2022-08-29 at 1:35 AM UTC
Folks in 2019 I was so fucking miserable Alana was leaving me cuz she is my soulmate that I started drinking in the woods everclear just to be not as sad. It didn't work and led to me heavily drinking from Spring of 2019 (when she broke up with me) till like June 1st 2022. I have codependency btw everyone so like when I really love someone a lot of my love and energy and sense of self and will to live is carried with them, which isn't fair to them but IDK I put up with a lot of bullshit in relationships I can't imagine accepting outside of my current romantic interest. Oh and every girl I have is *The One* with 100% confidance till they leave me. I've never broken up with a girlfriend either, i just devolve into emotional and verbal abuse and manipulation techniques until they jump ship and then I get really big sad and fall into a depression.
We tried me moving in and being together in 2020 the following summer which didn't work out because i'm an alcoholic and stand your ground killed someone on the dock who slashed me in the face. That's why I dind't post here much at that time.
Anyway, so I"m walking home from the library with my philosophy book in hand and I realize EYYYYYY i got a new cell phone number, so I type in alana's number (alana is a tranny btw everyone, m to f with a non working penis and small tits), I also have every ex girlfriend i've ever had's numbers memorized, I find memorizing numbers extremely easy and normally don't save numbers in my phone.
so she's all suicidal cuz some guy left her and im like wtf and i guess she's been with him for 2 years and he used her to buy her a bunch of stuff and she's all cutting herself and honestly, i wanted her to send me some noods and maybe say she loves me and misses me, not all this sad ass retarded shit, like bitch i have I hard life too, but then I remember she had those 3 louis vuitton bags so I was like you know it's kinda sad hearing about some other nigga you're in love with when i'm still really in love with you (I'm still in love with all of my exes and will be forever and if any of them wants to come back in my life RN I won't give them anything like money or help, but I will give them 100% of my attention and love them 100% (if I'm single, if i'm in a relationship they will be ignored)) so anyway, back to da story
I want one of these Louis Vuitton bags.
2022-08-29 at 1:39 AM UTC
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2022-08-29 at 1:42 AM UTC
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2022-08-29 at 3:06 AM UTC
She already sold them to buy that guy stuff but he wanted to fuck am 18 year old Twink he met off Grindr. I hope she does kill herself so I can shake my feelings but it'll be some year before I contact her again or Google her
2022-08-29 at 3:12 AM UTC
Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
Using suicide as an emotional manipulation tactic crosses all genders
2022-08-29 at 5:34 AM UTC
nice bro u get poop on it
2022-08-29 at 8:02 AM UTC
put it back in the dumpster that corpse stinks!
2022-08-29 at 12:32 PM UTC
Her pronouns are were/was now
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2022-08-29 at 6:19 PM UTC
Was HIS original name Alan?
