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Is My Dick Dead?
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2016-01-18 at 1:49 AM UTCLately everytime I look at a young woman,hot girl my dick just does not respond like it used to.
Its not like I cant get it up its more like whats the point? I cant fuckem anyway and my dick knows it.
uh.
I hate getting old. -
2016-01-18 at 4:42 AM UTCI think next time some hot girl is cutting my hair i'm gonna pitch a tent. I propose the same challenge to you.
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2016-01-18 at 6:49 AM UTCHow old are you 50? If not.
>being this beta -
2016-01-18 at 8:33 AM UTC
Lately everytime I look at a young woman,hot girl my dick just does not respond like it used to.
Its not like I cant get it up its more like whats the point? I cant fuckem anyway and my dick knows it.
uh.
I hate getting old.
Try looking at guys instead. -
2016-01-18 at 3:02 PM UTC
Lately everytime I look at a young woman,hot girl my dick just does not respond like it used to.
I'm the same. Probably because of all the drugs I take. Mainly benzos. I'm a tall, masculine dude so quite a few girls flirt with me here and there but my heart, yea I have feelings, doesn't respond at all. Fuck my dick. I'd like to connect with someone and then dick them down like a lumberjack. I got my balls and blood checked and the doctors said that I have high Testo levels so it must be a mental thing.
Its not like I cant get it up its more like whats the point? I cant fuckem anyway and my dick knows it.
uh.
I hate getting old. -
2016-01-18 at 3:04 PM UTCI have an ass like a 10 year old nobody can resist
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2016-01-19 at 12:32 AM UTC
I'm the same. Probably because of all the drugs I take. Mainly benzos. I'm a tall, masculine dude so quite a few girls flirt with me here and there but my heart, yea I have feelings, doesn't respond at all. Fuck my dick. I'd like to connect with someone and then dick them down like a lumberjack. I got my balls and blood checked and the doctors said that I have high Testo levels so it must be a mental thing.
Engage in introspection and reflect on your life. Do you feel you've closed yourself off to people, developed a negative mentality? Possibly something along the lines of what I went through. Is there anything that may have led to that, predispositions, events in your life that added up, not having the right environment, people you wanted, a good reference point for healthy relationships, the potential they could have?
If you're planning to go to university, despite the massive flaws of the system, it probably is the best place for you to find good people in your life. Finding people that you can learn to open up to and connect with, someone to break open your heart, would probably be the most therapeutic thing you could experience. Don't become jaded like I did, blow up and become increasingly sensitized to negative events, feel like there's nothing out there for you. I don't know enough about your life and mentality to know why you feel like a less extreme younger version of me, but this path doesn't lead to happiness. I want to warn anyone I see going down the same path to get off it.
That doesn't mean I want the same life as anyone else, to just give in and abandon the desire to become more than man, just that the path to self-development, improvement and self-actualization, could have been much better done.
NSI-189 is excellent for this. Mentioned it many times before, but read reports on r/nootropics and Longecity. It's very affordable for a cycle, if you ever decide to seriously start working on this project, possibly building up to it beforehand, establishing a healthy base where that you feel secure continuing on your own from, this would be the best substance for greatly accelerating the recovery process. Is therapy an option? I don't know how the system works in Germany, but if you can manage to find someone who's a good fit for you, it can be really helpful. I completely understand resistance to it and skepticism, which is warranted because many may not be helpful, but if you're open to it and think about the possible benefits, make the most of it, it could provide a good starting point with someone professionally trained for this.
The effects are exactly what you want. It's really an incredible substance. Perfect for reprogramming/rebuilding/recreating yourself. -
2016-01-19 at 2:47 AM UTC
How old are you 50? If not.
>being this beta
49 in April :( -
2016-01-19 at 6:27 PM UTCThank you for the tips, Malice. I can't get into treatment right now because I'm working on a career. I can't afford being away. I will try to get my hands on it, though.
As for university, yea, I kinda went through the whole school system already. Haha. I'm pretty sure that I'm older than you. I'm actually going to school right now. With 5 people who are all in their mid 40's. Pretty weird and hard to explain.
I have a couple of theories what caused all of it but they are too personal to talk about here. Maybe I'll figure out how to PM you. -
2016-01-19 at 8:28 PM UTC
49 in April :(
Wow, well i'll forgive you then. Good jerb you're old not beta. -
2016-01-19 at 10:56 PM UTC
Thank you for the tips, Malice. I can't get into treatment right now because I'm working on a career. I can't afford being away. I will try to get my hands on it, though.
As for university, yea, I kinda went through the whole school system already. Haha. I'm pretty sure that I'm older than you. I'm actually going to school right now. With 5 people who are all in their mid 40's. Pretty weird and hard to explain.
I have a couple of theories what caused all of it but they are too personal to talk about here. Maybe I'll figure out how to PM you.
What? I thought you were around 18. How old are you? No offense, it's not because you seemed immature or undeveloped, I'm not sure what gave me this idea. -
2016-01-19 at 11:10 PM UTCI'm 26, bruh. No offense taken.
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2016-01-19 at 11:30 PM UTCSieg Heil if you're 26 and Germanic master race.
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2016-01-19 at 11:41 PM UTCSieeeg to da Heeill, bruffa!
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2016-01-20 at 12:50 AM UTC
I'm 26, bruh. No offense taken.
Woah. Not sure what gave me that idea, it must have been a post you made, possibly misinterpreting it, or maybe a false memory, confusing or having information about someone else become mixed up with yours.
It's hard to tell for certain. What I mean is, it had nothing to do with your posts, and they don't accurately reflect who you are IRL. There are children in the world with more raw intelligence and knowledge than you or I could ever hope to have, and of course an immense amount of people who reach the end of their lives as absolutely undeveloped immature idiots; you really could have been any age.
It's unfortunate that you aren't 18, the earlier you had had intervention and started going down another path in life, the better. There's no way you're as bad as I am, though. This is particularly applicable in my case, I just needed an entirely different life than what I had. Right from the beginning I wish I had had different parents, different schools, support and guidance, therapy. Part of what made drove me to the verge or suicide was just how long this had been building up, how much damage had been done, and being unsure of whether I even wanted to be a part of this world, having a realistic view of what I might expect. -
2016-01-20 at 1:40 PM UTC
How old are you 50? If not.
>being this beta
fuck this, megakush made a thread about "his dick being inactive" as if it had ever been active before.
I get raging boners at work to the point where precum starts cumming out. -
2016-01-20 at 3:29 PM UTC
I get raging boners at work to the point where precum starts cumming out.
I'm sure your customers would love to know that. -
2016-01-20 at 3:42 PM UTC
Sieg Heil if you're 26 and Germanic master race.
I'll be 26 as of February, because life begins at conception.
