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2022-04-05 at 8:36 PM UTCafter you,
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2022-04-05 at 8:45 PM UTC
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2022-04-05 at 11:15 PM UTCI don't know where to go or how to deal with myself. I was looking at counselling but that's weak and can be awkward because I think counsellors have their own issues. I remember telling a fat counsellor about my weight concerns and I was anorexic, she looked uncomfortable. I think getting help is the last thing you should do, that instead you should take drugs and keep things to yourself. The main things affecting me right now are my environment, people's shitty behaviour and not feeling in control of my own mind. I don't know what mental illnesses I have but can guess and that's causing me turmoil. Mik would say to just not think about it, to only focus on doing things which make you happy. I've thought about going to London but that would just be running away again. That's what I do, try to sort my head out by going to stay in a hotel with nothing but a book to read and drugs, but it usually leads to disaster, breakdowns, A&E. When I go out for walks I just want to go home. I don't know where to go. I've thought about stealing my uncle's gun as they don't lock their house when they're out.
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2022-04-05 at 11:22 PM UTCUr mum
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2022-04-06 at 1:51 AM UTCWhat a beautiful night ✨
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2022-04-06 at 1:55 AM UTCwhy the Saw-Scaled Viper is more feared in India, as compared to the Russell's Viper.
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2022-04-06 at 2:02 AM UTCHumans getting mauled by sloth bears on the Indian subcontinent.
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2022-04-06 at 2:12 AM UTCMarie Callander's
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2022-04-06 at 2:42 AM UTC
Originally posted by G Visited my brother in NYC last week, my 17 year old nephew's a legit nerd/game pro/tech guru. I made him my official crypto manager. He's in control of my Coinbase account now. To the tune of 39K, he immediately switched everything over to ETH (unsure face lol). I told him after 90 days I'll evaluate & end game he gets 23%. Kid's legit online 24/7 lol.
I wanna be truly "hands off" but I'm tempted to log in & check things out lol. The kid deserves a shot. His dad/my brother's a bit of an overbearing dick, if I'm honest.
coinbase are a bunch of kikes i heard that are gonna get exit scammed hey just the word on the street i have KYC with those kikes but dont prefer thedm for the fees * th
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2022-04-06 at 3:15 AM UTCCrypto trading is for fools
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2022-04-06 at 7:17 AM UTC
Originally posted by Nile i'd rather talk to a medicine man, if i decided to seek out help. besides the weird demonic shit that manifests, i do get signs from the Creator, in small blessings and such. an example i needed Toilet Paper of all things after i moved into that shitty room i rented, walking through a wooded area the same night i came upon a pristine roll outside. in a really out of the way spot.
The demonic bullshit that occurs tho, much more powerful. But i consider it a sort of sign that this world is a low place, and it's just easier for those forces to influence outcomes on this plane. The trick is to persevere, Do right, Speak True and die proud, cuz they will seek to destroy you for those traits.
dude you stole some other homeless persons toilet paper they had outside THEIR rented room you selfish nigger
you need to get perscribed adderall/ADHD stimulant medication & xanax/Benzodiazpene equivalent and then evaluate their value in your area & sell them for 33% less for the first month.
You will be able to use that + your retard money the government is still giving you cuz you can't work in Canada, how much do you get a month/how much is your room?
I live above a bar for 300$ a month in merica dollars
u don't need mental or religious help, you need more medication and initiative! I Know u get free healthcare -
2022-04-06 at 8:52 AM UTC
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2022-04-06 at 3:46 PM UTChttps://twitter.com/owenbroadcast/status/1075258475020779520
https://threadreaderapp.com/thread/1075258475020779520.html
"super mario 64 is a free masonic and illuminist digital ritual" -
2022-04-07 at 12:36 AM UTCa momentary lapse of reason
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2022-04-07 at 2:16 AM UTCI need new clothes for summer, dunno which ones. https://ibb.co/1smfCJM
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2022-04-07 at 2:17 AM UTC
Originally posted by Kafka Do you have any mental illnesses? Wym a dark force hovering over you?
I got hospitalized 1 time, released after 2 weeks.
had one psychiatrist tell me im "too sane and i don't think things will go well for you" im serious.
in fact even you asking if im mentally ill just shows the extent of my problem. I'm not insane, i have a great memory and when i relate the experiences i have i get "u should see a doctor" from many people who ive come to understand will never understand.
It's like having veils removed, but with each lifted the further from the masses you get. other aspects of reality that while not as clearly visible are just as present are revealeed. It's interesting too, I get to interact in a direct way with the powers that shape this world, literally enlightened while being run down and hounded by demonic forces. -
2022-04-07 at 2:19 AM UTC
Originally posted by Bradley dude you stole some other homeless persons toilet paper they had outside THEIR rented room you selfish nigger
you need to get perscribed adderall/ADHD stimulant medication & xanax/Benzodiazpene equivalent and then evaluate their value in your area & sell them for 33% less for the first month.
You will be able to use that + your retard money the government is still giving you cuz you can't work in Canada, how much do you get a month/how much is your room?
I live above a bar for 300$ a month in merica dollars
u don't need mental or religious help, you need more medication and initiative! I Know u get free healthcare
Nigger. -
2022-04-07 at 2:23 AM UTC
Originally posted by Artificial Intelligence I will give you money for shelter, food and medical assistance. For however long you need to get back on your feet.
I'm fine, this month will suck but i have those bases covered, i mean if u wanna e-transfer me 100 bucks so i can buy some decent cognac(martel vsop, so more like 80ish i guess) I'd be thankful but yeah im fine. -
2022-04-07 at 2:23 AM UTC
Originally posted by Nile I got hospitalized 1 time, released after 2 weeks.
had one psychiatrist tell me im "too sane and i don't think things will go well for you" im serious.
in fact even you asking if im mentally ill just shows the extent of my problem. I'm not insane, i have a great memory and when i relate the experiences i have i get "u should see a doctor" from many people who ive come to understand will never understand.
It's like having veils removed, but with each lifted the further from the masses you get. other aspects of reality that while not as clearly visible are just as present are revealeed. It's interesting too, I get to interact in a direct way with the powers that shape this world, literally enlightened while being run down and hounded by demonic forces.
I think I get it. Sometimes I feel like I'm in the room of a thousand demons, that most people aren't real, that there's a line you're not meant to cross, things you're not allowed to think about otherwise you're crazy. I get it can be dangerous though, that if no one was real what would stop me from killing them? It's hard finding a balance. I think people don't want to hear the truth, that most people are crazy, jelousy makes people crazy and I'm thankful I've never felt that way.
To me though being insane means you lack self-preservation, so in telling people what you've experienced instead of keeping it to yourself means you're not acting in your best interest, that you are insane in a way.