Just thinking about how I left Mik. It was me who ended it and we were good together for four years. But I do this with every bestie I've had. I'm not sure why. Rn I feel it's good to be away from him so we can both evolve, to meet new people and grow, our conversation history was becoming an echo chamber with no outside interference. I need to grow. But I also need people from my past in my life to remind me of who I am. I just feel so sorry because I hurt everyone. He wasn't ready for it to end. So even though I'm completely isolated with no friends I still think it's good to be away from him, he needs a chance to grow as well.
Idk if I've been in this place too long. I mean I'm not valued here and a year is long enough. I don't want to leave but ik I'm not growing here. I don't think I've ever felt like me. I'll stay because there's a trainwreck inside me but I needa find a new bestie/normality fast. It creeps me out sometimes how far from normal it is here, there's people I get along with better than in this place and I can still hear their voices in my head.
Originally posted by Dirtbag
Idk if I've been in this place too long. I mean I'm not valued here and a year is long enough. I don't want to leave but ik I'm not growing here. I don't think I've ever felt like me. I'll stay because there's a trainwreck inside me but I needa find a new bestie/normality fast. It creeps me out sometimes how far from normal it is here, there's people I get along with better than in this place and I can still hear their voices in my head.
If you came here to grow, you're in the wrong place. This is just a shit show to come waste some time on.
I'm thinking about how much better off I'd be getting with a girl who has a job and a house than I would be sticking with GG, who has nothing at all, is too lazy to get a job, and has no interest in getting an education (which the Irish government would pay for).
She's so lazy she won't even sign up for a medical card (free medical and dental care, which she is entitled to). She sleeps until 11am every day, and goes to bed around 10pm.
I'd tolerate this if she was 13 or 14 or something. She's 42.
Originally posted by Donald Trump
I'm thinking about how much better off I'd be getting with a girl who has a job and a house than I would be sticking with GG, who has nothing at all, is too lazy to get a job, and has no interest in getting an education (which the Irish government would pay for).
She's so lazy she won't even sign up for a medical card (free medical and dental care, which she is entitled to). She sleeps until 11am every day, and goes to bed around 10pm.
dont diss sleep cycles some ppl are naturally nocturnal.
