2024-07-28 at 3:06 AM UTC
Folks only 1 of them told me why :(
2024-07-28 at 3:41 AM UTC
Its close to your release date, Bradley. when is it, Novemeber ??
2024-07-28 at 3:55 AM UTC
Makes me wanna get drunk and cry but that won't solve anything to be honest so I just hope for the best. I also eat a lot i'm like 210lb I feel like such a fat ugly fuck, I feel like you honestly.
2024-07-28 at 4:01 AM UTC
sorry big guy
at least you got an explanation from one of them. why'd they block u?
2024-07-28 at 4:02 AM UTC
Because I didn't respond fast enough,
the other one I made feel uncomfortable.
I need to work on my personality defects to better address my abrasive personality if I hope to develop meaningful relationships with good people long term.
2024-07-28 at 4:13 AM UTC
ya about four months ago casper told me I have a really abrasive personality that will push away anyone from ever becoming close to me unless they want to use me for my big weiner or smoke meth with me. Not someone that people would feel comfortable opening up to or being vulnerable with.
And bro when I say that SHLAPPED my heart and soul I really mean it. I felt sullen and took his words to heart, really thought about them and thought mane I'm never gonna get a long term relationship unless they're just toxic as fuck or develop the type of people I want in my life if I don't change something.
So beginning in late March I began really working on being nicer to people, not bullying people (as much), trying to be a better person, listening to people and validating their feelings and trying overall to be a less abrasive personality.
CHanging your personality isn't easy but thanks to a couple of really wonderful people both within this community and in person I have been told I am doing a much better job at coming off as a kinder nicer person. Peopel that previously weren't willing to get close to me our now much more comfortable talking to me and even opening up. Obviously not everyone. Some people such as Solstice, Kafka, Wariat have just been so damaged by me they are unwilling to see me in a new light but other people have given me a chance.
That's why it hurts when I feel like I have taken multiple steps backward when I really am working to become a better human being and a less abrasive person to those I have the good fortune to have in my life.
That's also why you haven't seen my penis on this site very much, why I've stopped making threads where I just criticize people and why I don't just rail on people as hard as I can (mostly).
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2024-07-28 at 4:17 AM UTC
Originally posted by Bradley
Folks only 1 of them told me why :(
It's OK Brad. That means that they probably weren't good friends to begin with.
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2024-07-28 at 4:21 AM UTC
Idk I think I did something wrong, but maybe that's just because I have abandonment issues and always take this stuff to heart.
2024-07-28 at 3:09 PM UTC
Troll is trolly. I like it.
2024-07-28 at 3:13 PM UTC
nah this actually happened, it made me sad :(
2024-07-28 at 3:14 PM UTC
but every opportunity is a learning opportunity if you take the opportunity to learn
2024-07-28 at 6:17 PM UTC
Orient yourself towards God, not human