2016-09-29 at 5:32 AM UTC
You know how you’ve remarked on my memory, how it’s creeped you out that I can remember archaic information from years back almost as if I have a file on you?
I think I’m going to compile the worst information, along with convincingly tying it to you, and send it to your father. I would love to see his reaction.
2016-09-29 at 5:39 AM UTC
He already knows it. See, I know's alien to you to have family member that love and care about me, but when I told him about, the things he didn't already know ie the the abscess and strokes, he still visited me in the hospital, made sure sure I had top care through my recovery. And when I told him the rest, he was sad, but glad that I'm moving on with my life.
Have you even spoken to your parents in the last 5 years?
2016-09-29 at 7:19 AM UTC
Discount Whore can you reveal yourself from old times or are you set on your new pseudonym?
2016-09-29 at 2:27 PM UTC
I am not on H. I have never been addicted to H and the times I have used H are a total of 3. Frankly, I dont even care for it and prefer T-PAIN.
Malice, for being a guy who usually gets their shit straight, you're way off. My whole family didn't do hard drugs regularly. Both myself and my father have/had diagnosed chronic pain with tons of shit to back up whybwe suffer with such. I am diagnosed with an anyurism among other aliments and I did have a heart attack in March (and believe I suffered another just a fee months ago but didn't go to the ER that round). My father was using T-PAIN at the time he died. Before that he was off anything for years. When his doctor bumped him off (DEA investigation into the doctor) he went a short period to wean off with dilaudid since he was knocked off cold turkey. Before that he never ever even bought a pill before and everything he did was entirely legal and prescribed. My family wasn't as poor as you think either. My grandmother was very shotty with handling money and after he died that's what really fucked shit up. Together they both had an income of 4k a month, plus other assets. They had no mortgages or other debts on their home. They also had a vehicle paid for that they bought new for 48k a few years before we got the farm (diesel pickup, they run forever).
My ex and I were poor. Since it was me struggling to care for a man child who refused to work and the farm coming to an end because my family refused to let me, the person who had done the homework and research into running such an opportation, make the proper decisions on it. They just passed blame for its failure onto me after they made decisions rooted in some fantasy of how shit should run and they being the ones who had the capital to get it going (barely) called all the shots.
Everyone is placing little imagined shit into this. Children aren't suffering, I don't have some huge drug addiction to multiple drugs and the one I do take is for my chronic pain and I have no trouble affording and other responsibilities in my life. I do what I have to do. Shit, if I wanted I could quit my jobs now and be taken care of without a worry in the world but I don't want to do that to these people. My son is going to be fine. The only difference in this is that I know I am dying. A gift/curse that most people dont have the luxury of knowing but it makes so much complicated for me but easier in some aspects. I don't want to die but someday soo. I will.. I just have to come to terms with that.
2016-09-29 at 2:36 PM UTC
WHAT. ATTRACTED. YOU. TO. §m£ÂgØL?
2016-09-29 at 3:07 PM UTC
You know I've been thinking.. I've never even spent a red cent on H either. Bphr was kind enough to send me my first bit to try and the other two times someone else bought it for me. So much for being some dope fiend. I wouldn't even know where to go cop some shit now, it'd be making phone calls to assholes who pretend to be clean sitting on a high horse and making it worth their while to score for me. Not worth the effort at all.
Enter, I've said it many times before in other threads. He has a really good personality. He's fun to be around, has good humor and wit. He's a good person. There are things I can't put into words about why I came to love him how I do, but its something with how we just hit it off and bounced things off one another. It all started from a friendship. Had that have not of been there nothing would have ever happened. Does that answer your question?
2016-09-29 at 3:22 PM UTC
once u are used long term if u quit u cont quit bcus if u do quit than u will die af a heart failing yrs forward and ppl willl b like "omg so sad died 4 no reason" maks ur heart grow lad so it cnt beat no more if ygm
2016-09-29 at 3:45 PM UTC
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2016-09-29 at 5:06 PM UTC
go into youre head
try to make a perfect world
see how u cannot do it
2016-09-29 at 5:07 PM UTC
keep trying until you discover sight
2016-09-29 at 5:39 PM UTC
Well, its true. I've never spent money on H, trade, nor provided any services for such.
