2022-02-20 at 4:20 PM UTC
Kinda pathetic the only reason my mom doesn't hit me anymore is because i'm stronger than her and won't refrain from stooping to the level of someone assaulting me.
Sad that's the only reason I'm not being beaten at 28 years old by an elderly citizen.
My mom one time said she couldn't figure out why I'm so fucked up and mean and violent and I just thought: god i am so happy I am not that ignorant.
I suppose it's a lot easier to see abuse when you're a child (Who she still blames for causing her to do all of that) being abused than when you're drunk and RIGHT.
I just remember all the fucked up little things my mom would continuously say to me until it like was what I became, like a homosexual. Truthfully I don't remember much of my molestations, but what i do remember is my mom getting drunk and bringing it up every couple of months and calling me a disgusting faggot intermittently.
I wonder which fucked me up more tbh, having someone make you relive your molestations every couple of months for 10 years verbatim the same conversation and it's baggage, or an unpleasant event that I could've just dismissed as childish noncery.
I always tell myself I'll feel bad when my mom dies if I don't talk to her or spend time with her, then I go talk and spend time with her and I'm like yeah this is why she's gonna die alone.
That's whats on my mind today. :)
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2022-02-20 at 4:36 PM UTC
RIPtotse
victim of incest
[my adversative decurved garbo]
10/10 quality bradleyb post
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2022-02-20 at 10:45 PM UTC
Its your Mom, Brad. just call her and say nice things regardless of what comes back at you. but perhaps keep your distance from her.
She may calm down.
2022-02-21 at 12:31 AM UTC
i fuckign been living with her since she broke her shoulder in May and had a 7 month repreve when i got a girlfriend when sh ewas healed, now i'm here, and its kinda shitty, the retard employment agency sent me a lilst of places that hire felons and you can work from home and some of them seem pretty easy.
Answering the phones for a national hotel company for 15$ an hour to book/cancel reservations for people on the phone, from my house, with a computer they supply.
That's the shit I can easily do, and as long as the company can't see me through a webcam , i'mma just smoke weed and watch pornography and shitpost while i wait for some fag to call me and book a room
2022-02-21 at 12:55 AM UTC
Originally posted by Lucrimosa
I'm metro-sexual.
More like heterofaggot
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2022-02-21 at 1:43 AM UTC
People always think I'm sending subliminal messages in music ... sometimes i sing and play stuff just because i like it not because i feel this way about anyone...
I.e me singing juice world randomly... lucid dreams..."i should have listened to my friends"!
Butt butt:: about what ?
Me: I'm just singing it..
Lmao ๐ ๐
2022-02-21 at 1:45 AM UTC
Who knew evil girls had the prettiest face!
I gave you my heart and you made heart break!
*Stirs noodles*
2022-02-21 at 2:05 AM UTC
Pretty sure i was lucid dreaming earlier during a nap because in the dream I remember saying" damn this is a weird azz dream"...shoulda just started flying...
*Slides ziti in oven*
2022-02-21 at 2:26 AM UTC
PIZZA TIME
You're all Jealous
