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2022-09-11 at 12:46 AM UTC
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2022-09-11 at 12:50 AM UTCI don't want my kids to see the demons in me. When I moved into my house while my baby mom was preggers I spent the first week detoxing from isotonitezene and praying that my kid never sees me on the shit. Well I kinda broke a promise to myself in that regard. I went to jail during my son's life too for a few months for reasons that don't have to do withbdrugs (other than the reasonnfor the original sentence) and I feel pretty guilty about that
Being a parent is fluid and requires constant learning and growth. There's no right formula for it and no way to predict the future. I've had drugs in my life for so long it's hard to live without them but I know that day will come soon and I can't wait. I'm pretty proud of the parent I've been to my son thus far in his life. I've definitely made myself miserable to make him happy alot and done a LOT of sacrificing. I would be lying if I said I don't try every day to do what I think it takes to be a good father. Idk I don't really have any role model for being a good father, I just go with what I think is right and he needs and deserves. As much shit as someone can talk about me can't nobody say I don't make my son my #1 priority in my life. My daughter will be there too and the cycle of intergenerational trauma and abuse will end Inshallah.
So yeah if anyone else has any parenting tips I'd Love to hear them -
2022-09-11 at 12:52 AM UTCShut up boring normie faggot r u even high?
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2022-09-11 at 12:54 AM UTC
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2022-09-11 at 12:55 AM UTCI made fun of a mom for acting like a toddler to her toddler and got called out for being an armchair parent.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2022-09-11 at 12:56 AM UTCNVM
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2022-09-11 at 12:59 AM UTC
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2022-09-11 at 1 AM UTC
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2022-09-11 at 1:08 AM UTCIt was a lady sharing a video of her daughter denying touching the dogs food.
The mom said did you touch it ?
Mom: did you touch the dog food
Daughter: toddlerish gibberishky says "I didn't touch the dog food"
Mom: I say you do it
Daughter: I didn't touch the dog food
Mom: I just saw you do it
Toddler: I didn't touch the dog food
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2022-09-11 at 1:08 AM UTCI just said ok we get it. Jesus
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2022-09-11 at 1:09 AM UTCThe mom can shut up now it's obvious the daughter is gonna keep saying the same thing
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2022-09-11 at 1:12 AM UTC
Originally posted by Sudo I don't want my kids to see the demons in me.
The way I grew up I just can't see doing drugs like this like OOOOH THAT PERSON HAS SOME DEMONS BUT THEY CAN WORK THROUGH THEM, I don't see the drugs as the negative thing and I don't care if you are ALWAYS HIGH, There are just certain obligations of life and that's the only important thing, if you can pay the bills and buy food then there isn't much to complain about really. I called my parents retards and stupid for continuing to spend all the rent and food money on cocaine and they would cry and say sorry and be emotional wrecks and i'm just sitting there like what the fuck.
I don't do that shit, maybe that's why this isn't fun PARTY ALL THE TIME for me because I actually try to have as normal as a life as possible. It always comes as a shock to me when i'm binging on drugs going through life just grinding and then someone says to me OMG SO WHEN ARE YOU GONNA BUCKLE UP AND GET CLEAN AND GET IT TOGETHER MAN
I really think the drugs are a non issue a lot of the time unless the person is a fuck up retard sobriety only gets them slightly more "productive" but still slower than me after being awake all week and seeing hallucinations out of the corner of my eye and hearing shadow whispers.
Hardcore alcoholics scare me more than any hard drug, that shit will take over your life and I get the same way if i'm drinking a lot, I have felt MUCH better lately without it.
Of course it's the one socially allowed drug. Nicotine and cannabis don't count, I don't take that to get FUCKED UPPPPPPPThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2022-09-11 at 1:19 AM UTC
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2022-09-11 at 1:21 AM UTC
Originally posted by mmQ The mom can shut up now it's obvious the daughter is gonna keep saying the same thing
She should do what I saw that one mom do to her very small crying child and scream at her and say "YoU"RE ALWAYS LIKE THIS TRYING TO MAKE ME LOOK BAD WITH YOUR FAKE TEARS!"
Damn I remember trying to piss off adults and not getting that kind of treatment xD poor girl -
2022-09-11 at 1:23 AM UTC
Originally posted by Ghost The way I grew up I just can't see doing drugs like this like OOOOH THAT PERSON HAS SOME DEMONS BUT THEY CAN WORK THROUGH THEM, I don't see the drugs as the negative thing and I don't care if you are ALWAYS HIGH, There are just certain obligations of life and that's the only important thing, if you can pay the bills and buy food then there isn't much to complain about really. I called my parents retards and stupid for continuing to spend all the rent and food money on cocaine and they would cry and say sorry and be emotional wrecks and i'm just sitting there like what the fuck.
I don't do that shit, maybe that's why this isn't fun PARTY ALL THE TIME for me because I actually try to have as normal as a life as possible. It always comes as a shock to me when i'm binging on drugs going through life just grinding and then someone says to me OMG SO WHEN ARE YOU GONNA BUCKLE UP AND GET CLEAN AND GET IT TOGETHER MAN
I really think the drugs are a non issue a lot of the time unless the person is a fuck up retard sobriety only gets them slightly more "productive" but still slower than me after being awake all week and seeing hallucinations out of the corner of my eye and hearing shadow whispers.
Hardcore alcoholics scare me more than any hard drug, that shit will take over your life and I get the same way if i'm drinking a lot, I have felt MUCH better lately without it.
Of course it's the one socially allowed drug. Nicotine and cannabis don't count, I don't take that to get FUCKED UPPPPPPP
I remember u posting about how it was like a 4ST LWN F00D TR@PP growing up with friends always popping in. Mine was more a painful depressing time of abuse, alienation and toxicity so I really wanna do everything to make sure my kids don't go thru that. My sons mom had a similar childhood, my daughters mom was just adopted with daddy issues sovshe became a coke Ho. I worry about the influence her other older daughter might have on her because she'll probably be a Lil ho too. But I Digest...
I use drugs to function and by all accounts I juggle alot in my life and do it relatively well. They are for all intents and purposes "performance enhancing" and taken so I can get through the day to the best of my ability. I'm so sick of being chained to then though and the point of diminished returns was reached a long time ago. What will the future hold when I'm done with them? Idk, but I can't wait to find out because I know I'm not at my best when I'm on drugs, I'm just going through the motions and I can't wait to see what I can do with a clear head -
2022-09-11 at 7:16 PM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2022-09-11 at 10:07 PM UTCThese methadone pills are working but make me sleepy and lazy and feel like a zombie. I'm going to drink and watch football with a blackman in a trailer and hopefully feel better about life
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2022-09-11 at 10:10 PM UTCGhost is an underrated poster because he's DYNAMIC wit thr plurals and everyone just judges him as "oooo ratface does meth and lives loves and laughs with a tranny" but there way more to him than that. He's a serious pumper and slammer and is well versed in many overlooked parts of the cultural zeitgeist
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2022-09-11 at 11:46 PM UTCThat's nothing. In my day, all we had was WYSIWYG.
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2022-09-11 at 11:53 PM UTC
Originally posted by Sudo I remember u posting about how it was like a 4ST LWN F00D TR@PP growing up with friends always popping in.
it wasn't always that fun, but I like to try and only remember the good times.
I have much more of a memory for positive things even if they were few and far between, my parents still feel a lot of guilt about it and think I am lying about not being mad about past stuff. there is no anger or anything, maybe it's like an emotional repression, i've heard people say they repressed their entire teenager years because it was so fucked, I remember a lot.
Sometimes my friends will tell me a story of a crazy bad thing that happened and i'm like daaaaamn I do remember that was fucked up and then I start to see ways these things could have influenced me into how I am now.
