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Contemplating my life has me unimpressed.
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2023-04-27 at 11:50 AM UTCSo back in 2011 I turned 18. In 2010 I was accepted into Marquette Business School, a private college in Milwaukee, Wisconsin. In september of the same year I crashed my vehicle after driving my girlfriend home, the other occupant was my boy , he was 16 at the time and I was 17. Because of this I was waived into adult court me being 17 made me an adult, him being 16 made him a juvenile. I was hit with a felony count of DUI 1 with injury to a passenger under the age of 18.
In Wisconsin, you can actually be waived into adult court for hurting a minor that is older than you are. Kinda bizarre but ok.
So I was revoked on my permission to attend Marquette, I opted for the best business school in the state which was UW-Whitewater and I attended two semesters. This is when I entered Zoklet and began my friendship with this community. I was upon the beginning of my third semester arrested for drug trafficking related to the involvement I had with our community. I was arrested on external incitements, btw. RCVBRADLEYB93.
So I got out and I've had a lackluster life since, what I Thought would be the greatest thing since sliced Brad, was kinda shit. Caught another bid.
Now I haven't been in a lick of trouble for couple years. Not gonna lie I"m approaching 30 and I hate myself,
Figure could be a lot worse. For one I'm alive, so that's really really good (for me).
Pretty much hate riptotse and every other person who cals up to make statements about peopel they barely know because they a straight up snitch. But it is what it is.
I'm happy despite my self hatred. I have a really good sex life, got good money well not good but like enoguh for me to feel is good, pretty much isolated myself from every piece of shit I know, have a lot of hate in my heart, my left eyeball hurts a lot, especially when it gets too much sun. Kinda fucked up how it hangs a lil lower now, not in a way you'd recognize upon viewing, but a way you recognize if it's your face.
Thought I had erectile dysfunction like Wariat. I don't. Just don't like dude booty & gay shit anymore. Kinda tired of it. A couple hundred men will do that to you. Kinda want a wife.
But what the fuck do I have to offer? Constant talking, stable (but minimal) income, kinda like a piece of shit problem, alcoholism, and I put hands on most people I love.
I know I"m a piece of shit, and I never, ever thought I would see 30. Truthfully I didn't think I would ever see 18. Now all my people have dropped like flies. Not dropping like flies, but like they mostly all dead already, or sober and moved away and have families.
I Want that for myself but honestly. I really couldn't give a fuck less.
I hope paul wozny is doing good in Hell.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2023-04-27 at 11:51 AM UTCWho are you, Juan Impress?
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2023-04-27 at 12:45 PM UTCThen just stay out of the sun?
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2023-04-27 at 12:52 PM UTCbreadley is the kind of individual that would rather go out with a whimper.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2023-04-27 at 12:53 PM UTCBradley i got a dui at 19 and got my license suspended for 2 years instead of the conviction
I didnt get my license back till i was like 29
Spent like 10+ years shooting dope everyday living at mcdonalds n shit basically
And i got my assoc degree have multi cars, a house, money, and am about to start college again
Stop letting ur past shit decisions define u and start making better decisions
Or just be a shithead on ssi forever its whatever at this point lol -
2023-04-27 at 1:10 PM UTC
Originally posted by RIPtotse Bradley i got a dui at 19 and got my license suspended for 2 years instead of the conviction
I didnt get my license back till i was like 29
Spent like 10+ years shooting dope everyday living at mcdonalds n shit basically
And i got my assoc degree have multi cars, a house, money, and am about to start college again
Stop letting ur past shit decisions define u and start making better decisions
Or just be a shithead on ssi forever its whatever at this point lol
What are you gonna study? Incels? -
2023-04-27 at 2:42 PM UTCGo into sales...specifically car dealership.
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2023-04-27 at 3:17 PM UTC
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2023-04-27 at 3:22 PM UTC
Originally posted by vindicktive vinny at the time used car inventories are piling up and banks are having credit crunch ?
Used car inventories are NOT piling up
"Used vehicle inventory is down 21% from a year ago and off a whopping 26% from pre-pandemic levels of 2.8 million available vehicles in 2019."
Maybe those rickshaws in Chingchongia are but right now Used cars are costing people premium $$$
And credit crunch? If you mean higher interest rates that drives new car buyers TOWARDS used cars...The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2023-04-27 at 3:26 PM UTC
Originally posted by Jiggaboo_Johnson Used car inventories are NOT piling up
"Used vehicle inventory is down 21% from a year ago and off a whopping 26% from pre-pandemic levels of 2.8 million available vehicles in 2019."
Maybe those rickshaws in Chingchongia are but right now Used cars are costing people premium $$$
And credit crunch? If you mean higher interest rates that drives new car buyers TOWARDS used cars…
so when you told him to get in into sales at car dealership, did you mean new or used. -
2023-04-27 at 4:03 PM UTC
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2023-04-27 at 11:34 PM UTCDERAILED.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2023-04-27 at 11:40 PM UTC
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2023-04-28 at 12:10 AM UTCWhich movies?
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2023-04-28 at 12:30 AM UTC
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2023-04-28 at 2:33 AM UTCContemplating life is overrated, it's difficult to look back and not think about things you might have done differently, unless life has been easy peasy lemon squeeze, which for me it has not. It's been livers, lards and fuckin hard, but it could be worse I suppose.
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2023-04-28 at 2:42 AM UTCSo I kinda am starting to dislike my living situation. I had sex with this older man once in December, nigga became in love, wanted me to promise I wouldn't have sex with anyone else, telling me he loves me constantly, how attractive I am, etc, kinda ignored it and knew I needed to never fuck him again. So at some point I leave to Arizona, he tells me to move back I'm like yeah ok he started saying shit about how we're gonna be together forever.
I reminded him I'm not really interested in dating 55 year old men with beer bellies. Explained I like men but I like men a little younger or a little older than me. 25-35 range. Must be in fit shape or skinny.
So at some point he starts telling people were together, and they look at me like REALLY? and I'm like no, not at all. I found pictures of me he saved from my Facebook and sends to people. Red flag.
So at some point about a month ago we had 4 people over, 1 woman, 2 gays and a straight guy. He starts telling me to come lay down with him and I said No. And one person translated that he wants me to fuck him and I told him No again. Every twenty minutes he would come out of the bedroom infront of these people I'm hanging out with and demand I go into the bedroom, No. He comes out naked and says don't you want to fuck me, again I said no. After this point I held my hand over the left of my face so I wouldn't make eye contact and he still kept begging me to fuck him.
So I told him look, I've had sex with over 300 people, if any of those people wanted to fuck me right now I would fuck them except the man who molested me and you bro.
Had to explain
UNO NO DOSE NO TRES NO QUATTRO NO CINCO NO, NO NO NO NO.
UNFORTUNATELY we share a bed, this is common among Hispanics, I woke up with my hand down his pants and him with an erection, I woke up to him kissing my face, I woke up to him naked, I told him you're a fucking predator bro. If I didn't want to fuck you ever again, promised you I never would, why are you touching me in my sleep?
So now I sleep on the sofa with my pants on and my belt tightly affixed and a sheet tightly wrapped around me facing away.
Then I caught him going through my phoneto read conversations I have with my relationships people
Pfft that's the end of him having access to my devices.
I asked him what 29 year old man would want a predator demanding he fuck him infront of people, constantly saying he loves me or compliments me infront of people, touching me when I try to sleep, wanting me to be with him, taking photos of me, trying to get me to meet his family members in Hialeah, I'm like no bro you sexually DISGUST me, going through my phone, kinda pathetic I told him this behavior is why no one wants to fuck around with you ever after they do it once. I suggested he be realistic and try to find men around 40-70, or anyone that isn't me honestly.
He like tried making me jealous by saying if I won't fuck him he'll get it from someone else. I vehemently thanked him and told him I'm appreciative he made that decision, in the future continue doing that please.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2023-04-28 at 2:53 AM UTC
Originally posted by Bradley So I kinda am starting to dislike my living situation. I had sex with this older man once in December, nigga became in love, wanted me to promise I wouldn't have sex with anyone else, telling me he loves me constantly, how attractive I am, etc, kinda ignored it and knew I needed to never fuck him again. So at some point I leave to Arizona, he tells me to move back I'm like yeah ok he started saying shit about how we're gonna be together forever.
I reminded him I'm not really interested in dating 55 year old men with beer bellies. Explained I like men but I like men a little younger or a little older than me. 25-35 range. Must be in fit shape or skinny.
So at some point he starts telling people were together, and they look at me like REALLY? and I'm like no, not at all. I found pictures of me he saved from my Facebook and sends to people. Red flag.
So at some point about a month ago we had 4 people over, 1 woman, 2 gays and a straight guy. He starts telling me to come lay down with him and I said No. And one person translated that he wants me to fuck him and I told him No again. Every twenty minutes he would come out of the bedroom infront of these people I'm hanging out with and demand I go into the bedroom, No. He comes out naked and says don't you want to fuck me, again I said no. After this point I held my hand over the left of my face so I wouldn't make eye contact and he still kept begging me to fuck him.
So I told him look, I've had sex with over 300 people, if any of those people wanted to fuck me right now I would fuck them except the man who molested me and you bro.
Had to explain
UNO NO DOSE NO TRES NO QUATTRO NO CINCO NO, NO NO NO NO.
UNFORTUNATELY we share a bed, this is common among Hispanics, I woke up with my hand down his pants and him with an erection, I woke up to him kissing my face, I woke up to him naked, I told him you're a fucking predator bro. If I didn't want to fuck you ever again, promised you I never would, why are you touching me in my sleep?
So now I sleep on the sofa with my pants on and my belt tightly affixed and a sheet tightly wrapped around me facing away.
Then I caught him going through my phoneto read conversations I have with my relationships people
Pfft that's the end of him having access to my devices.
I asked him what 29 year old man would want a predator demanding he fuck him infront of people, constantly saying he loves me or compliments me infront of people, touching me when I try to sleep, wanting me to be with him, taking photos of me, trying to get me to meet his family members in Hialeah, I'm like no bro you sexually DISGUST me, going through my phone, kinda pathetic I told him this behavior is why no one wants to fuck around with you ever after they do it once. I suggested he be realistic and try to find men around 40-70, or anyone that isn't me honestly.
He like tried making me jealous by saying if I won't fuck him he'll get it from someone else. I vehemently thanked him and told him I'm appreciative he made that decision, in the future continue doing that please.
and you couldnt leave him, why ? -
2023-04-28 at 2:55 AM UTCTruthfully I would've had a lot more sex with him if he didn't get clingy and demanding.
Sexiest girl in the world could command me to do something sexual and my whole body would lock up and I lose my erection. I don't take commands except from my superiors and I never take sexual commands
Once someone tries FORCING me to fuck them after I say no, I feel disgusted much less horny. I told him
"after begging you to stop being sexual infront of guests you didn't, more more more, bro I will never have sex with you forever, I felt like I was getting molested by an old man and he wouldn't stop. I will never fuck you. I'm sorry I did once, I pray I never make the same mistake again."The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2023-04-28 at 2:56 AM UTC
