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Some shit that happens to me when I dont take my meds
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2022-03-26 at 10:05 AM UTC
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2022-03-26 at 10:06 AM UTC
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2022-03-26 at 10:17 AM UTCYaaaa I'm not reading that wall of meth writing
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2022-03-26 at 10:19 AM UTC
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2022-03-26 at 2:26 PM UTCITT: a diagnosed real life sufferer of schizophrenia that relies on medication to function proves he is more sane and cognizant than a single mother twice his age that is responsible for CHILDREN
let that sink in folx SHES RESPONSIBLE FOR CHILDREN
imagine coming home from school telling your mom you got bullied and she's just like "lmao smh ppl are dumb. Get help."
And I thought my upbringing was troubled.. sheesh -
2022-03-26 at 3:15 PM UTCThis was a good phred to start my day with. Thank you for you're service
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2022-03-26 at 4:53 PM UTC
Originally posted by the man who put it in my hood ITT: a diagnosed real life sufferer of schizophrenia that relies on medication to function proves he is more sane and cognizant than a single mother twice his age that is responsible for CHILDREN
Lol. My almost 17 year old daughter would never get bullied, ya dolt. She’s a savage 😂😅
let that sink in folx SHES RESPONSIBLE FOR CHILDREN
imagine coming home from school telling your mom you got bullied and she's just like "lmao smh ppl are dumb. Get help."
And I thought my upbringing was troubled.. sheesh -
2022-03-26 at 6:24 PM UTCI see she can look after and raise herself. That's a good trait. My parents were also fuck ups like yourself and I think it's better for a kid to grow up with bad parents so they learn to be responsible on their own
You tend to see helicopter strict parents with the most spoiled lazy piece of shit kids who probably turn out to be shit parents -
2022-03-26 at 6:39 PM UTC
Originally posted by spacepantz2 Ok so i had a job for a ball park at one time and i went to work every day i heard voices on the regular they would call out to me even while i was doing my personal buinsness if you know what i mean it was quite annoying anyways one day they are like telling me that they can give me pleasure even make me expirience a female orgasm and im male so once they made me expirience it i was like maybe it is real so then i started takeing it seriousely which i usually do but im forgetfull and i just usually forget to take it seriously anyways it starts saying that it is going to give me pleasure if i listen first it tells me to spin in a circle and make sure no one can hear me talk to myself so i do and i am given a large dose of pleasure all day it feels like im in constant orgasm i start smiling and being bubbly because of it but it is short lived because it convinces me its a scientist or evil intent that they are doing it so i quit eating like a hunger strike stay awake for like 2 days just walking trying to burn myself out i keep getting crazyier and crazyier eventually i go on auto pilot multiple personality takes over and i start screaming at people im trying to do cold fusion with no water and then after that people call the police on me becauese i scream at someone i need water and then say no i dont and then scream at them again and say nvm me and walk away fast alot of people called the police on me and so i get arrested and taken to the metal hospital in the mental hospital im demanding trying to bargain for a button that makes me feel pleaseure no one knows what im talking about i remember trying to use my hand to show my dick size to people and them laughing at my hand but probably had no idea thats what i meant by it i was pretty cray at that time thought that people wanted to know my dick size for some reason anyways my trip to the hospital my pee stops working and the voice turns against me and starts interrogating me meanwhile i cant pee and it hurts so bad i freaked out so much about it eventually it says that i was like bad or something and someone walks up to me while im in the bubble room because i scared someone with a dirty look. I yelled like a lunatic at the person screaming profanity through the door that person turned out to be the twins form my childhoods mother which was funny because i told her i knew her and she said i dont know her and she was wrong. After i got out i was medicated for a while until i got my next job i was afraid to go to the doctors because you can be fired for any reason the first month and i have to see the doctor in the day time when i work which also resulted in another hospital trip from not taking my meds. anyways recently i have become almost immune atleast to the pleasure suppresent that my med does now im feeling pleasure again which usually drives me loopy but i have called it pgad and schitzofrenia that persistant genital arrosal disorder which is rare in men but i know is not impossible. other things that have happend once they said they played a sound that attacked me and i was hit with like a frying pan but nothing hit me fucked me up which made me think maybe theres fuckingn microbots in my head or some shit i have had alot of thoughts on what could be causeing my issues but really it doesnt matter its all a game of chess to me id rather it know when i want it to know and have it know nothing when i dont want it to know.
So you forgot to use paragraphs when you are not on your meds? -
2022-03-26 at 8:09 PM UTCI liked your story spacepanties. My favorite part was the voice telling you to simply spin in a circle and then you get to experience a female 'gasm. I liked it so much that I just tried it right now a few times myself but it didn't work.
In a weird way it reminds me when I was younger maybe 9 or 10 I would walk home from my elementary school about 15 mins away and when I would get close to home id sort have this internal voice, I wouldn't call it like a schizophrenic hallucination type thing but more of just a thought, where id think 'if you don't walk back to school and then just turn around and walk home again, you're gonna have a bad day.'
It's ridiculous looking back, and even at the time, but I would do it. If I tried to ignore it it would just stick in my head and bug me to the point where I'd probably literally let out a big sigh and just angrily turn around , walk back, and then walk home again. It served no purpose whatsoever other than to satisfy the made up voice that said I needed to do it. I actually forgot all about that until I read your story. Thank you. -
2022-03-26 at 10:11 PM UTC
Originally posted by Speedy Parker So you forgot to use paragraphs when you are not on your meds?
I can attest space pants did not pay attention in school and has notoriously bad handwriting and grammar punctuation but despite his shortcomings he was able to graduate normally and live a fulfilled life.
Not everyone can be good at everything okay. People that get upset about how a person writes or whatever like honestly I think it says more about you who can't read between the lines than the author
Like oh no they forgot a few periods and spacing ITS COMPLETELY UNREADABLE !!!! like yeah, no. Maybe you're the slow one because I can read it just fine -
2022-03-26 at 10:26 PM UTC
Originally posted by the man who put it in my hood I can attest space pants did not pay attention in school and has notoriously bad handwriting and grammar punctuation but despite his shortcomings he was able to graduate normally and live a fulfilled life.
Not everyone can be good at everything okay. People that get upset about how a person writes or whatever like honestly I think it says more about you who can't read between the lines than the author
Like oh no they forgot a few periods and spacing ITS COMPLETELY UNREADABLE !!!! like yeah, no. Maybe you're the slow one because I can read it just fine
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2022-03-26 at 10:50 PM UTC
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2022-03-27 at 1:27 AM UTC
Originally posted by the man who put it in my hood I can attest space pants did not pay attention in school and has notoriously bad handwriting and grammar punctuation but despite his shortcomings he was able to graduate normally and live a fulfilled life.
Not everyone can be good at everything okay. People that get upset about how a person writes or whatever like honestly I think it says more about you who can't read between the lines than the author
Like oh no they forgot a few periods and spacing ITS COMPLETELY UNREADABLE !!!! like yeah, no. Maybe you're the slow one because I can read it just fine
I chose not to read it you little pisswad -
2022-03-27 at 1:47 AM UTC
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2022-03-27 at 1:50 AM UTCOk boss….let me send u those photos right over…. UR DUMB . Smh
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2022-03-27 at 3:55 AM UTCWas it ever the voice of an angry black man threatening you to take all your clothes off in the middle of the street?
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2022-03-27 at 5:06 AM UTC
Originally posted by spacepantz2 Ok so i had a job for a ball park at one time and i went to work every day i heard voices on the regular they would call out to me even while i was doing my personal buinsness if you know what i mean it was quite annoying anyways one day they are like telling me that they can give me pleasure even make me expirience a female orgasm and im male so once they made me expirience it i was like maybe it is real so then i started takeing it seriousely which i usually do but im forgetfull and i just usually forget to take it seriously anyways it starts saying that it is going to give me pleasure if i listen first it tells me to spin in a circle and make sure no one can hear me talk to myself so i do and i am given a large dose of
pleasure all day it feels like im in constant orgasm i start smiling and being bubbly because of it but it is short lived because it convinces me its a scientist or evil intent that they are doing it so i quit eating like a hunger strike stay awake for like 2 days just walking trying to burn myself out i keep getting crazyier and crazyier
eventually i go on auto pilot multiple personality takes over and i start screaming at people im trying to do cold fusion with no water and then after that people call the police on me becauese i scream at someone i need water and then say no i dont and then scream at them again and say nvm me and walk away fast alot of people called the police on me and so i get arrested and taken to the metal hospital in the mental hospital im demanding trying to bargain for a button that makes me feel pleaseure no one knows what im talking about i remember trying to use my hand to show my dick size to people and them laughing at my hand but probably had no idea thats what i meant b
y it i was pretty cray at that time thought that people wanted to know my dick size for some reason anyways my trip to the hospital my pee stops working and the voice turns against me and starts interrogating me meanwhile i cant pee and it hurts so bad i freaked out so much about it eventually it says that i was like bad or something and someone walks up to me while im in the bubble room because i scared someone with a dirty look. I yelled like a lunatic at the person screaming profanity through the door that person turned out to be the twins form my childhoods mother which was funny because i told her i knew her and she said i dont know her and she was wrong. After i got out i was medicated for a while until i got my next job i was afraid to go to the doctors because you can be fired for any reason the first month and i have to see the doctor in the day time when i work which also resulted in another hospital trip from not taking my meds.
anyways recently i have become almost immune atleast to the pleasure suppresent that my med does now im feeling pleasure again which usually drives me loopy but i have called it pgad and schitzofrenia that persistant genital arrosal disorder which is rare in men but i know is not impossible. other things that have happend once they said they played a sound that attacked me and i was hit with like a frying pan but nothing hit me fucked me up which made me think maybe theres fuckingn microbots in my head or some shit i have had alot of thoughts on what could be causeing my issues but really it doesnt matter its all a game of chess to me id rather it know when i want it to know and have it know nothing when i dont want it to know.
even if you randomly hit enter twice breaking up long manic posts helps other retards read them high as fuck -
2022-03-27 at 6:28 AM UTCSome people do not do well when it comes to typing like they are more better at verbal communication than writing.
I think I have the reverse where I'm would rather text someone and never use a phone -
2022-03-27 at 7:02 AM UTC