2022-10-02 at 10:37 PM UTC
I am going too hard on the stimulants not even the meth that's another thing entirely but yeah abusing starbucks and vaping non stop isn't healthy
I have switched to decaf and I feel worse from not having a coffee then when I run out of tweak
and I am chewing nicotine gum trying to chill on the vape which I hit like a crack head. I think the legal drugs are fucking me up as much as the illegal drugs and I find a lot of my meth abuse comes from me being tired/hungry/agitated probably from a lack of legal drugs and I would have everything under control if I just didn't try to consume STIMULANTS and be awake constantly
I also cut back heavily on soda and am drinking lots of milk and water these days
if I buy a drink from the store i'll try to get a green tea HMMMMMM GAT HIGH FRUCTOSE IS LIKE A HIT OF COCIANE
2022-10-02 at 10:40 PM UTC
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2022-10-02 at 11:06 PM UTC
the only good advice rabbitweed ever gave me was to quit caffiene like he did
2022-10-03 at 12:18 AM UTC
whateever happened to rabbitweed? Died?
2022-10-03 at 6:04 AM UTC
Rabbitdweeb. He got annoyed and wrote something that blocks people he found annoying on his end. In the end he was all that was left so he took his revolver and ate the business end. True fax, straight fax hunnit percent.
Also, nicotine withdrawal is bad. Fuck that.
2022-10-03 at 6:07 AM UTC
I would not be surprised if he suicided
he was pretty high strung and went on depressed rants in minecraft and took out his life troubles with abbos and his wife on us
but I always forgive him , its the christian thing to do
prettty sure he blocked fonaplats too. It's sad we lost another suol RIP rabbit at least we have your alt accunt rabbi T weed, the best alt on the forum
2022-10-03 at 6:15 AM UTC
He was definitely high strung.
2022-10-05 at 2:45 AM UTC
I have only had 1 caffeine beverage this week, a rockstar energy which will last me alllllll night long slowly sipping it
and I had 1 nicotine gum when I was ANGRY
I forgot I was even "doing" this cutting back until I went to the store and I was like MMM IM GONNA GET A ENERGY DRINK but then I thought wow I haven't had coffee all week so far
been doing chocolate milk in the morning instead
2022-10-16 at 7:47 AM UTC
If you take caffeine like the normal you will telepathically/sensually-psychically connect yourself to the alcohol/caffeine(/nicotine) working masses. Can be better to use your insights from exploring the other stimulants and just stick to ritalin, cathinones, amphetamines, coca and use caffeine/guarine/taurine occasionally and go around them before they permafuck themselves ignoring the power they just let the government have over their most private fucking business, their bodies.
Mind, I am a sensitive. Caffeine's still a reliable low side effect mild stimulant. You try to substitute for coffee or energy drinks for ritalin and coke and then whoops, I think I shot past them a little today. Oh well. Fucking... this is the second time in a month I've woken up after a few hours and look down to see a literal needle in my arm with residual opiate in it. Damn nod. Refreshing nap though.
2022-10-16 at 8:18 AM UTC
But I've been mixing those shots with a bit of a dissociative, it was ketamine this time with isotonitazene, last time it was 5-MeO-PCE (RC related to PCP, all I could get in New Zealand on a dnm, HAHA) with some very stamped on heroin, I reckon it makes me impossible to overdose
Last time this happened I had had bromazolam and one4b. Woke up nicely in front of the computer with half a syringe full in my hand with blood in it. This time I had just had bromazolam and about 36 hours since I slept. Woke up with a butterfly needle literally still in my arm, first reaction was to try and shoot up the rest of the shot. God, gotta learn to be careful, every time the celebrities OD it's from mixing benzos and opiates
2022-10-16 at 8:46 AM UTC
I got some mini pre-rolls joints and smoked some weed this evening with a nice red wine. got a good buzz. hadnt got a buzz in a long time.
I still feel like a shutin. but the weed kind of raised my bloodpressure with the wine and muy meds. so Im still up 140/92 not good
2022-10-16 at 9:17 AM UTC
I jerked off and then washed my ick off and then I had a fancy chocolat'e candy