Kill me

1. 2016-09-15 at 11:33 AM UTC

   #1
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   manic levels of depression are onset.
   
   
   no escape. life suffocates. deprived of nutrients I must operate at the most basic levels.
   
   my water is not natural but floridated. my food is not natural but partially homogenized. my interactions are not natural but parroting.
   
   I will die in many years. but will any of the hours between then and now hold significance? to the world? to myself?
   
   I will die in many years. but living is just wasting time.
   
   all fades to black. sleep brings no dreams. As it should be.
   
   but dreams now come. please stop the dreams.
   
   the dreams are killing me. sleep should be utter darkness. a black and vacant void. filled with nothing but nothing until one awakes.
   
   but the dreams have begun. dreams not of bad things. but dreams nonetheless. remnants of waking consciousness.
   
   dreams interrupt my dark and vacant void. the only peace I ever knew.
   
   
   
   
   
   Please stop the dreams.
   
2. 2016-09-15 at 12:30 PM UTC

   #2
   

   Sophie Pedophile Tech Support
   y r u sad?
3. 2016-09-15 at 5:25 PM UTC

   #3
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   In my dreams you are all sexy females that smoke and cook meth with me.
4. 2016-09-15 at 5:45 PM UTC

   #4
   Stonesword Yung Blood
   ; Sips coffee, snaps fingers 3 times. Then replies; what an insight into your dark and tortured soul, my lost wandering friend. ; Sips coffee again.
5. 2016-09-15 at 5:53 PM UTC

   #5
   ACAB Houston
   Meet me.
6. 2016-09-15 at 6:55 PM UTC

   #6
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole

   y r u sad?

   
   Sumtymes lief gits ya down.
   
   

   In my dreams you are all sexy females that smoke and cook meth with me.

   
   I wish life were as easy as being a sexy meth slut. :(
   
   

   ; Sips coffee, snaps fingers 3 times. Then replies; what an insight into your dark and tortured soul, my lost wandering friend. ; Sips coffee again.

   
   thank u for seeing my pain
   
   

   Meet me.

   
   k
7. 2016-09-15 at 7:02 PM UTC

   #7
   ACAB Houston
   I'll eat you soul.
8. 2016-09-15 at 7:07 PM UTC

   #8
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole

   I'll eat you soul.

   
   im afraid I cant seem to find it. ill give you a call when i do tho.
9. 2016-09-15 at 7:37 PM UTC

   #9
   ACAB Houston
   We'll figure it out somehow.
10. 2016-09-16 at 7:43 AM UTC

    #10
    

    Dissociator African Astronaut
    So edgy, die you alky
11. 2016-09-16 at 7:52 AM UTC

    #11
    

    mmQ Lisa Turtle

    So edgy, die you alky

    
    So edgy, die you wellbutriny.
12. 2016-09-16 at 7:56 AM UTC

    #12
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    3 edges triangle∆, die you xylophone
13. 2016-09-16 at 8:57 AM UTC

    #13
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole

    3 edges triangle∆, die you xylophone

    
    O shit. no one knows this but im a xylohpne!
    
    On a related note. would people be interested if I went to the hood and video taped myself asking people if they wanted to buy a glock and when they said yes I pull out a glockenspiel? I think it would be top kek shit m8s.
14. 2016-09-16 at 9:04 AM UTC

    #14
    

    mmQ Lisa Turtle
    "Pull out a glockenspiel"
    
    I guess if it's from your car trunk or whatever. I was initially thinking your pocket.
15. 2016-09-16 at 9:07 AM UTC

    #15
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    Well i was gonna wear a trench coat and have like 4 different choices when I open it up.