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2024-08-13 at 11:20 AM UTC
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2024-08-13 at 12:24 PM UTC
Originally posted by Michael Myers I don't remember the entire process when I got diagnosed but it was just an interview. The doctor literally urged me to get help. It was that bad. I almost went in therapy for it, but I decided against it. My OCD is more like germophobia, so I just tell people I'm a germophobe. It was really bad at one point. I was not allowed to go into my room until I showered. THREE TIMES in a row. And I had to be covered in foam from the soap. If there was no foam or not enough, then it didn't count. I went through a lot of those shampoo bottles for a few years. I also wore gloves to high school and didn't touch my books or bag bare-handed. I didn't shake people's hands either. I also have intrusive thoughts and images. Sometimes really disturbing images stay in my head and it can't get out. Nowadays I can go outside and go into my room without showering, but if there's been an insect or whatever that landed on my head then I have to wash it. I also wash my hands still often a lot. And yeah, when I leave the house I often double-check or triple-check or more to see if the door's actually closed. While it's not OCD, I used to peel the skin off of my lips. A lot of bloody moments were had. Man, what a mess I was. I still am, but not as bad. I have also gotten into altercations with people and some of those turned into fights. I would just shave off all of my hair with a razor blade just so I could clean all the parts where I was touched. And often I didn't know where I was touched exactly, so I just had to wash the entire area multiple times throughout the weeks before I felt clean again. I also get rid of my clothes often if I deem them to be unclean, for instance when I go to college. Then I can't wear those clothes and sit on my couch. My backpack has to be somewhere that doesn't contaminate other things. I also don't touch myself if I'm outside. Even if I have an itch that needs to be scratched. I even don't fight back if something like that happens, as a form of damage control. I think to myself, well I've already been touched once or twice, if I get touched more I have to clean more places. And of course, all the clothes that I wore that day are also unclean. Same goes for any object I touched prior to washing my hands. It's a very frustrating thing to deal with.
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2024-08-13 at 6:29 PM UTCHas the avatar always been happy-Schopenhauer and I didn't notice it, or did that change with the return? It's cracking me up.
Anyway, welcome back. Probably got asked before now but I don't want to scroll back through 7 pages to find out, how are the windows holding up?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2024-08-13 at 7:03 PM UTC
Originally posted by Lanny Has the avatar always been happy-Schopenhauer and I didn't notice it, or did that change with the return? It's cracking me up.
Anyway, welcome back. Probably got asked before now but I don't want to scroll back through 7 pages to find out, how are the windows holding up?
You've got an eye for details, Lanny. I actually changed it with my last return because I was really manic but right now it fits.
It's been on everyone's mind but you are the first to ask. One of them is a troublemaker. I had to fix it twice because the wind popped it out of the hinges.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2024-08-13 at 8:28 PM UTCI prefer knowing you as Riser which I have been saying for a long time
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2024-08-14 at 12:11 AM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2024-08-14 at 12:28 AM UTC
Originally posted by What_a_Kreep Well, it's possible to not believe the government and not believe the pizza gate youtubers either. I hate Hilary and her perv husband and I hate those right-wing QAnon lunatics too. The far right, the far left, they're all sheep. Just a different herd.
Follow Up: Are you actually saying that vaccines cause autism or that global warming is a hoax? IDK about you man, but I really enjoy not having Polio
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If vaccines have any negative effect in addition to their main purpose, it's probably causing all those damn food allergies people have now. Dying from peanuts has never been more common.
Being anti vaccine used to be a radical left wing deal, then after COVID all of the Republicans seemed to forget that vaccines have been around since before The Great Depression. Before COVID anti-vaxers were white women with dreadlocks that sold home made paper towels and now they're old rednecks that get mad because he can't say the n-word.
also…do you really think a middle aged man is gonna develop autism after getting a COVID Vaccine. 42yrs old and suddenly autistic? no man, I don't see it.
What they're calling a Covid vaccine is not a vaccine at all. You were lied to by the government and the quacks about that, too. It's a gene therapy, not a vaccine. The gene therapy modifies your DNA and hijacks your cells to produce unlimited and unending spike proteins, which ties up your immune system as it tries to deal with all the spike proteins, which enter all your organs and even your brain. Your immune system is so overworked trying to deal with the never-ending flood of spike proteins that it can't deal with anything else, leaving you wide open to cancers, viruses, latent viruses, diseases and a myriad of other invaders. You basically have no immune system left after the gene therapy floods your body; that's why everyone is dying of turbo-cancers and heart attacks. They lied about the jab preventing transmission, even though they knew from day one it didn't prevent infection. They lied about the efficacy of the jab, knowing full well from day one that it offered no protection whatsoever from sickness. They lied about the lockdowns. They lied about the discrimination passports, falsely claiming we were "all in this together". They lied about "killing granny", knowing full well from day one that the jab didn't prevent transmission. They lied and said it wasn't a gene therapy, when it certainly is, and they knew it from day one. How anybody in their right mind could ever believe a word the so-called "professionals" and "experts" claim from here on in is beyond insanity. They are all liars, mass murderers, fraud, and clear and present menaces to society. -
2024-08-14 at 12:32 AM UTCsticking out your gyatt for the rizzlerThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2024-08-14 at 12:38 AM UTCI've always gone with rye-sir myself
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2024-08-14 at 12:48 AM UTCHe could be mellow fellow, too. Either him or benny vader.
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2024-08-14 at 12:59 AM UTC
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2024-08-14 at 1:05 AM UTCRisereeseroo.
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2024-08-14 at 1:09 AM UTCDude's obviously been running around in a circle in the living room too much.
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2024-08-14 at 2:12 AM UTC
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2024-08-14 at 3 AM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2024-08-14 at 3:22 AM UTC
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2024-08-14 at 3:27 AM UTC
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2024-08-14 at 3:28 AM UTCIs peedy parker wozzy? Sounds retarded like wozzy
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2024-08-14 at 3:35 AM UTCSup reee seeerThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2024-08-14 at 3:50 AM UTC
Originally posted by Crispy Weight loss changes the face
Not the basic line of the upper lip. The guy in the top photo barely has any curve in the line between the philtral column and the tubercle ( a line sometimes called the cupids bow).
Whereas the guy in the bottom photo has a very pronounced downward dip in his "cupids bow". In fact it almost looks like a little bird beak it dips so low. They are definitely not the same person.
