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2023-08-18 at 7:06 AM UTCMy mother was good friends with Paul Hornung btw. Not sure how she and My dad knew him but there is a weird story that goes with this
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2023-08-18 at 7:09 AM UTCWent to karaoke and sang but didn’t drink. Woot.
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2023-08-18 at 7:19 AM UTC
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2023-08-18 at 8:10 AM UTC
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2023-08-18 at 8:13 AM UTCJust got ghb. Havent taken any yet but still managed to hit a median on the freeway bc my headlights suck. Maybe the universes way of telling me im a retard.
In any case, if im about to ingest liquid fentanyl, just know i was done in by a hippie named Gnarwahl.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2023-08-18 at 8:20 AM UTC
Originally posted by General Butt.Naked yeah you were off meth for a couple years there. I was co fused as to why you started up again
because its fun
"LoseThos is for programming as entertainment.
It empowers programmers with kernel privilege because it’s fun.
It allows full access to everything because it’s fun.
It has no bureaucracy because it’s fun.
It’s the way it is by choice because it’s fun.
LoseThos is in no way a Windows or Linux wannabe — that would be pointless.
—Terry A. Davis "
Meth is for destroying your brain as entertainment
it empowers days, weeks long power to engage in things at a high level, because it's fun
it allows full access to every part of your AWAKE mind 24/7, because it's fun
it warps and twists your mind while making it impossible to enjoy the fire burning around you, because it's fun
it affects the brain receptors and endorphins exactly this way by natural molecular design, because it's fun
Methamphetamine is an unbearably, awesomely euphoric stimulant. The holy grail of stimulants, it's stronger and longer lasting than both regular amphetamine and cocaine. Methylphenidate doesn't even deserve to be mentioned in the same sentence. There are a lot of things that aren't normal to do; interestingly, on meth, they are. Some masturbate uncontrollably near windows, or out doors in hopes that someone is secretly watching and on meth also. This gives the user an even more intense rush of pleasure.
Yes, meth is neurotoxic, but so are a lot of popular drugs (alcohol, ecstasy, amphetamine sulphate, cathinones, etc etc). Like a lot of drug side effects, it's not a big issue if you practice harm reduction and don't use in excess. You won't become some fried out, paranoid schizophrenic tweaker by smoking a few points every month or two, any more than you'll give yourself liver failure by getting drunk once or twice a month. Moderation, people!
tl;dr i'm probably gonna do it again but honestly im pretty over it as a drug I get way too retarded on stimulants, even caffeiene destroys me and I am thinking about quitting that like rabbi T weed and have been drinking a bit leass off it. I GOT OFF THE ICED COFFEE AT LEAST and the instant but the meth withdrawl hunger makes the lack of coffee hurt more so maybe my timing is bad
brain damage
Originally posted by Infinityshockrates Both drugs are inferior stimulants if you zoom out. First generation plant based stims??? Literally who the fuck cares. Fuck meth. Where the cocaine analogs
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2023-08-18 at 8:21 AM UTC
Originally posted by General Butt.Naked Just got ghb. Havent taken any yet but still managed to hit a median on the freeway bc my headlights suck. Maybe the universes way of telling me im a retard.
In any case, if im about to ingest liquid fentanyl, just know i was done in by a hippie named Gnarwahl.
i think theres a chemical test for GEEE but idk what it is. I know you can SALT it into a solid which would be my guess as to one way at least but probably a waste if you only have a few ml probably easier to just dip a opiate strip innit -
2023-08-18 at 8:45 AM UTC
Originally posted by the man who put it in my hood i think theres a chemical test for GEEE but idk what it is. I know you can SALT it into a solid which would be my guess as to one way at least but probably a waste if you only have a few ml probably easier to just dip a opiate strip innit
I got 8oz. I was debating drying it out to see how many grams we workin with but im just gonna take ml at a time n see what it do -
2023-08-18 at 9:21 AM UTC2.5ml so far. Just over an hour.
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2023-08-18 at 1:41 PM UTC
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2023-08-18 at 1:42 PM UTC
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2023-08-18 at 2:34 PM UTC
Originally posted by CASPER Mmmm. I want in her gates
Yeah i think thats probably the case. My brains still like THINGS COULD CHANGE A BUNCH OF PEOPLE HAVE IT WAY WORSE YOURE SO LUCKY. But as i get closer to 40, i feel like that'll change pretty quick. Or,aybe Ill have a really bad day or something or get diagnosed with something awful. Im not actively unhappy anymore im just not happy. And in pain all the time and i dont talk to anyone. Broke as shit. Mom unemployed 2 years. Ive been so tempted to make some money again because its the one thing I was ever really good at, but now I know better. I think the universe protected me because i was stupid and naive. I got out of situations that i shouldve been dead or in prison. Feels like anything i do from here on out is gonna land squarely on me. And idk how i could go back to knowingly hurting people. Idk.
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2023-08-18 at 5:47 PM UTCDidnt get high but slept really well
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2023-08-22 at 5:12 AM UTCdruggies are retarded. stop retarding yourself more than the retards you are
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2023-08-22 at 7:59 AM UTC
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2023-08-22 at 2:04 PM UTC
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2023-08-22 at 2:05 PM UTC
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2023-08-22 at 6:31 PM UTCGot gifted some mushrooms. Should I micro dose them like the person intended or should I take them all at once?
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2023-08-22 at 6:36 PM UTC
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2023-08-22 at 6:44 PM UTCOnly 3 pieces not a lot
