RIPtotse
victim of incest
[my adversative decurved garbo]
Originally posted by Bradley
Do catholics really have to tell on themselves to a religious guy?
I was thinking about this and I'm like what if my future wife (catholic) finds out about some srs bidniz and feels 'guilty' because she enjoys spoils of the crime and she goes and tells on a nigga. Is that a thing catholics do?
Its called confession and yeh they made us do it in catholic school.
Im not catholic tho so i just got to sit in the pew while everyone else got molested in the confession booth.
Maybe thats how i.escaped molestation, by not being catholic at a catbolic skewl lol
I don't trust anyone in this entire world on God more than I trust myself to keep my secrets. Like don't get me wrong if I could sponsor somebody and have him tell me every bad thing he ever did to anyone to get it off his chest, I would have the ultimate hold over him. Why would I give that to someone?
They ask like "ARE YOU WILLING TO GO THROUGH ANY LENGTHS TO STAY SOBER?" ya i guess but I'm not telling on myself for anything, that's not what God wants me to do, and even if God did want me to tell on myself, I still wouldn't!
So I think I might lie and when im a year sober just tell people my first sponsor died of old age and was from Wisconsin and then I can get all this info about people and know all their secrets and never tell anyone my secrets!!!!
RIPtotse
victim of incest
[my adversative decurved garbo]
Aa and na and all those are lame as fuck and dont work for me at all.
Too many people in those groups are mandated to be there and just get high before and after and use it as a scapegoat to act like they are doing something good when in reality they just met 3 new junkies there amd theyre all gonna start using together b4 the next grp
ya i hit hit the dab pen in the meetings and just blow it straight in the air and I do it with such confidance that in my sober living home, in my AA meetings, on the Bus and in class, no one has once asked me "is that drugs?" even though I cough almost every time I hit it.
someone asked if they could try it and I said "No that's gross, I wouldn't kiss you either."
which everyone accepted as me just being a germaphobe (which I am the farthest thing from, I would easily kiss pretty much any person in the world if I felt happy enough and thought it would make the moment happier) without hesitation
I'm also a hugger anda sodomite, so go figure.
I can feel others' eyes when they see me, BradleyB and they mind just starts having dirty thoughts and I have to say NO I'M HERE TO GO SCHOOL NOT TO FILL UP BROWN PEOPLE AND MAKE FRIENDS
he didn't get bulied into suicide but yea he was gay and he quit cuz they kept calling him a fag and putting cucumbers in his dressing room and backpacks and hot dogs in his backpack and shit
