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2022-02-26 at 10:15 AM UTC.
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2022-02-26 at 12:16 PM UTCI wish i had autism it sounds cool. I get gay as fuck and fall head over heels any time theres a spark and then i feel icky in my stomach when things dont go tne way j thought they would and i have to dostance myself to make the icky sto.p
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2022-02-26 at 12:29 PM UTC
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2022-02-26 at 1:25 PM UTCI don't catch feelings very often and as most feelings are found in the "idea" of someone and not how they actually are. I tell myself not to feel them and experience intense inner turmoil and set myself up for failureThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2022-02-26 at 1:27 PM UTCI think it’s like you’re really falling for yourself, that you see something in them you see in yourself.
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2022-02-26 at 2:09 PM UTC
Originally posted by Kafka In the past when people caught feelings for me it made me angry, it was because they didn't know me, if they did they wouldn't tell me about their feelings, how can you love someone you don't know? They projected their own image of perfection onto me, didn't care who I really was and if I stopped fitting that image then they would be angry at me? I didn't like that they suddenly saw me as responsible for their feelings, if they got hurt it was my fault. I didn't want to kiss her during truth or dare so she goes "I don't know what the fuck she is" questioning if I was into girls, then had someone throw a coke bottle at me and drag me down the corridor by my backpack saying it was because I was a bitch.
They'd hate me for not feeling the same and for making them have feelings in the first place, because they're fragile. I'd warn them to run for the hills because I'm cold but they don't take the advice and end up hating me when they get hurt. I don't know how wanting someone to have feelings for you in return is really loving them because that isn't good for the person, to not be clear-headed. I don't like people who want to break me down and be vulnerable with them, I'm not some challenge.
Then there's overstepping boundaries. One guy messaged me asking me to go out at 1am, I said no, then he said they were coming for me. Would not fuck off if I tried closing the door he'd knock louder, said he'd wake my mum up if I didn't listen to him. She had work the next day and had to get up early so I listened him go on an on for an hour with this cringe saying things like he didn't care about his girlfriend and I was his soulmate, "I wouldn't do this for anyone else". That's "love". I phoned the police, they took half an hour to get there, he said he didn't care about them and would be back.
I understand I may get hate for this but don't care because I'm sick of feeling stifled and like I have to walk on eggshells, to not be myself.
Very annoyed.
If you actually (not as a meme) have autism then I have only one piece of advice, which is to stop reading so much into people's intentions. Or stop giving so much credence to what you read into people's intentions.
Just FYI for folx, a lot of the verbage in this OP references PMs that Kafka has exchanged with me so idk if this is supposed to be directed at me or what but if so then it's kinda cringe because my entire interaction with Kafka has been essentially dealing with DontTellEm being a big retard.
If not then that might indicate a much deeper personal problem with you as a person because you shouldn't be getting into all these shitty situations, most normal people don't run into any in their lives or maybe 1 or 2 ever. -
2022-02-26 at 2:16 PM UTC
Originally posted by SEGA Nigga Drive If you actually (not as a meme) have autism then I have only one piece of advice, which is to stop reading so much into people's intentions. Or stop giving so much credence to what you read into people's intentions.
Just FYI for folx, a lot of the verbage in this OP references PMs that Kafka has exchanged with me so idk if this is supposed to be directed at me or what but if so then it's kinda cringe because my entire interaction with Kafka has been essentially dealing with DontTellEm being a big retard.
If not then that might indicate a much deeper personal problem with you as a person because you shouldn't be getting into all these shitty situations, most normal people don't run into any in their lives or maybe 1 or 2 ever.
I won’t take your advice but thanks. -
2022-02-26 at 2:30 PM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2022-02-26 at 2:33 PM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2022-02-26 at 2:35 PM UTC
Originally posted by SEGA Nigga Drive If you actually (not as a meme) have autism then I have only one piece of advice, which is to stop reading so much into people's intentions. Or stop giving so much credence to what you read into people's intentions.
Just FYI for folx, a lot of the verbage in this OP references PMs that Kafka has exchanged with me so idk if this is supposed to be directed at me or what but if so then it's kinda cringe because my entire interaction with Kafka has been essentially dealing with DontTellEm being a big retard.
If not then that might indicate a much deeper personal problem with you as a person because you shouldn't be getting into all these shitty situations, most normal people don't run into any in their lives or maybe 1 or 2 ever.
You shouldn't rat on PM exchanges you weirdoThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2022-02-26 at 2:40 PM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2022-02-26 at 2:49 PM UTC
Originally posted by Sudo You shouldn't rat on PM exchanges you weirdo
She's the one making a public thread about it. It's pretty passive aggressive. I'd have preferred to clear things up in PMs and I have been trying as well.
I have not leaked the actual DMs because I would still prefer to settle it in DMs.
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2022-02-26 at 2:54 PM UTC
Originally posted by SEGA Nigga Drive She's the one making a public thread about it. It's pretty passive aggressive. I'd have preferred to clear things up in PMs and I have been trying as well.
I have not leaked the actual DMs because I would still prefer to settle it in DMs.
However if you knew the context of this then you'd understand what silly ass behaviours she is exhibiting.
If this thread is backhandedly about you then you are a triple weirdo
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2022-02-26 at 3:01 PM UTCI'm not even talking to DTE and it's not just about you, you need a valium. I said I was fine with us so we were fine but tbh after that victim blaming (same guy tried to force me) I'm done talking with you for good.
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2022-02-26 at 3:01 PM UTC
Originally posted by SEGA Nigga Drive Well that's your perogi tiff. But in our case, it won't make the way you're looking at things less dumb or wrong.
Pretty much my main advice is still, stop listening to DontTellEm because she is genuinely a very stupid person.
Lol Um 😂
I never spoken to either of u privately besides one message from Kafka w her condolences for my grandfather’s passing. I make fun of u being being a spaz retard for constantly changing ur name & repeating “fuck u” & “faggot” like a middle schooler. So yeah, AWKWARD :)The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2022-02-26 at 3:05 PM UTC
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2022-02-26 at 3:08 PM UTCThis thread is now autistic Facebook
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2022-02-26 at 3:08 PM UTC
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2022-02-26 at 3:08 PM UTC
Originally posted by Sudo If this thread is backhandedly about you then you are a triple weirdo
If it's not about you but you think it is you're a weirdo x 7
You are being a retard for some reason, never know why but it's just a habit for you.
"Don't post the DMs"
"ok I didn't and won't"
"WOW SO YOU'RE BAD UNLESS YOU POST DMS TO EXPLAIN THE SITUATION TO MY RETARDED ASS"
okay moron. Kindly kill yourself. -
2022-02-26 at 3:10 PM UTC
