ou forget the chances u had with super hot chicks or even kisses but no sex or at times sex but it wast great so you forget it. Like I complain a lot and used to even when I was in California not getting laid, chicks etc but looking back I hd chance after chance number after numbumber. I just was not confident because I didn't have my own and to invite them to nor had balls to ask hey lets go to ur pad or lets get a hotel.
2024-07-29 at 10:03 PM UTC
also its weird how I remember one time when I still lived in Chico, ca at the club pub place lost on main some chick I was talking to I dont even know I asked her her age or if she asks mine but it was like enough to turn me down like now I see chicks in their mid or early 50s are awesome why would i do the I think she said some crazy shit I remember at the time like 54 and I didn't believe it but I turned her down for some reason or simply said something bad ok take care or some shit expecting her to keep trying to getr at me she didn't tho she's just like oh bye. and its weir because only like 2 or 3 yrs later I was fucking this 53 yr old chick or maybe51 I know she was 53 when I was 28 show aunt even good looking like just body good but no ice. so why just a few yrs earlier I ddi that I dont know.
2024-07-29 at 10:29 PM UTC
I also remember when I lived in san fracisoc I met this Hispanic or Mexican cougar chick who looked hell good in clothes and high heels because she or hispanic chicks know how to be made up or make themselves look hot. but I ended dup meeting with her taking a art to like Howard or some city nearby and we fucked at her pad but I remember when she got nude she took the lights off so she must have been ware she had somewhat saggy tits and shit and didn't look good nude. but I still fucked her. and she never even told me her age or asked mine. iw older why the scared me only a couple years before like if a woman had too many yrs like over 5 the I was 24 but when they didn't ask or tell me I would go for it?
2024-07-29 at 10:36 PM UTC
One of my fantasies I like to jack off to is those women I could have fucked when I was 24 and before catching my first case and if I went for it. Or looking at say Brooke Shields ow pics and imagine meeting her when I was 26 ad she her current age and shit. I just hope I wouldn't back off like I did some times.
2024-07-29 at 10:38 PM UTC
Ive always been into age ply or age diff one way opr another. I mean the best porn is that.
2024-07-29 at 10:41 PM UTC
they always were into me too tho but mostly just in California and just the hispanic Latinas or Mexican women like at Santa row some asians too but they were always not as into and as quick into sex and judged you by wealth status money etc.
2024-07-29 at 10:42 PM UTC
but I've always been into age play or age diff and even ow jack off to it or too me being younger even when I had those chances.
2024-07-29 at 10:45 PM UTC
I remember distinctly t Santana Row this Mexican cougar woman dressed up talked to me first or said how are you doing or some shit I kept sitting like on the back seat to left parallel to her but had no balls at the time to approach or say hi or make first talk or first hello most of the time unlike now here in Poland I do and get rejected ll the time. so I ended dupo sitting near her her friend who as black showed up later and that dude Peter mugwagwa the South African wine seller showed up who knew me to join. but I ended up I remember massaging her feet sucking on her toes a bit in the middle of a fucking bar basically and a bar restaurant even. it ws that asian oen on Santana row I thinks traits or the one next to it. and I remember her giving me her number like id dint even ask and she worked at some water company. but I never called. iw as addicted to the chase or only I fucked around if I got it the night mostly not always but that was mostly my get down. oh yea she was 50 she evens aid it and mentioned having a daughter like an adult daughter. I must have ben 28 or so at the time.
2024-07-29 at 10:49 PM UTC
when I first moved to Cupertino before moving to Santa Cruz I took an economic course at San Jose state to finish my minor so I could graduate from Chico State. and I b accident tried to take this road course but I ended dup dropping it after finding out its a grad course and taking a diff one an easier course. but the chick I met this latina or Mexican high heels super dressed up. I remember iw asked her at the end to give her a ride to her car to my car because she would have to catch some tram or some shit or poked it for paid parking and I remember ri always found free parking spots but farther down. and as we walked I tried to grab her lightly by the waist and she didn't like it and this fucked the whole thing up for me later as I edit try at all. and was sort of disappointed. but she did say I find you attractive. the weird thing was I felt she almost wanted to kiss as she left to her car from my cr but she left and I ended dup meeting with her once more and we went ot eat at some Mexican restaurant tacos but we paid each our own as at the time iw as really feeling women like to take advantage of me and have me pay too much. anyway it didn't matter because she was calling me like she would actually call me not me her and oh yea she expected me to be there for her she texted me where u at because I dropped the course I wasn't in it but I wasn't waiting for her I was hella surprised she wanted me to. but oe time then she text dme she's at some pub and I kept texting back how long will u be there do uw ant me still too ome etc and I ended dup not going and it was over. I could have fucke her too I think she was amazing. like 48 maybe 51 like Salma Hayek type. but the age diff is the thing that gets me most hot would could have been.
2024-07-29 at 10:50 PM UTC
the thing that sucks is she lived literally in Mountain View or in a city next door I was in Palo Alto at the time. I just didn't try fewer that rejection when I tried to grab her around the waste lightly.
2024-07-29 at 10:51 PM UTC
isn't life a trip? how you dont try with the best ones but try hard with the shitty ones?
2024-07-29 at 10:56 PM UTC
I do remember meeting this Puerto Rican 47 year old and this age tidbit scare me yet when I was 24 and she was slightly chubby but hot and kissed me first and we ended dup going to my car and I had a free pad to go to my place and she ended dup sucking ym dick everywhere like sides of courses and shit I had to stop her as people were gonna see and walk by like college kids. and if felt slightly uncomfortable as we were holding hands walking across college kids my age and she was like twice my age but no one laughed or said nothing luckily. we fucked and then she hd to go she claimed I dropped her back off in downtown Chico oh yea I met her at that lot on min place and she Calle dme in the morning saying she was married but had. none exile marriage or relationship. and it was good what we did.
2024-07-29 at 10:57 PM UTC
at that time I dint even think about rimming. I did ask if I could fuck her in the ss tho and she didn't want to and she squirted iso I remember like crazy. first and only time I've been ith a bchcik or woman that did that.
2024-07-29 at 10:57 PM UTC
oh yea and she sucked my dick in my cr too as I was driving ot just sides of houses etc.
2024-07-29 at 10:58 PM UTC
Not exactly a turbo SJW here, but I'm pretty sure that by your 11th order privilege people stop caring about you explaining why girls had sex with you as a white male.
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2024-07-29 at 11:06 PM UTC
badass cougar tho huh? the weird thing was I remember she gave me the number but they went to this Irish pub ins Santana row area or some other place later not really inviting me. so I ws skeptical.