2024-09-05 at 2:44 PM UTC
My back is starting to feel better. One of the clients who is a pretend physical therapist/physical trainer says I most liekly pulled a muscle from the exterior ofo my back ribs and that it will go away. He recommended I stop whining about it and pretend it doesn't hurt. Which is great advice because that's what I can afford.
Still hurts a lot though. I said 4/10 in the OP because I'm a MANLY MAN but really it was closer to 7-8/10 but I feel like if you say that you make things worse for yourself than if you just say "This aint shit." until you start believing it.
Nowit's like a 3/10 lol but I can tell it's getting better. YOu see, my opinion as always, once something starts to get better it aint shit (for me) to deal with.
Horrifying feelings arise when something (like my blindness) is getting worse or any physical pain is getting worse but once something isn't as bad as it was yesterday then you're guaranteed almost that it's not gonna get worse than it currently is and that's fucking a relief, you know?
Like something minimal can be getting worse and I'll be much more unsatisfied with my quality of living than if something horrible has befallen me but it's starting to get better, even if the experience is ultimately worse.
I suppose it's like anything, is the cock half in or is it half out?
2024-09-05 at 7:24 PM UTC
sorry I musty have left a pin in my voodoo cushion
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