posters on here make fun of me for my DOC being rajbundy (nutmeg + bundy). i don't take drugs to feel good and if you do you're a huge pussy. its easy enough to feel good just by doing something you enjoy or jacking off. you feel happiness for a short period of time and then it's done and nothing's gained from it. rajbundy is like going on a vision quest. sure it makes me feel like shit about half the time but if i wanted to be content i could always just be sober. dissociatives are cool, deliriants are basically torture so that doesnt count, psychedelics are kinda homoerotic, stims can be cool if you actually have a use for them or they're boring, benzos cause boredom, opiates are like subtle satanic boring vein nicotine, and crack is lame. weed makes me trip the fuck out for some reason. basically if your drug of choice is stimulants (besides meth) or opiates kill yourself you fucking scumbag
STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM CAFFEINE and alcohol AND ESPECIALLY OPIATES psychedelics are MKULTRA mind-poison
I have been thru some bicycle accidents as well as spine surgery and alcoholism, so anymore I just feel like a dead zombie walking corpse. Nothing feels interesting or good anymore, but the ganja turns some lights on and suddenly everything feels more special and every moment is a party inside my mind. Back in 2013 - 2015 I would gravity bong all day, watch boiler room and go into vr with my dk 1 then do vape hits at my weedstation for hours straight until I was in a complete stupor. Yet after all this I feel as though the ganja has improved my mental state, quitting caffeine was a major improvement but I think the ganja helped in ways ... it felt like it would bring things to my attention and force me to focus on them until the issue was resolved. I would even hear voices in my head, but I some of what I heard felt very profound like a message from the Universe.
