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  1. CandyRein Black Hole


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  2. CandyRein Black Hole
    I love my Brain 🧠❤️
  3. CandyRein Black Hole
    It really should be a crime to make yourself laugh as hard as I make myself laugh..

    I think it’s because sometimes my brain and my heart are on different wavelengths

    So when my heart looks back at something my brain has said it’s like lol wtf💗😭

    *tokez*
  4. CandyRein Black Hole
    I’ve been buying lots of popcorn lately because of all the scary movie nights this month ..

    I’ve been bringing some to work and poppin it for my patients..

    They’ve really been enjoying it..
    Right around 8 or 9 when they’re relaxing watching tv..

    Jessica say I spoil them and it makes it harder for the next person after me..

    Teeheeheee!!

    Oops...

    *runs away*
  5. CandyRein Black Hole
    My job is haunted...it's no even denying it now...we all gathered on east hall today and talked about it...

    Tonight Kim and i experienced something that I'm gonna get into in a sec..gotta run to Twitter real quick to see latto and Nicki going at it...
  6. CandyRein Black Hole
    Okay ..*tokez*

    So tonight Kim and I was just doin a lil walk through.. it's almost time to go and we're just checking in on people...

    So we're walking down the middle hall and we hear this wailing...so I'm like...

    *Tokez*

    You hear that ?

    She's like yeah somebody screaming...so we running in rooms son ..

    Every room we look in they're asleep!

    Okay ...so we get to looking at each other like okay ...TF....

    So walk back towards the nurses station...we hear it again...

    We run over to East like... somebody screaming over here?

    Mary like no that's a damn ghost ... nobody Screaming over here ...

    This is why you gotta open the window when someone passes..I always do it and have always done it so she wasn't schooling me ..she probably was schooling them....


    *Tokez*
  7. CandyRein Black Hole
    I always open the window...but I remember a few months ago I saw them taking someone out and the window wasn't open when they left...My heart sank ...


    They way Kim and I was looking at each other when we came out and all those people were asleep....


    I will never ever forget that energy ....

    That was something wild...
  8. CandyRein Black Hole
    I haven't been to the basement since Jessica saw that lady in the pink gown out her peripheral....
  9. Speedy Parker Black Hole
    Originally posted by Quick Mix Ready Im not a Catholic. I converted once for about a year or two. I even would volunteer for the Catholic Church to set up Bingo Night and once for their Anual Fair. where they would have a form of legal cambling and gambling wheel.. loved that week. I used to live up the street from a Catholic Church and every friend I had were pretty much Catholics. Lots of Irish, Italian and Portuguese I guess in my older neighborhood from Highschool period. but honestly most kids were mixed like me.


    Anywhoo I will try and make Sunday Confession of personal things and you should too. an SG Thread. because its genera'l



    This is a Confesssion of how I feel about NIS members

    "Red" Red is a guy I met on here and in Panny's Video Saturday party nights. but because of Covid Shutin, Saturday Drink Night (Like a virtual Bar) because just about every night in the first months and people had lots of shut in time for drinking. thats when I got to know people way more.

    Red I notice looked like my brother a bit. and people said "Shit Red looks like a fucking younger version of you, peedy"

    and then I started to see a 20-30 year old me in his face. and while talking we found out we both had family in the same state areas. ND being one of them. and my Grandpa went to Chicago to do business a lot. of course back in the 30s-40s usually.
    Anywho we talked, he opened up and I opened up about personal shit. somewhere I gestured "Shit I have a son about your age" (Same with Luigi, just more of a humorous gesture with him) that I was old enough to be your pops. and said "Im gonna online adopt you as I did with Luigi at one point)

    So what pisses me off, is I came to the realization that Red has ties to MIC (Military Inustrial Complex) and I know once I said that Gigi and I would move to Milwaukee Wi an Red was like "Totally.. do this. I have a friend up there in Milwaukee" but that wasnt going to happen. and in honesty, gigi said Maybe Madison but no way Milwaukee. its like Detroit or Oakland. its got real bad over the years." and its always been a rough town. even in the 50s and 60s.

    but what bothered me was Bradley (Who Obvious was the friend Red was talking about) PMs me and says "Hey, Be my online Daddy" at first I thought. Fuck off Gay. Im not Gay and im not gonna be your sugar daddy. but he goes "No I meant my father figure because of how old you are" and It took me a while to go "Oh yeah, this is Red;s friend" so Red must have been cracking jokes. I felt that was personal. so ONly after I pointed out Red or his family have ties to MIC companies that Bradley shows up, and for whatever reason is thread stalking me. over and over. no one else.

    I feel betrayed AND the butt of your jokes. This is why I wouldn't return to Luigis pad. not because I truly believe he was going to "RAPE" me as I joke. but that I would get into that private gate compound (private airport where CIA types like to hang out) and get tied up and flown 50 miles off the coast of the pacific ocean and tosse out without a parachute.

    I have a problem where I try to get closer to people who mock or pick on me. Had it as a kid. I dont know why. I feel trying to get closer to people who are mean will make a true friend if they befriend me. maybe this is some weird Stohkholm Syndrom kind of thing I develope. but then again, I have made friends with some edgy fuckers over the years which gave me inside on shit. I dont have street smarts because I was a tough kid. I developed it through listening to others I made friends with. Including Gang members. I was just a middle class kid. lower middle class. my family was the poorest on the block. but working class they had money to rent in a nice city in nice neighborhoods. so I learned by meeting less fortunate kids. go figure.

    Thats this weeks confession. I feel betrayed and this is why I wouldnt pack up Luigi's shit for him. An if I did. I would of maybe asked for him to pay for the rental truck and my way back and hang out at his place or a hotel room. I wouldnt charge a friend 2k. I didnt do it because I felt like shit, He works for the people who want to shut me up. his seeing the truth and then backpedling making me feel like its in my head prove this.

    I still have a bro like attachment to him and red. this is why it bothers me too much to challenge this dark side that wants to shut me up regarding shit I know especially the mockery "Jeff Hunter did 9/11" its funny but its probably a tiny portion of fact. Not that he did it or was apart of the inside of it to come, but he got tied up into it, and his website was used to predictive program that into the "official story" but then was decided not to be talked about. they're even saying CdC is where a Manifesto regarding 9/11 occured. this was where the emails that congress people stated they got just before 9/11. didnt take it serious and when they were talking about Beto O'Roark and his sick posts about backing up over school children they talked about a thread talking about highjacking planes into Washington DC" as far as pulp fiction/fan fiction I mean, that is classic Totse dark humor. If Archive.org didnt erase all of Totse files you would see how many teens and young 20 something year olds where just being "Boys" in Fan/member based literature. its dark humor. Beto wasnt doing this. or was he? look up old incidents in Texas and maybe it matches the time line of a real event of some kids backed over and never finding the person who did it. who knows. but Its just Beto's as a edgy teen/college age being silly. who the fuck knows for sure. but young people (and old people like finny) make jokes like this all the time.

    Lol as a reminder of rhe retarded simp who started this thread.
  10. Originally posted by CandyRein My body hurts so bad tonight..

    why did yer masser whipped you
  11. CandyRein Black Hole
    Yeah....
  12. CandyRein Black Hole
    Originally posted by CandyRein

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  13. CandyRein Black Hole
    Originally posted by CandyRein I hope people don’t start to resent me at work for being the fav .. I’m getting flash backs from school when I was always the fav…

    All that “ THIS IS HOW IT SHOULD BE DONE” might cause resentment amongst my peers .. so I’m remaining down to earth and all that so they know .. I Am one of them …

    Im so damn intuitive 😭🤭😅
  14. CandyRein Black Hole
    Okay Chile....
    *Closes out charting window*

    Now this is the HOTT TEA...
    Jessica just told me somebody from first shift said i must be sitting in such a suches room all day because I got him spoiled

    Hahahahaha

    Ahaaaahaaa

    No girl! I don't sit in the rooms at all and I got them spoiled !

    It's what I do boo boo

    Jessica Said she told her "no she doesn't sit in the rooms with them at all"


    Yes ..girl ...!

    That's the HOTT TEA...

    It's my bedside manner babe ..i make people feel good without even really trying...just being myself girl🥰🤭
  15. CandyRein Black Hole
    I am a frikn keekee ..and that’s the ...Hott Tea...🧡
  16. CandyRein Black Hole


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  17. CandyRein Black Hole
    Sky is the limit, every day I reach
    They was tired of me winnin', now they dead sleep

    Don't wan' see me with the ring? You better play D'
    Nigga, God did His thing when He made me

    With the odds stacked against me, I could crack Da Vinci
    I know only God can judge us, I say that for Brittney

    They smell blood like the sharks, they start actin' fishy
    Well, I'ma have to act a ass and they gon' have to kiss me

    Please, don't hate me just to hate me

    Before they overrate me, they gon' underestimate me

    Funeral and wake me, bury me and excavate me

    But I'm so cultivating, everybody replicate me, nigga, face facts

    Dreadlocks, face tats, I'm the apex

    I made the culture, what up, twin? Never laid back

    I fuqd the world and when I did, I practiced safe sex

    I prayed more and said less, God did the rest🎼❤️
  18. slide22 African Astronaut
    If anyone cuts open a pumpkin, to keep it from going moldy, you spray it with clear coat lacquer or hairspray. Let it dry out

    Place flickering electric candles in it.. they're pretty realistic
    The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
  19. CandyRein Black Hole
    Interesting...indeed ..
  20. CandyRein Black Hole
    *tokez in candlelit bubble bath*
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