2023-09-30 at 11:02 AM UTC
Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
I hung out with a friend from 20 some years ago who was really high on propane and talking hilarious about life and mental illness and shit. He implored me to be emotionally vulnerable and I basically told him that my soul is gone. I'm almost completely off subs so it's fucking with me too. I came off opiates for a day or 2 a few munfs ago n ent up getting bear maced so I did some iso. I really need to change these sheets and make some food. I lost like 40-45 lbs in the last probably 6 months. I'm like Mac off sunny. I remember reading about how he lost all that weight and he basically made it seem like how he was able to lose all that weight was by being a rich white man. It's pretty gay how lefty most of the cast is and makes it a Lil more difficult for me to watch in retrospect. That's part of how I'm broken.
U can really lose alot of weight by alcohol and stress too. And also never sleeping that's a big one. When u drink with real binge drinkers they say "I eat when I'm done drinking" because the food slows them down and soaks some likka up so at 8am or whenever your tryna stop drinking they eat something after theyve expended alot of energy fucking fighting and being no good all night but I'm a stressed out nigger with shit to do so I tend to wake up quickly to my phone ringing and go work or do errands and try to function, periodically needing alcohol/energy drinks/opiates/Marijuana to continue a low level of functioning. I really need to increase my vibration. My friend has great vibrations when he means to, that's probably what attracted us to each other (gay) and now he's kinda seen I'm a busted ass fortress. I took this Nigerian girl to a busted ass fortress and she took a bunch of pics of us and put them on social media then I fucked this stupid white ho and ignored her for months which definitely hurt her but she literally literally literally asked me to take her to the barbie movie like that confused me to much I couldn't let her do that it made me so much more uncomfortable to go on a fucking date and be asked what I thought instead of seeing me naked and listen to heavily abridged and redacted stories about me. I gotta find a soul I feel like every time I have a chance to get one I fuck it up by da worst of da coping skills. I can blame my parents and be a faggot or blame no one but myself. Fuck my sons gonna have some trouble and that freaks me out hence the alcohol and poor decisions. This post is a work of fiction I saw on a podcast when I was driving me 50cc scooter I don't need a license or registration to operate. Fuck they slapped me with some stupid conditions Holy fuck. ANYWAY I wish I could type as fast as scion this post took 19 hours typing on me Gameboy color
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2023-09-30 at 11:26 AM UTC
Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
We was talking about connection and shit and he said he been looking for someone his whole life to help him and I said u can really only get that from within yourself like a Buddhist cop out and he said what if in order to do something great like launch a missile u gotta have 2 keys, the other is obviously someone very trusted and that blew my mind so much. If he just came up with that while high on propane I really gotta start doing it
2023-09-30 at 11:28 AM UTC
Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
How much tomatoes actually goes into ketchup like if I was gonna make my own like a psycho what's the sugar/tomato ratio?
2023-09-30 at 11:32 AM UTC
Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
Originally posted by Rape Monster
Need a hot tomboy girl to piss on me
I hate when girls say they've never done shit before but clearly have like why r u lying about pissing on me your bed is sticky af and smells like asparagus I'm not here because I wanted to corrupt you it's pretty obvious you're in a dark timeline rn
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2023-10-01 at 12:45 AM UTC
My job puts out this notice for the kids in town to come to our facility to trick or treat and all the patients/residents sit outside their room with candy and the kids do a walk through
It’s one of my favoritest things …the patients get a lot of joy from it and the kids be so stinkin cuuute!!
2023-10-01 at 1:06 AM UTC
Then the kids give everyone COVID-23
2023-10-01 at 2:31 AM UTC
No they checks temps and ask everyone if you have Covid symptoms or not
2023-10-01 at 2:36 AM UTC
I figured I just thought it was something funny to say. Lol. I laughed at that for way longer than I should it’s not even that funny. COVID-23 😂
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2023-10-01 at 5:37 AM UTC
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2023-10-01 at 9:25 AM UTC
Originally posted by CandyRein
My job puts out this notice for the kids in town to come to our facility to trick or treat
Last time I tried that I got put on a list
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2023-10-01 at 9:31 AM UTC
aldra
JIDF Controlled Opposition
now the notice tells the kids not to go to your 'facility'
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2023-10-01 at 11:18 AM UTC
I gotta check my sperm count. I dont want a kid but i just need to make sure if i make a kid theyre not as retarded as i am.
2023-10-01 at 11:20 AM UTC
Originally posted by Sudo
I hung out with a friend from 20 some years ago who was really high on propane and talking hilarious about life and mental illness and shit. He implored me to be emotionally vulnerable and I basically told him that my soul is gone. I'm almost completely off subs so it's fucking with me too. I came off opiates for a day or 2 a few munfs ago n ent up getting bear maced so I did some iso. I really need to change these sheets and make some food. I lost like 40-45 lbs in the last probably 6 months. I'm like Mac off sunny. I remember reading about how he lost all that weight and he basically made it seem like how he was able to lose all that weight was by being a rich white man. It's pretty gay how lefty most of the cast is and makes it a Lil more difficult for me to watch in retrospect. That's part of how I'm broken.
U can really lose alot of weight by alcohol and stress too. And also never sleeping that's a big one. When u drink with real binge drinkers they say "I eat when I'm done drinking" because the food slows them down and soaks some likka up so at 8am or whenever your tryna stop drinking they eat something after theyve expended alot of energy fucking fighting and being no good all night but I'm a stressed out nigger with shit to do so I tend to wake up quickly to my phone ringing and go work or do errands and try to function, periodically needing alcohol/energy drinks/opiates/Marijuana to continue a low level of functioning. I really need to increase my vibration. My friend has great vibrations when he means to, that's probably what attracted us to each other (gay) and now he's kinda seen I'm a busted ass fortress. I took this Nigerian girl to a busted ass fortress and she took a bunch of pics of us and put them on social media then I fucked this stupid white ho and ignored her for months which definitely hurt her but she literally literally literally asked me to take her to the barbie movie like that confused me to much I couldn't let her do that it made me so much more uncomfortable to go on a fucking date and be asked what I thought instead of seeing me naked and listen to heavily abridged and redacted stories about me. I gotta find a soul I feel like every time I have a chance to get one I fuck it up by da worst of da coping skills. I can blame my parents and be a faggot or blame no one but myself. Fuck my sons gonna have some trouble and that freaks me out hence the alcohol and poor decisions. This post is a work of fiction I saw on a podcast when I was driving me 50cc scooter I don't need a license or registration to operate. Fuck they slapped me with some stupid conditions Holy fuck. ANYWAY I wish I could type as fast as scion this post took 19 hours typing on me Gameboy color
Lost 90lb during covid just working every day and working through sciatic nerve pain n 2 hrs sleep a night. I was an absolute psycho. Just lifting weights for like 4 hrs in the middle of the night.
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2023-10-01 at 12:53 PM UTC
The poop stains in my underwear.
