2025-02-08 at 1:16 AM UTC
I been feeling like getting high lately.
Like part of me just misses having clean sheets, a glass of ice water and taking a RIDICULOUSLY huge dab rip, coughing my brains out and when I feel retarded just crawling in my clean sheets and drinking the ice water while I think about my life and how I'm such a loser.
I know it's just a thought and thoughts aren't bothersome but I've had this feeling for a couple days. Maybe it's good to talk about here I'm not sure.
I'm such a fuckin drug adDICKt, i guess.
2025-02-08 at 1:17 AM UTC
I haven't done any drugs in 13 months aside from ambien but I stopped that after my listerine incident 4 months ago.
2025-02-08 at 1:19 AM UTC
But I just really feel like smoking weed and laying in bed and maybe praying? Jackin off? Talking to my dead friend?
Maybe all 3 at once?
2025-02-08 at 2:30 AM UTC
It's illegal in Florida you'll go to jail.
2025-02-08 at 4:14 AM UTC
I feel a lot better. I talked to my special friend about it and she gave me a lot of insight. I did paperwork I was going to do Monday morning and I cleaned and did laundry. I got out of the feelings of self and these thoughts passed
