2024-05-03 at 1:37 PM UTC
A few mornings ago, I woke up from a sex dream that was pretty intense, and of course waking up was disappointing. Normally I would look up some nakey pics online but this time I couldn't be arsed. Like why?
So many mid and ugly chicks showing their asses online. It can take a while to even find a pretty one. And if I couldn't find anyone as pretty as what I saw in the dream then I would be disappointed twice in one morning. Not gonna put myself through that.
I've decided I want to have prolonged nofap streak, as least 200 days. Possibly two or three years. Maybe I'll be more effective with time management, start making normal meals for myself and maybe start exercising somewhat frequently. And going back to school with online university I'll have less time for garbage and bullshit.
When I was in my twenties and I heard stories about men who kicked the porn habit, it was always anti-climactic. Just men whose libido is reduced with age and don't have spontaneous or uncontrolled erections anymore. And now that's me.
Sucks to be in your thirties and lost in life.
