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Wanting to scream for help that nobody can give me
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2016-09-29 at 5:45 PM UTCmust be nice to have breasts. I pay $300/gram.
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2016-09-29 at 10:02 PM UTC
must be nice to have breasts. I pay $300/gram.
get ur medicine imported from spain leagally -
2016-09-29 at 11:02 PM UTC
How the fuck am I a cuck for that? Because I tried to manipulate hydro into telling me why she wanted to fuck §m£ÂgØL? You're a fucking idiot, mate. Go smoke some meth. There are demons inside the walls btw, watch out.
I didn't think you were a cuck before but you sure seem like one now. Here is why:
If you truly did intend to manipulate Hydro you did not keep the ruse up for long: Cuck.
If you did not intend to manipulate Hydro and were being nice to her you caved and threw her under the bus at the very moment of opposition: Cuck. -
2016-09-30 at 12:10 AM UTC
get ur medicine imported from spain leagally
i got bayer opium from spain - TSC once it was pretty zongo.
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2016-09-30 at 3:45 AM UTC
I am not on H. I have never been addicted to H and the times I have used H are a total of 3. Frankly, I dont even care for it and prefer T-PAIN.
Malice, for being a guy who usually gets their shit straight, you're way off. My whole family didn't do hard drugs regularly. Both myself and my father have/had diagnosed chronic pain with tons of shit to back up whybwe suffer with such. I am diagnosed with an anyurism among other aliments and I did have a heart attack in March (and believe I suffered another just a fee months ago but didn't go to the ER that round). My father was using T-PAIN at the time he died. Before that he was off anything for years. When his doctor bumped him off (DEA investigation into the doctor) he went a short period to wean off with dilaudid since he was knocked off cold turkey. Before that he never ever even bought a pill before and everything he did was entirely legal and prescribed. My family wasn't as poor as you think either. My grandmother was very shotty with handling money and after he died that's what really fucked shit up. Together they both had an income of 4k a month, plus other assets. They had no mortgages or other debts on their home. They also had a vehicle paid for that they bought new for 48k a few years before we got the farm (diesel pickup, they run forever).
My ex and I were poor. Since it was me struggling to care for a man child who refused to work and the farm coming to an end because my family refused to let me, the person who had done the homework and research into running such an opportation, make the proper decisions on it. They just passed blame for its failure onto me after they made decisions rooted in some fantasy of how shit should run and they being the ones who had the capital to get it going (barely) called all the shots.
Everyone is placing little imagined shit into this. Children aren't suffering, I don't have some huge drug addiction to multiple drugs and the one I do take is for my chronic pain and I have no trouble affording and other responsibilities in my life. I do what I have to do. Shit, if I wanted I could quit my jobs now and be taken care of without a worry in the world but I don't want to do that to these people. My son is going to be fine. The only difference in this is that I know I am dying. A gift/curse that most people dont have the luxury of knowing but it makes so much complicated for me but easier in some aspects. I don't want to die but someday soo. I will.. I just have to come to terms with that.
"I just have to come to terms with that." Then why the thread screaming for help. -
2016-09-30 at 3:45 AM UTCMmmm... those blotters, though.
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2016-09-30 at 10:37 AM UTC
I didn't think you were a cuck before but you sure seem like one now. Here is why:
If you truly did intend to manipulate Hydro you did not keep the ruse up for long: Cuck.
If you did not intend to manipulate Hydro and were being nice to her you caved and threw her under the bus at the very moment of opposition: Cuck.
Nah because I made the decision to give up on manipulating hydro, and I'd just yell at her to tell me why instead. I knew that'd be easier and more fun, and I was right in knowing it'd work. -
2016-09-30 at 10:39 AM UTC
Mmmm… those blotters, though.
I refuse to believe you'd done drugs of any kind. You may order a beer every once in a while when you go to a bar, but only out of peer pressure, and you only drink half of it. -
2016-09-30 at 10:57 AM UTCIt's been almost 2 years since I last did acid (some 300ug tabs from one of the dark markets). Greatest experiences of my life. I still remember trying to walk 4 miles in the sun set and then dark by myself to pick up some weed
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2016-09-30 at 11:36 AM UTC
It's been almost 2 years since I last did acid
same man. 2014. I did acid all throughout the year.
Good times. -
2016-09-30 at 11:54 AM UTCI'm gonna zongo zo much meth when I get laid
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2016-09-30 at 12:03 PM UTC
I refuse to believe you'd done drugs of any kind. You may order a beer every once in a while when you go to a bar, but only out of peer pressure, and you only drink half of it.
Actually, I've done just about every drug under the Sun. Stayed away from heroin completely, never even tried it once, but everything else was fair game. These days I just stick to the simple chronic. No sense killing yourself just to get high. -
2016-09-30 at 12:12 PM UTC
Actually, I've done just about every drug under the Sun. Stayed away from heroin completely, never even tried it once, but everything else was fair game. These days I just stick to the simple chronic. No sense killing yourself just to get high.
Heroin isn't that bad if u can find uncut stuff. Darknet h is pretty safe.
Also, If I was there and had meth would u smoke some with me
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2016-09-30 at 2:43 PM UTC
Actually, I've done just about every drug under the Sun. Stayed away from heroin completely, never even tried it once, but everything else was fair game. These days I just stick to the simple chronic. No sense killing yourself just to get high.
Hahahaha. Okay. I want stories. I'm not calling you a liar, I wanna know how speckles got himself into these situations.
Tell me about the time you did mdma.
And tell me about the time you did meth.
While we're at it, coke story, too. Maybe LSD?
STORIES NIGGAH -
2016-09-30 at 5:37 PM UTC^shut up faggot, you're a dumb bitch.
He probably got himself into those "situations" because he actually knows people and has friends and leaves his house to go do things unlike you.
Enter is the kind of custy to go buy weed and get sold pencil shavings and think he's, real high man -
2016-09-30 at 5:40 PM UTC
Heroin isn't that bad if u can find uncut stuff. Darknet h is pretty safe.
Also, If I was there and had meth would u smoke some with me
Protip: You can't find uncut stuff. Maybe what you have is certainly heroin and not butyrfentanyl or something, but there is always filler - were there no filler, there would be addicts dumping themselves into graves by the dozen. Nobody could handle actual pure heroin. Recreational IV dosages start at like 5-10mg. -
2016-09-30 at 5:59 PM UTC^protip you can always do less.
When I used to do heroin, I would always start off with a small amount and titrate my dose from there.
I've shot heroin tons of times and never ended up in the hospital or anything like that. -
2016-09-30 at 9:02 PM UTC
^protip you can always do less.
When I used to do heroin, I would always start off with a small amount and titrate my dose from there.
I've shot heroin tons of times and never ended up in the hospital or anything like that.
I think we were all under the assumption that yes, you can do less. Wasn't aware this was under question. If you're going to be an idiot and ingest mystery drugs, titrating your dose is basic harm reduction. If pure heroin were available it would be very difficult to titrate as the eye cannot accurately measure the doses of pure heroin you would need to take. The range to overdose is also very small. Even those shitty 15 dollar gemini scales everyone has are inaccurate to +-5mg and sometimes worse. -
2016-09-30 at 10:11 PM UTC
If you're going to be an idiot and ingest mystery drugs
One time I found a bag of brownish powder and was hoping it was H so I started chasing it off foil. I think it was actually MD or summin. Some type of stim anyway cos it sure wasn't a downer -
2016-09-30 at 10:41 PM UTC
I think we were all under the assumption that yes, you can do less. Wasn't aware this was under question. If you're going to be an idiot and ingest mystery drugs, titrating your dose is basic harm reduction. If pure heroin were available it would be very difficult to titrate as the eye cannot accurately measure the doses of pure heroin you would need to take. The range to overdose is also very small. Even those shitty 15 dollar gemini scales everyone has are inaccurate to +-5mg and sometimes worse.
Micro dosing powder should be done volumetrically.
