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2017-07-12 at 2:40 AM UTCautism autism autism autism autism autism autism autism autism autism autism autism autism autism autism autism
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2017-07-12 at 2:41 AM UTCiq
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2017-07-12 at 2:42 AM UTCWow, just wow... Wow, just wow... Wow, just wow... Wow, just wow... Wow, just wow... Wow, just wow... Wow, just wow...
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2017-07-12 at 2:42 AM UTCneedledick needledick needledick, needledick needledick needledick, needledick needledick needledick
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2017-07-12 at 2:43 AM UTC
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2017-07-12 at 2:45 AM UTC
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2017-07-12 at 2:52 AM UTCDid somebody say autism? The neurology of the gift is absolutely enthralling.
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2017-07-12 at 2:56 AM UTCI have autism
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2017-07-12 at 3 AM UTC
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2017-07-12 at 4:11 AM UTC
Originally posted by sploo it makes you retarded at almost everything
Bullshit. I may have actually changed my mind about wishing I didn't have Asperger's, despite the past (I exist in the present, not within a spook.). It affected be in such a multitude of profound ways. Made me who I am today. Without it I would probably just be a completely unremarkable normie, I could have ended up in the nightmarish hell lifescript of office job > marriage > house > kids.
If you can attenuate the negative effects, optimize yourself, your brain, lower body, countless aspects of the mind, master control over the self, the will, and learn to refine, augment, and hone your aspie traits, the special abilities/skills, then you can achieve a wondrous state.
Simply walking around San Francisco, with such a high level of awareness (awakening), having practiced asceticism for years to develop detachment and destroy desire. The veil is parted, I can see the world as it truly is, without illusion. There's no need to pass judgement, to ascribe emotions to any truth learned, any aspect of reality. It only harms you, clouds your vision. Simply perceive. -
2017-07-12 at 4:12 AM UTC
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2017-07-12 at 4:13 AM UTC
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2017-07-12 at 4:14 AM UTC
Originally posted by Malice Without it I would probably just be a completely unremarkable normie, I could have ended up in the nightmarish hell lifescript of office job > marriage > house > kids.
you exist in 1 room
your life fucking sucks you just found a drug that hides the fact temporarily. as soon as you get off your sugar pills you'll realize how much you suck again and want to kill yourself. -
2017-07-12 at 3:14 PM UTC
Originally posted by anra you say this like it's a choice you made
It is! At least in part. You misunderstand and presume.
It's not as if I literally never went outside, and in the past I regularly did. About 1-2 years ago I was still going to the gym twice a week for a 1-1/2 hour session. Even inside there can be optional forms of aestheticism.
For example, for a variety of reasons (Don't want to elucidate because then this post will become long like most of my posts lately.), I abandoned the desire for food by eating a simple plain meal once a day (intermittent fasting), occasionally twice within as short of a span of each other as possible.
Essentially an all in one curry bowl, as minimalist as possible while still being easy to get down.
I've genuinely overcome the desire for food, nothing tempts me now.
The same is true for women.
A wide variety of other things, in fact. Countless I've risen above. -
2017-07-12 at 4:58 PM UTC
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2017-07-12 at 6:08 PM UTCnot an SG thread
