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What is the meaning of life?
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2024-09-29 at 2:36 AM UTC
Originally posted by RisiR † ^^^^
This is what I've been doing the past 6 weeks or so.
I had months, ended up seeing personal messages on the tv and radio and in random things like trash wrappers on the ground. Then I'd try to decode it and make connections with it. I was also being gangstalked but the only crime I did was boosting from Walmart and the dollar stores. Mostly robo, C's and delsym which most definitely made things worse. I had time loops that lasted forever it felt like. -
2024-09-29 at 2:38 AM UTCYea, that describes it to a tee.
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2024-09-29 at 2:55 AM UTCBeing gay. it's funny.
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2024-09-29 at 3:27 AM UTC
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2024-09-29 at 3:28 AM UTCI like fish and cats and bugs and dinosaurs and ducks
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2024-09-29 at 3:29 AM UTCIs that another one of your cats?
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2024-09-29 at 3:38 AM UTCHis name is Tom, short for Viridis Ignis. Hes my mister baby. I seen him when he was born and i almost had him for a full year, someone let him out of house without tracker and he died. His birthday is May 5th
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2024-09-29 at 3:44 AM UTC
Originally posted by Crispy His name is Tom, short for Viridis Ignis. Hes my mister baby. I seen him when he was born and i almost had him for a full year, someone let him out of house without tracker and he died. His birthday is May 5th
He died the day I made this account, I think. You might look up the concept of Ewige Wiederkunft when you are in the mood for a brain breaker. It's interesting. -
2024-09-29 at 3:51 AM UTCthe meaning is kill or be killed, dominate or be dominated. the world is a cold and dark place and most people only care about themselves deep down. if there is a god, satan and god are probably the same, reflecting the nature of humanity...
religion is for people who lack the intelligence to be moral and righteous without someone telling them how and leads to elitism and prejudice. -
2024-09-29 at 3:55 AM UTC
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2024-09-29 at 3:58 AM UTCinteresting. annunaki time loops are real
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2024-09-29 at 3:59 AM UTCIts lick or be licked in this world
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2024-09-29 at 4:01 AM UTC
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2024-09-29 at 4:03 AM UTC
Originally posted by Obbe Meaning is something people create and give to the world.
Humans are the craziest animals in the jungle. Instead of just doing what we do, we think about what we do, and we wonder why we do. We make up words to symbolize the things we think and create language. We think about thinking, and we over-think and call that philosophy. Philosophers pretend to lead us back to reality on ways paved with more words of higher abstraction, like devils promising to lead us to Heaven. If the devil is the Father of Lies, words are surely the Mother.
Conscious mind is a creation of words. The nemesis of abstraction is that the symbol becomes the reality, and the individual differences in the real world are occulted behind the Veils of Maja. As the focus of the mind shifts from the immediately tangible world to verbal concepts, the mind becomes separated from the body and both lose their health. Paradise is a myth about a preverbal Consciousness, before men created words and subsequently mistook the symbol (idol) for reality (God); the Fall of Man and his Expulsion is the consequence of worshipping verbally fashioned images.
Artists have a vocation to express their perceptions of reality from every point of view that man can reach, at every different time that man can live in, to provide us with handles on universal truths. All the myths and all the religions present us with different pictures of the same panoptic entity, and that entity is ourselves.
You on the other hand mostly think about where people put their shopping carts and the weather.
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2024-09-29 at 4:05 AM UTC
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2024-09-29 at 4:55 AM UTC
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2024-09-29 at 4:59 AM UTC
Originally posted by RisiR † Yea, that describes it to a tee.
Get help for real. To me it was hell. My girlfriend tried to help and understand my crazy thoughts but no one could understand. I felt like I was in hell trying to solve serious puzzles with imaginary clues and I would get close but could never solve it. It was mental torture. That was daily bundy and spice abuse. I would plateau sigma for weeks and hit the spice and it was a horrible combination to abuse like I did. I just say get help because for me it resulted in violence
To be fair if it happened right now I'd beat the old motherfucker in the head. He wasn't ready to stab me though. That's twice I've had a knife pulled on me. The second time I was running over to have my best friend's back cuz dude pulled a knife. That infuriated me because I was fucked up about other shit and had stress to unload on him. We traded hands, honestly some sloppy boxing because we had winter coats. Anyway I caught him and made him fall and it was all bad. For threatening my best friend's life I kicked his head full force probably 10 times. Once I knew I was kicking his face, his painful moan made me realize I probably would kill him with more so I stopped. His eye was drooped and looked like it was about to fall out.
I felt bad after that. He's lucky we left our knives at our camp (we were homeless) or I'd eye for eye but if I pull a weapon I'm using it.
Being threatened with a weapon or pulling on one of my homies all bets are off. I was told as a kid in a street fight to absolutely fight dirty. When dude hit the ground I unloaded all my stress on his head. I kinda wanted to keep going but I definitely neutralized the threat.
Oh before I ran up my dude said he pulled the knife and jumped down and slashed his bike tire. Also when I got there dude's girl was hanging on his back trying to choke him. He kept gently trying to get her off. She's lucky it wasn't me because my mama said a woman is fair game if she hits you or tries to hurt you. I'd have flipped her over my shoulder and hurt her. He wouldn't hit a girl, bitch hits me she can get hit right back and that came out my Mama's mouth.
I kept trying to apologize he was hesitant which was understandable but we ended up shaking hands and letting it be. I just felt bad because he was mangled and I'm not a fighter but point is seriously threaten me or a loved one and you should just use your weapon. I don't have any rules or morals in those situations. I only stopped because I thought for sure I would have killed dude.
All this happened while a Cincinnati cop had someone pulled over 2 blocks away and surely seen all of it. Didn't pay no mind.
That's some of the story of the darkest time of my life. I'm not psychotic like when I had the first knife pulled thank God. My depression is even getting better. I was actually dopesick as fuck when I kicked the shit out of dude, puking and fever. Day 2 cold turkey off fentanyl and I whooped dude bad. I wasn't psychotic at all then. I had a handicap honestly lol.
Life can get better even when you think it won't or don't care.
PS my homie said afterwards Dude you aren't the smartest cat I know but you are one helluva real friend and you got heart when it counts.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2024-09-29 at 5:39 AM UTC
Originally posted by trippymindfuk I had months, ended up seeing personal messages on the tv and radio and in random things like trash wrappers on the ground. Then I'd try to decode it and make connections with it. I was also being gangstalked but the only crime I did was boosting from Walmart and the dollar stores. Mostly robo, C's and delsym which most definitely made things worse. I had time loops that lasted forever it felt like.
that sounds like my crazy nephew. he used to swear up and down the messages were real. he did show me some demons that appear in stains on the concrete though. looked too real to be a mere coincidence.
one of the weirdest things was when i used to smoke ice, i mentioned a toocan, type of bird, in conversation, dude hands me the pipe, i hit it and as im handing it back to him, the crystals formed a perfect image of the bird on the bottom of the pipe.
apparently on the CIAs website, theres an article that talks about how peoples minds can imprint images in photographs and such. really weirdThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2024-09-29 at 5:46 AM UTCalso speaking of homeless, some people are happier that way.
^ homeless skater in Japan.
his channel is one of the Japanese youtuber channels that inspired me to learn Japanese.
its been improving my memory. keeps me from dying of boredom sometimes. -
2024-09-29 at 6:19 AM UTC
Originally posted by 6835378gjjsjs also speaking of homeless, some people are happier that way.
^ homeless skater in Japan.
his channel is one of the Japanese youtuber channels that inspired me to learn Japanese.
its been improving my memory. keeps me from dying of boredom sometimes.
That is Russian disinformation. There are zero homeless people in Japan.
