2024-05-05 at 9:03 PM UTC
I didn't talk with anyone no texts or blogging and listened to 11 hypnosis tracks a day. I think some part of me did die because hypnosis can cause a split personality. Anyway then the solar eclipse affected me and I was forced to talk with the police. That broke the spell and stressed me out so I started drinking and checked my messages. The messages were from psychos from my past so I regret talking to people again. Then I went axe-throwing with Donald after smoking weed but we're not talking now because he overstepped a boundary. I think psychopathy kept me alive it's a curse. I also had to focus on my studies.