2022-12-09 at 1:22 PM UTC
Shut the fuck up this is about me not drinking not your greatest hits revival tour
All those musicians are dead, you should go see them perform again.
2023-08-05 at 11:54 AM UTC
Forgot about this.
Still havent fucked up concretely since that one time i did coke n fent like a year ago. But that was honestly more out of spite than it was any genuine urge to use. At least it was really good coke. Hadnt had anything that clean since high school.
Ive been trying to go to meetings at least once a week. Im not sure why i like them. God knows i dont follow all the stuff they say to do. But once you dive in and gain some self awareness, it becomes impossible not to see your addiction manifesting in other stuff. I just notice myself doing selfish, fucked up shit sometimes. And even though i know i shouldnt be doing it, even though in my head im like “this is super fucked up and youre a gigantic piece of shit” in the end i do whatever because i still havent managed self control and at least dancing around the flame a bit eases the cognitive dissonance long enough to go on about my life. Idk.
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2023-08-05 at 12:04 PM UTC
I haven't drank in months and my health has never been worse
2023-08-05 at 12:08 PM UTC
lol
Sorry
AA or NA or both? I still drink twice a week but I haven't smoked any weed for a month for some reason. It was just making me tired and anxious literally all day and I was like why do I keep doing this stupid thing that I literally don't enjoy at all anymore so I stopped.
I might try to get a job at this window place since I could actually pass a drug test without having to use some fake piss or whatever.
2023-08-05 at 12:19 PM UTC
Oh you mustve gone back after i remember you quitting before. I knew you were supposed to be starting at some new place for better pay after your unemployment or whatever ran out. 2 months off work sounds kinda nice. I need a vacation. Girlfriends parents paid for me to get my passport but i cant even afford to take that long off work even if they paid for the whole trip. And theyre so lovey and wholesome that i feel super out of place being around them sometimes.
Oh yeah youd prolly appreciate this…I got a letter from Judge Judy they want me to be on her show.
2023-08-05 at 12:25 PM UTC
Yeah I'm kinda like Bill Krozby in that I'm stupid and just work different jobs for 6 months at a time then quit then go back to the same jobs or rotate between them. I guess I do a good enough job to where these places all hire me back even when I just randomly quit on them without notice lol. I'm a bad person :(
So you ARE still dating the princess. Nice. That seems like a very wholesome thing altogether. What bills do you have that are so hefty you couldn't take an all inclusive paid for vacation? That's a bummer m8. You deserve many vacations. Way more than I do that's for sure and I feel like I've been on a 2 month vacation.
What would the Judge Judy premise be? Did you have a funny dispute I'm not familiar with? You gotta take em up on that and cement your legacy like arms merchant on Alaska State troopers and tacho on Dr Phil
2023-08-06 at 3:55 AM UTC
oh now this is news. this is old news. fucker learned his game from totse
communism and backyard ballistic
2023-08-06 at 3:57 AM UTC
Tacho would tell racist jokes. mostly 'nigger' jokes
now he's on the bandwagon to blame whitey with his bolshevist hat. gapped tooth faggot pulled his videos in real time that day
2023-08-06 at 5:31 AM UTC
Thinking about trying sobriety again. Haven’t smoked weed in about 5 days and I was wasted last night but tomorrow is another day.
2023-08-06 at 9:29 AM UTC
/recovery thread devolves
In tangentially recovery related news, im getting some GHB tmw. Itll be nice to get full nights of sleep again.
Went like a month n a half without drinking but kinda caved when we visited my gfs parents. When someone is offering you really nice food and drinks you just stfu and enjoy yourself. Didnt really feel the need to drink until then tho.
2023-08-06 at 12:26 PM UTC
I love drinking malt liquor, buying dime bags of weed from my neighbors, getting shit ass drunk and playing games of chance online, i need to start eating more, but nothing is really attractive unless im really stoned, pretty cool life, I feel like im doing aight cuz my 60 year old roommate gets a bag of meth once a week and stays up for four days and I do one bump of it and call it quits.
I also don't smoke crack anymore and if I do any coke it's just a bump when I'm with friends that have it. Molly/mephedrone, I got away from that shit too. So yeah it's basically a dime bag of weed here and there and I still drink 8-12 beers a day, i'm actually thinking about making a little bit of food and going and getting some more beer.
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