2022-09-04 at 11:34 AM UTC
So if anyone knows I was staying in almost complete isolation for 3 months at that ranch which made me be losing my shit and at the in the middle of the night after shooting up Ritalin and being extremely pissed off that I ran out I started breaking cups and plates outside and rambling talking about how people that think heavy metals better than punk rock or are complete faggot mongoloids and then the owner of the place came up to me looking very concerned and annoyed cuz it was for the morning offered to take me to the hospital
I was brought to the hospital and in triage I was smoking my Delta 8 vape and using the metal chair as a drum set and singing George Harrison and Ringo Starr solo career songs very loudly to where they were probably going to commit me so I freaked out and left and they had security trying to escort me out but I told him I needed to use the phone in the waiting room they said I was trespassing and then I could use the phone in j Reuben Long when I got there I refused their b******* arrest and then I was brought outside and freaked out even more when the cops were called and what I was shoved into the police car I started completely freaking out telling them I'd autism and claustrophobia and that I did nothing wrong I wasn't about to let officers of the law abuse me or my rights but I was too high and stupid to properly advocate for my rights and looking back I would have gotten a PR bond from trespassing and even resisting if I hadn't freaked out
but stupidly I started kicking and flailing and they tased me once in the stomach and it didn't work they tased me a second time in the neck and that mildly worked I asked him to turn it off after about 10 seconds cuz I told them is burning my brain as soon
as it shut it off I kicked a woman cop right above the knee and she started screaming and apparently was very injured then the lieutenant cop on the scene he smiled at me and said oh I'm so glad you did that" he knew more than I did about how my life was going to change for the worst
I was brought to j Reuben Long jail put in the holding cell the lieutenant threw me on the ground where I hit my face ripped my clothes off and I said "what boy you don't get enough action from your wife at home so you got to take it out on the prisoners"
He got a very very pissed and stood me up and said well tough guy we're in here where no one can see us do you have the balls to fight someone who protects your right to freedom".
and I lurched to him and he hit me in the face so hard to try to knock my nasal bone into my skull which honestly made me almost pass out from the pain and he's pretty clever cuz he hit me in a way that didn't that only caused mine or bleeding and did not need to be reset
I was brought into maximum security for that and then banging my head against the wall put in a turtle suit and given a suicide mat and over the next few days I was detoxing off phenibute GHB Ritalin cocaine Xanax weed and alcohol. They brought me to bond hearing the night after I was there where I learned that my charge is carried up to $10,000 fine and 10 years in prison. to be able to cope with the reality in my situation. After about 6 or 7 days yelling at all the nurses refusing all my meals they brought me to a2 the disciplinary unit. The withdrawal was unlike anything I've ever experienced in all of my life I was constantly seizing and would tell the nurses but they would not call the infirmary or bring me to the hospital. I was seizing because I I knew it because I would have very odd pain like even worse than the withdrawal pain and confusion along with extreme unexplainable anxiety and if I'm standing up I start to rapidly shake and fall into the ground and not be able to move but I was aware that something really wasn't right and then waking up with blood in my mouth pain all over the place and more confusion and I knew that I was actually having legitimate seizures but none of that mattered to me since the DTs had me hallucinating s*** like being in an El Camino in the middle of the desert being attacked by a pack of great Pyrenees dogs who are ripping my entrails out. And falling out of a helicopter at 7,000 ft
These first 14 days were so f****** bad but I bet you all know what jail is like and what DTS are like so I'm going to end this post as part one if anyone wants to give me any feedback or questions I'll wait for that before I write part two. I was in there 90 days so there are a lot of stories to tell let's give you a preview pedophile 18 year old with Harry Potter glasses, Mark knopfler's brother who was in a wheelchair and taught me music theory
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2022-09-04 at 11:37 AM UTC
And the overdose after my afterjal hoorah caused me acute respiratory distress syndrome ,aspiration pneumonia, rhabdomyolysis, hypokalemia, hypomagnesemia, and brain swelling and they induce a coma with fentanyl ketamine and propofol because I kept trying to rip the breathing tube out and was flailing wildly they thought I was going to damage myself even more
they told my mother I was at risk for compartment syndrome which has to be remedied by amputation, that if I did wake up which they said was only 40% chance that I would even survive these ailments that I would be on dialysis for the rest of my life and possibly in a wheelchair if after the coma my muscles didn't recover from the rhabdo
but I finally feel so selfish after all the s*** I put my family through that as soon as the insurance cut off my physical rehabilitation ,I went straight to rehab and I just got out two days ago completed 30-day program which is the first rehab out of more than 30 that I've ever completed in my completed in my life
There's some funny stories from rehab to for example they would buy $3 cigarettes mark them up to $10 have them build to insurance daily as Tylenol cigarette insurance fraud. Lel
2022-09-04 at 11:52 AM UTC
The triangleđź–¤ hearteyes shall protect you brothair stay well
2022-09-04 at 11:56 AM UTC
aldra
JIDF Controlled Opposition
I didn't even know you could shoot ritalin
why did you spaz out so hard? you could've avoided most of that by not being a dangerous retard
2022-09-04 at 11:59 AM UTC
I'm getting her a 24 k Gold ring with her turquoise birthstone, planning on proposing in a month once I have held down my Purdue food factory job for more than 3 days
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2022-09-04 at 12:19 PM UTC
Glad to see you back broo stay well!
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2022-09-04 at 12:24 PM UTC
RIPtotse
victim of incest
[my adversative decurved garbo]
Sounds like ur doing good
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2022-09-04 at 12:25 PM UTC
and I'm actually you know trying to be cool with doing real drugs me and my girl and this older dude who looks exactly like George Costanza we all get a Coke three-way last night no don't have dirty thoughts not a sexual Minaj but I mean we were talking and we all got like a mutual thing but we had such an amazing insight empathetic conversations with little to no anxiety and it's amazing what real drugs can do
2022-09-04 at 12:28 PM UTC
RIPtotse
victim of incest
[my adversative decurved garbo]
Maybe dont do drugs for a bit and see what happens? Give it 3 months..whats 3 months in the scheme of ur whole life fr?
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2022-09-04 at 12:28 PM UTC
Some of the best conversations I’ve ever had happen while doing Coke with friends and new acquaintances
2022-09-04 at 12:29 PM UTC
RIPtotse
victim of incest
[my adversative decurved garbo]
The only 'real drugs' left come from the pharma companies.
Sucks but true
2022-09-04 at 12:29 PM UTC
RIPtotse
victim of incest
[my adversative decurved garbo]
I hate cocaine
Unless i need to vomit for some reason then i choose it over ipecac
2022-09-04 at 1:50 PM UTC
Been trying to get ahold of you since you were on the ventilator. Ghost is a little bitch and wouldn't give you my number or give me anyway to contact you after YouTube cancelled you. Glad to see youre ok
2022-09-04 at 2:30 PM UTC
Sudo
Black Hole
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I've known alot of people who've shot Ritalin. I've cooked crack with it before, the yellow ones are best for that and you gotta bind the crushed up rits to the baking soda/come back before its mixed with the propane.
There was also someone in jail who almost had to get his leg amputated because he was constantly shooting his Ritalin
2022-09-04 at 2:50 PM UTC
Originally posted by Bradley
Been trying to get ahold of you since you were on the ventilator. Ghost is a little bitch and wouldn't give you my number or give me anyway to contact you after YouTube cancelled you. Glad to see youre ok
u Fronting hard in dat wasss, I was told people named Bradley are scumroys and that describes you perfectly
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