I just got 15 8mg suboxones yesterday but when I take them I can't focus unless I'm constantly dosing modafinil.
I've been doing hydromorphone so long it's created a terrible cycle of pain and shame. A woman saw me sniff some in my truck today and wagged a finger at me. I feel like a loser and can't wait to be done with the drugs but idk how I can get off and still function. Going to require a taper with a few days that are relatively stress/pain free because I am weak, then possibly an isolated detox. I could go to my mons house and tell her I'm getting off them and she would understand and try to help me but I'd rather not stress her out. I have an idea of another place I could go but everyone I know there are degenerate and would offer me other drugs and liquor. I need a solid game plan is what I'm saying and an idea of what it'll look like
But beyond that I have to genuinely DESIRE SUPER STRONGLY to be off them and do whatever it takes to make it happen
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Originally posted by Sudo
I just got 15 8mg suboxones yesterday but when I take them I can't focus unless I'm constantly dosing modafinil.
I've been doing hydromorphone so long it's created a terrible cycle of pain and shame. A woman saw me sniff some in my truck today and wagged a finger at me. I feel like a loser and can't wait to be done with the drugs but idk how I can get off and still function. Going to require a taper with a few days that are relatively stress/pain free because I am weak, then possibly an isolated detox. I could go to my mons house and tell her I'm getting off them and she would understand and try to help me but I'd rather not stress her out. I have an idea of another place I could go but everyone I know there are degenerate and would offer me other drugs and liquor. I need a solid game plan is what I'm saying and an idea of what it'll look like
But beyond that I have to genuinely DESIRE SUPER STRONGLY to be off them and do whatever it takes to make it happen
If you can't quit cold turkey you will never get that monkey off your back kid.
Lately I've been having these strong feelings to fuck girls I know who are kinda chubby and unattractive as like an act of charity. Like give them really good aggressive dick that fucks with their head, then tell/imply threat to them that they can't tell anyone and never do it to them again. There's 3 girls specifically I've been thinking about. I'll be beating my dick thinking about it then my mind will switch to a more attractive girl, even ones I've fucked before and I'll start going soft. I really don't know what this means.
Originally posted by Sudo
Lately I've been having these strong feelings to fuck girls I know who are kinda chubby and unattractive as like an act of charity. Like give them really good aggressive dick that fucks with their head, then tell/imply threat to them that they can't tell anyone and never do it to them again. There's 3 girls specifically I've been thinking about. I'll be beating my dick thinking about it then my mind will switch to a more attractive girl, even ones I've fucked before and I'll start going soft. I really don't know what this means.
I don’t get why guys try to cheat on their chubby gfs with me. Do they just stay with them because they’re more grateful?
Cam just moved for uni and his chubby gf tagged along, they’re living together now and she has nothing to do there. The first day there he’s trying to video call me in the middle of the night and made crude comments. He told his gf he wasn’t talking to me anymore. How would she feel if she knew she left everything behind and he’s already trying to cheat the first day there, and he will because there’ll be uni girls. I want to stab him repeatedly in the chest.
