2016-10-23 at 12:53 PM UTC
HERES A FICTION IM WRITING
Well, since I'm at another roadblock and I currently bave no other drugs, and I tried to sleep to no avail, tossing and turning and tossing and flipping and making flippy floppy even tho i took a xanax oxy 20 and opium ffs
after trying all the sleep and fapping I was fucking pissed at my mom for neglecting to get some insurance info to get me a new social security card (I'm possibly 17 remember) and how she and my dad enabled my drug use for years , even before I became evil, psychotic, lazy, avoidant and manipulative. Actually my dad feeding me xanax all those years just made me come up with better ways to get xanax, manipulation nation etc etc
So I have feet vasoconstriction but I just slashed my arm twice and i wont stop bleedin out eyyy but endorphins cause opiate WDs and soup du jour tour.
will update when 4-pmpd makes me die
above is alll fictionnn ^^^
well 7.24 am and my stomach feels opiated from residual etcs and cutting
down the hatch is 50mg 4-pmpd
7.50 20mg sniff
8.23 I feel like SHIT worst useless stimulation ever, just cauterized the cut
8.51 SHES MOVING BY REMOTE CONTROL
(DARKER, DARKER)
PRETTY SPURIOSRIED
2016-10-23 at 3:07 PM UTC
You should do meth it will kick your life into high gear
2016-10-23 at 6:29 PM UTC
The bleeding is stopped after like 8 hrs, I had to rub sand clots in it
2016-10-23 at 6:33 PM UTC
replace endolphin wit mdnna
2016-10-24 at 1:21 PM UTC
girls think stitches are bad ass.
2016-10-25 at 5:28 AM UTC
8 hours? how deep did you cut?
