What are you doing at the moment

1. 2024-09-28 at 1:06 AM UTC

   #54281
   Kafka sweaty
   Ig it bothers me that I don't know the psychology behind it. I am not sexually attracted to women, my ex gf was a model but I wasn't sexually attracted to her. So why do I become infatuated with some of them? What causes a female to become a simp for women they aren't even sexually attracted to? I really suspect it's because I never had a mother figure and that I'm a robot inside so am mesmerised by their warmth but it doesn't make sense to me.
2. 2024-09-28 at 1:11 AM UTC

   #54282
   

   trippymindfuk African Astronaut

   Originally posted by the man who put it in my hood I respect them as Jah created substances key unlock brain infinite combinations of compounds that function with the human mind and galaxy gas, holy ergot wine blood of christ, magic norse berserker mushrooms and the humble "burning bush"

   
   Every substance has some kind of use, there is no good or bad drugs it's how you use them. I enjoy abusing most of them unfortunately.
3. 2024-09-28 at 1:17 AM UTC

   #54283
   

   trippymindfuk African Astronaut

   Originally posted by Kafka Ig it bothers me that I don't know the psychology behind it. I am not sexually attracted to women, my ex gf was a model but I wasn't sexually attracted to her. So why do I become infatuated with some of them? What causes a female to become a simp for women they aren't even sexually attracted to? I really suspect it's because I never had a mother figure and that I'm a robot inside so am mesmerised by their warmth but it doesn't make sense to me.

   
   Have you sent women online money? I'm not judging I could just never send a stranger online money. I feel like anyone trying to get money online is a scammer if they are giving you a sob story. Like I don't hate on only fans girls but I could never subscribe to see titties I could see for free. Hell I probably have some chicks I know IRL that would send me titty shots if I really worked on it. I don't do all that though. Next naked chick I see I want it to be in person. I want to get a girlfriend and work on having a little family but that's not something you just make happen. I've learned from previous relationships that I need to do some things different and regret one particular girl that tried to get me to get help with drinking. If I'd have taken her words to heart I'd have kept a relationship with a truly good woman and would have had a real deal family. You live and you learn I guess.
4. 2024-09-28 at 1:23 AM UTC

   #54284
   Kafka sweaty

   Originally posted by trippymindfuk Have you sent women online money? I'm not judging I could just never send a stranger online money. I feel like anyone trying to get money online is a scammer if they are giving you a sob story. Like I don't hate on only fans girls but I could never subscribe to see titties I could see for free. Hell I probably have some chicks I know IRL that would send me titty shots if I really worked on it. I don't do all that though. Next naked chick I see I want it to be in person. I want to get a girlfriend and work on having a little family but that's not something you just make happen. I've learned from previous relationships that I need to do some things different and regret one particular girl that tried to get me to get help with drinking. If I'd have taken her words to heart I'd have kept a relationship with a truly good woman and would have had a real deal family. You live and you learn I guess.

   
   I've been infatuated with some women and yeah sent them gifts nd money etc. It's in my nature to be generous, my dad was the same way. Life is meaningless without other people. If people make me happy I feel like I should support them financially since I am so shit at being supportive in a human way.
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5. 2024-09-28 at 1:24 AM UTC

   #54285
   Kafka sweaty
   If my friend is upset I can't comfort them, I am too autistic to say the right thing. All I can do is support them financially.
6. 2024-09-28 at 1:25 AM UTC

   #54286
   Kafka sweaty
   This is why I won't settle for a man who doesn't spoil me. I legit gave up my food money to buy a girl doc martens and that came from a place of love. So I know what love is and I deserve to be loved in the same capacity that I can love.
7. 2024-09-28 at 1:29 AM UTC

   #54287
   

   trippymindfuk African Astronaut

   Originally posted by Kafka This is why I won't settle for a man who doesn't spoil me. I legit gave up my food money to buy a girl doc martens and that came from a place of love. So I know what love is and I deserve to be loved in the same capacity that I can love.

   
   I can understand that, I'm kinda the opposite, I'll try to be there for you by talking to you and do my best to comfort you if I care about you but money won't solve problems like that. Most people take advantage of people like you, your intentions are good but some people would see it as something to just keep taking from
8. 2024-09-28 at 1:29 AM UTC

   #54288
   Kafka sweaty
   im so mad i was too spaced out to notcie when she was writing my name on a balloon
9. 2024-09-28 at 1:31 AM UTC

   #54289
   Kafka sweaty

   Originally posted by trippymindfuk I can understand that, I'm kinda the opposite, I'll try to be there for you by talking to you and do my best to comfort you if I care about you but money won't solve problems like that. Most people take advantage of people like you, your intentions are good but some people would see it as something to just keep taking from

   
   I think my last gf was only w me bcus she knew i spoiled another girl, or bcus she was trying to hurt someone idk. i dont broadcast it. it doesnt matter bcus no one here has a chance w me. i'm not gonna be romantically involved w anyone here.
10. 2024-09-28 at 1:32 AM UTC

    #54290
    Kafka sweaty
    i didnt want ppl here to think im weird either. bcus i dont even get it why a female would spoil another female they're not even sexually attracted to.
11. 2024-09-28 at 1:33 AM UTC

    #54291
    Kafka sweaty
    just keep me off twitch. i srs never been on twitch since like few months ago bcus of a friend. im doomed if i start browsing it
12. 2024-09-28 at 1:33 AM UTC

    #54292
    Kafka sweaty
    it seems weird to even me for a female to be a simp
13. 2024-09-28 at 1:35 AM UTC

    #54293
    Kafka sweaty
    my dad spoiled me so that's like my love language, nd bcus of autism i can't make ppl i care about feel better any other way
14. 2024-09-28 at 1:36 AM UTC

    #54294
    Kafka sweaty
    like my friend, her fam in lebanon, nd im looking on chatgpt fucking what victorian christians would say to console someone. it's jus easier to send her money so she knows i care
15. 2024-09-28 at 1:45 AM UTC

    #54295
    Kafka sweaty
    I admit I lack empathy but I'm convinced it isn't necessary for a relationship since Mik and I were good for four years without it, and lacking empathy doesn't mean I can't care about someone. There's two types of empathy, cognitive and emotional. I am only lacking the emotional component.
16. 2024-09-28 at 1:53 AM UTC

    #54296
    Kafka sweaty
    i hate when i have to take notice of my feelings. starting to thinking listening to her for idk how long is overwhelming me
17. 2024-09-28 at 1:55 AM UTC

    #54297
    Kafka sweaty
    when you're drunk you go from feeling gr8 to feeling fuck
18. 2024-09-28 at 2:21 AM UTC

    #54298
    Kafka sweaty
    shes gon offline, wat will i do now
19. 2024-09-28 at 2:22 AM UTC

    #54299
    Kafka sweaty
    im gonna eat sometning nd hope spmeone else entertains me bcus its one of those days
20. 2024-09-28 at 2:28 AM UTC

    #54300
    

    Bradley Florida Man

    Originally posted by Kafka Chatting with a Twitch streamer bcus she's dressed like Velma from Scooby Doo. But she's assumed I'm a guy and seems to like engaging w me oops.

    
    wow its crazy how you're manipulating a woman for your own sexual pleasure
    
    Sick really.