Originally posted by Needledick_Needledick_Needledick
It's always beating 24/7 and never stops, and all of the components and shit it's made up and shit…*shudders*. I'd rather just die than have surgery on my heart
I have a thoracic aortic aneurysm. I've been to the hospital (and walked out), after suffering a heart attack. My heart literally races like a rabbit, and my resting HR is often 170+ BPM. It has gone much higher. I take propranolol to help, and have for yhears, save for nearly this last year due to not having a script, but got new script finally, now I'm back in FLorida, thank fucking god.
I WILL not have surgery for anything. I don't want to be "saved" when my time comes. I ust want to be out of pain and given opiates for pain (why I went to ER for heart attack- got Dilly and propranolol, then walked out when shit cooled down. Got chased to parking lot by a nurse saying I couldnt leave I was being transferred.. I told her to watch me, and drove home, nroke down, had to work that night on another night of no sleep... no wonder my tianpetine dose grew so fast... no sleep.... constantly up working or caring for baby... then stack on the pain... other shit... )... FUck our weak bodies that get broken up...
