2022-12-23 at 12:41 PM UTC
also that's me wasted at 944am CST trying to talk on the phone out of lonliness/boredom.
2022-12-23 at 12:52 PM UTC
aldra
JIDF Controlled Opposition
I found an old harddrive with party photos from like 15 years ago, haven't spoken to any of those people in years
would not be surprised if a few of them had passed
2022-12-23 at 1:26 PM UTC
It's a bit like a serial killer keeping a memento box with personal possessions from his victims in it huh.
"Oh wow, I remember that one...she's the one I strangled after raping her with that parking meter, there's her quarter right there...".
2022-12-23 at 3:41 PM UTC
*hides chocolate box full of bloody condoms*
2022-12-23 at 3:47 PM UTC
ya except it's more like saving a letter from a dead friend and being like
"Oh wow, man I really miss this dumb motherfucker, I remember this day when we spoke on the phone for a couple hours, or ran a train on that bitch, etc"
nostalgic but its' also part of the human condition to mourn for the dead.
2022-12-23 at 3:52 PM UTC
i wonder if he poopd hems pants wen he ded
2022-12-23 at 3:56 PM UTC
You do only if your lower bowels have food in them, when junkies die, sometimes they don't even piss because they're so dehydrated, much less shit because they're full of food.
2022-12-23 at 3:56 PM UTC
when I get really gungho for losing weight (practicing borderline anorexia with 400 calories a day in the morning and a multi vitamin)
I might shit twice a week and only about a pickle in size.
2022-12-23 at 3:57 PM UTC
I think this is the first time I've discussed me shitting with another human being since I was a very young child.
Well it doesn't always happen immediately, all those hookers I've killed over the years... when I went back to rape the corpse again after a few days of decomposition, all of them had shit themselves by that time.
2022-12-23 at 4:01 PM UTC
I like how when some of us die no one gives a fuck
Mark331qtc
PWP
FUBI
Diet Pianist/Green Plastic
But when Kr0z died we had an efuneral, I talked to his dad, his ex girlfriend he 'raped' came to talk to us, I tried to get his SS card & ID (unsuccessfully), G sent his dad a very thoughtful bouquet, there was a memorial made outside of his apartment door put up by members of our forum (including RAID and cheap liquor, per our tribes custom), his ex made a shrine to the dead with all of the stuff she had of his, we were worried about his cat, and now we celebrate his death every year as though he were some martyr we exalt.
And, truthfully, I love it. If we were to have to pick a saint, I would pick Saint Bill Krozby, the people's champ and father to a four times dead daughter, truly a King of Kings.
2022-12-23 at 4:03 PM UTC
junkies typically aren't found as soon as they drop, they burrow into the infrastructure like an old cat and when they depart they sometimes are rather difficult to find, though no one is looking for them as you would look for a cat you like.
2022-12-23 at 6:38 PM UTC
ah I've never been around bodies that have been dead that long.
