2024-05-21 at 11:46 PM UTC
Is it that they just can't stand women being "vain" or independent?
My mum always tried to make me feel ugly so some part of me wants to make one to spite her, and if it pisses off men too that's another good reason. But I've seen a lot of girls posting underwear pics on FB for body positivity, to boost their self-esteem and I don't think it should have to come to that. Making an OF isn't something I would want to do but the stigma around it makes me want to do it. If people try to make me feel ashamed I want to piss them off.
2024-05-22 at 12:18 AM UTC
jealousy because nobody will pay money to see me spread my ass at a 4k lens. People that think they deserve money for such low effort are definitely entitled
2024-05-22 at 12:19 AM UTC
I think it's my own principles stopping me from doing it. I've been a public enemy once and really don't care what people think of me. But principles can get in the way of self-advancement and I can easily remedy that with hypnosis. Ig I'm trying to weigh up the pros and cons. I don't want to do it and then find out I hate it.
2024-05-22 at 12:21 AM UTC
Ig I need to find out what my principles are based on. If it turns out I've internalised some of my mum's criticism then I think I will discard them.
2024-05-22 at 12:36 AM UTC
I don't experience jealousy so don't really understand that motive. I'm not sure why I feel it's wrong. If I can't rationalise why it's wrong then maybe I've internalised some negative conditioning. I think I will give it a go anonymously for a month, to see if it aligns with my energy levels, if it makes me love myself more and because it seems stupid not to use all the cards you have in life. If there's a chance I could make a lot of money it would be stupid not to take it.
2024-05-22 at 12:38 AM UTC
Just need to figure out what niche now. Like if I'm uncomfortable doing it that could actually work by appealing to sadists, and I can feign discomfort.
2024-05-22 at 12:46 AM UTC
Or do you think a vintage themed OF where I channel my femme fatale would be better? POV you're held at gun-point?
2024-05-22 at 12:52 AM UTC
Fr would a POV detective mystery series with a sex scene in each video work?
2024-05-22 at 12:59 AM UTC
Dirtbag I sent you a PM asking for information regarding something you posted, can you ploease reply?
2024-05-22 at 1:27 AM UTC
I had some more points to make in this thread but I have been cranking it to OF sluts all night and now I have no energy left to explain why men hate women with an onlyfans.
2024-05-22 at 1:27 AM UTC
I think I'm gonna go with horror porn or try to channel Kenichi Murata's style.
2024-05-22 at 1:43 AM UTC
Kinks
Actually pretty straight
[bitch the twenty-second stewpan]
my mom always tells me "you're the most beautiful of all of us" in a quite negative jealous tone whenever I ask if I look stupid for some dumb shit we need to dress up for
other times she screams random obscenities at me through the walls or she says "go away" if not shows the expression via body language
sometimes when she's drunk she's fun. other times I have to sick my dog on her. now she missing part of her leg. I warned her repeatedly :shrug: she doesn't try to come in and threaten to break my shit anymore
BESIDES THAT
I totally understand and doesn't bother me anymore as its been going on like 25 yrs now. I think it pisses her off that I wont fight back unless she gets crazy st00pid like holding my MacBook Pro in her hands threatening to smash it, I had to get in her face and threaten to whoop her ass. she actually got quiet and left. LULz0r
2024-05-22 at 1:45 AM UTC
Kinks
Actually pretty straight
[bitch the twenty-second stewpan]
if I had a dollar for every guy who asked me to create an OnlyFans acct for income, well, I would be very stressed with so much money
who cares if a girl has one? nobody
2024-05-22 at 2:03 AM UTC
Ig the horror porn isn't an option. Ik I could make something wild but if family ever discovered it they would think I'm disturbed.
2024-05-22 at 2:05 AM UTC
The good news is I already have softbox lighting, HD video camera and HD webcam. I'm almost excited now bcus they've been stored away for too long.
2024-05-22 at 2:12 AM UTC
May 22, 2024
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