2024-11-22 at 9:26 AM UTC
igbo
Houston
[cringe your preliminary chenopodium]
for a myriad of reasons the supply of fentanyl (my drug of choice) to my location has been severely reduced and the prognosis is not looking good. the two biggest cartels are currently at war (sinaloa and jalisco new generation) which i believe is whats caused this disruption in the supply chain. anywho...I'M PISSED! I LOVE DRUGS! a little too much. i have tried limiting myself to a strict methamphetamine based diet and that has not fully satisfied my cravings. alcohol and weed don't do it either. opiods just do it for me. the past 4 days i've spent $1900 on a bunch of stuff that doesn't even get me high. literally throwing money away. it sucks. i've been an IV drug user since 2012 and back in the day you knew what you were getting was legit pharmaceuticals (oxycontin) and then that got replaced by heroin and then with fentantyl. now they are replacing fentanyl with a veterinary tranquilizer called xylazine and not putting any fent in the bags. what the fuck? you hit it one time and go unconscious and wake up in withdrawal. no euphoria. it's so whack (wack?) i hate it. sooooo i'm tired of wasting money...hopefully the cartels can get their shit together. in the meantime i'm looking for a rehab to go to. i've been to rehab a bunch of times and never been able to put more than a year of clean time together but we shall see maybe it sticks this time. i hope it does. i would love to not need large amounts of drugs to do the most basic of tasks.
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2024-11-22 at 12:23 PM UTC
Grimace
motherfucker
[my enumerable hindi guideword]
Best of luck, lil' nigga.
2024-11-22 at 1:02 PM UTC
Damn bro you haven't checked in with the PO in 2 plus years? Where I'm from they would have already came and got you.
Best of luck, with the way shit is now rehab is probably the best option.
