you should have just breast fed your child. And you shouldn't have been doing drugs while having a new born to take care of.
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2016-03-13 at 12:43 PM UTC
I don't think telling us how the girl you knocked up had to hold down a job during her pregnancy and immediately afterwards while you were working part time at minimum wage (or maybe not at all) and provided no support is really helping your case when calling someone else out as a bad parent.
Again, I don't think you're really in any position to be giving parenting advice when you're basically a non-participant in your own child's life. Hydro's certainly no saint but she's sure as hell put more effort into raising her kid than you have into yours..
She didn't have to have a job during her pregnancy, she just did, and we both worked above minimum wage, I'm a participant i my childs life.
I was there when she was born, I go and visit her, her mom isn't and never was a drug addict. I made a conscious decision to stick around, unlike §m£ÂgØL, he's not even willing to work a job, save up a few bucks and send his kid some baby toys or send some hand me down clothes/toys.
My whole point is yeah my daughters mom and I are not the best parents, but hydromorphone and §m£ÂgØL really take the cake. Learn to read dumbass.
§m£ÂgØL has expressed to me many concerns about his situation, I have a lot of insight on the situation than most people here. hydromorphone is extremely unstable and dangerous she's a violent junky and §m£ÂgØL doesn't do anything for his kid, he wasn't even there when it was born. All he does it talk about how he "needs to go see baby" He doesn't send money, makes no attempt to go see his kid (why would he though considering the bitch pulled a gun on him) -
2016-03-13 at 11:04 PM UTCBill Krozby, if we can manage to be civil instead of just shit throwing Id enage more. Im not a junkie. I take T-PAIN for my chrinic pain, I used to be prescribed vicodin and percocets along with a poopoo platter of other shit years ago when I could actually afford a docotor and had one willing to write me pain meds. I have gone through a phase of shooting pills. Before the other day I hadnt shot up in a very long time. A friend of mine ended yp selling me a few pills for dirt cheap and I shot up after Id have them in my possession for a week. I still have two pills left- Im hardly a junkie. Junkies dont hold on to shit like that for a day muchless a weeek. Im saving the last two I have for when I got to move some heavy ass funitutre and get out of here, which wont be tooo much longer. Im in pain,Bill Krozby, everyday of my life, and it hurts, and makes everything just10 times more miserable than it should be. If I didnt have pain medicine, Id be bedridden 90% of the time. Even with this shitty stuff, I have days I cant do like I should be able to and have to figure out inventive ways to get my baby out of his playpen when I cant pick him up. I hate being like this- I wish, so much, I wasnt in pain all the time. Pain, chronic, never ceasing pain is an awful thing. Some people dont realize I suffer as I do because I get up, I try not to bitxh about it and I grit my teeth and go on with life. Im not a violent peraon by natire- Im a caring peraon. I try to take care of people I love, try to make them happy, try to do right by them. The incident with the gun, it reaulted in a combination of stress, horomonea from being pregnant (I was vomitting all day everyday wgile prego), and just feeling backed into a corner and unable to rid myself of this rapist pigwho wouldnt go and leave my house, who wouldnt stay out of my life. §m£ÂgØL stayed with us and slept in our bed 99% of the time here and one reason I liked it so much was because I didnt havr to fear being fucked in my sleep and waking up feeling like I was violated. My husband slammed on breaks one day shortly after he came down, hurting my back, so I got out at the stop sign and was determined to walk to a homeless shelfter (probably trying to hitchhike since it was like 30 miles away) and I was grabbed by Gollym on the sidewalk when I repeatedly told him to go away, leave me alone, I was leaving. I got scared becaaue Ive gone to leave like that before and was grabbed and thrown in a vehicle and driven home before. I forget what I said to him, but it was along the linea of fuck off Im going to scream in the atreets for help if you dont fucking let go of me. I was stalked by them for two houra, where evwr I went thwyd poat up aways andI not wanting to be followed kept changing directions. After all this hell I said fuck it and finally hitchhiked hime I was so tired and fucking beat down from thia stalking from my exhusband and §m£ÂgØL- Im guessing he was afraid Id report him for abuse and rape is why he kept trying to stop me from leaving. It made it so hard to get away from this asshole and I really believeed at the time §m£ÂgØL was involved with the shit especially since after telling him to leave me alone, go away and not touch me, he came up and grabbed me on the street. I was really desparate to get away from this situation. I never, ever was violent toward §m£ÂgØL after that incident with the gun again. I hold a lot of guilt for it all. I didnt want to hurt anyone, if I did, I would have.... I wanted to get out of this hell of a relationship with my exhusband. I even talked to §m£ÂgØL before he came back about the fighting, about the hell I was in... I didnt try to keep it a secret about the shit. One reason §m£ÂgØL didnt stay with us was because my husband and I faught ao much and I plannned and did have the baby at home. §m£ÂgØL did help me when I couldnt cash my pell grant check and I was going to pay him back the money but was told 'no, if you do I wont ever talk to you again'. He also helped me get electric and paid it a few time when my grandmother shut off the electric after my exhusband left. I give credit where credit is due and §m£ÂgØL did offer many times to help me when I was struggling but I said many times, No, I didnt want the help I wanted to show him I could do it myself. His biggeat fear of being with me was I was trying to use him. I wanted to do it all myself so he coykd see I wasnt looking to be with him just for money, Iwanted to be with this person I loved and cared about and felt so ckose to. I wanted tomake up for that one awful night, I wanted to be a better person than I had been in many years when I was surounded by toxicity. Ive always struggled with depression and sucidial ideations, even making serious attempts many, many years ago (PoC can vouche for atleast one of those). Its hard to keep going when there is no hope in sight. §m£ÂgØL, by coming down here, by being with me offered me that hope that kept me going. Id planned, before he had asked if we could try, to just go until it fell apart and I ceashed and burned, much like I have now. I still struggled evem when things werent so bad, but this is something Id been working to change that had been this way for well over a decade. i told him that people dont just heal over night, nobody, dealing with the sort of shit Id been dealing with just heals and fixes everything over night, it takes time and Id made big improvements in the short period of time (a few months) since my exhusband left. Id been accused of trying to keep the baby away from him,trying to use him and all this shit... of not wanting the same life he did so much, but I kept my head up and tried so hard to keep going and not letting his feara deatroy everything like they kept trying to do. §m£ÂgØL gets scared and irrational a lot and when he doea his mentality is to trash everything. Hes been suicidal a lot aswell- his plans were always to order buturalfentanyl and kill himself. There was one time we both were suicidal, but he wanted to see me a last time and proposed hed order the shit and we would suicide together.... I wish so much, his fear hadnt ruined it all, and that that awful time hadnt ever happened to bring thoses fears to fruit in the firat place. Things could have been better than all this. Also if you want to bitxh about paragraphs, Im on a phone and cant even see the text I type as I type it-deal with it.
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2016-03-14 at 12:23 AM UTCyou ever notice that only people who are guilty bother with the whole "i didn't do it" spiel?
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2016-03-14 at 3:07 AM UTCI was breast feeding and woukd have still if I hadnt dried up due tothe stress that got started with my exhusband with taking my son to the pediatrician who called for 'medical neglect' case was openand shut pretty much but it fucked up my milk. DCF even said it was bullshit for them to call. I feel guilty I cant breast feed anymore. Im just trying to do the very best next thing. Working now it would be a major pain in the ass too.
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2016-03-14 at 3:08 AM UTCAlso, I never bothered to say I didnt do shit- Ive fucked upa lot. I take responsibility for my shit but more than me created this clusterfuck.
