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2022-02-05 at 5:13 PM UTCIt may seem like I’m obsessed but I’m not, I was never even in love, but this place reminds me of my past which reminds me of her. I will probably forget some things.
So 2016, met a girl online that’s autistic, we were only together for two weeks, I ended it which made her furious. Though her relationships do usually last two weeks. I read her online diary, there she talked about hitting a baby’s head off a wall repeatedly when she was a child, experimented on her dog and dragged it by its legs because it didn’t love her, also talked about how she manipulated guys. This is when I started drinking, she didn’t want to drink alone every day. I met up with her irl, didn’t realise what I was doing til I was on the train. I’m gonna skip parts cuz we’ve met so many times, but I masturbated that first time.
2018 she wanted to be incest sisters and phoned the hotel I was at saying she was my sister. This is also the girl that poured acid over her own hand and got raided by police and her terrorist stuff was found.
I was a trainwreck, going to A&E often, did coke in the airport then got special assistance to walk me through so people would think I was mental instead of on drugs. Crazy stuff just seemed normal. I was a missing person because I escaped A&E, then detained by police because they marked me as a missing person, I remember shouting at them coked up because I was going to miss the last train to the airport, do they ended up delaying the train and I got home.
More about her: She had a boyfriend and he was staying in her house all worried because she told him she was in hospital, but really she was in a hotel room fucking somebody else.
Summer 2020. She was there for me when my dad died, I couldn’t leave the UK because of lockdown so I ended up going over there, we were cuddling and she kissed me. Her ex boyfriend was also there and we liked each other instantly, so we ran off together and were happy, I think we got together because no one else will understand what happened unless you were there. Anyway she smashed his tv, supposedly accused him of rape just to get a lift home with police (wouldn’t surprise me) and threw a brick through her other friend’s window. She wants to meet me but I haven’t had a chance, I can’t be friends with them both.
I feel like maybe I was crazy in the past but am fine now. I just hope that person doesn’t resurface. -
2022-02-05 at 5:19 PM UTCMost people learn and grow and mature over time, and do a lot of stupid shit in the process. Looking at your past in a negative light is pretty normal and just a sign of growth.
I hate the label "crazy", it's too vague and easy. But I get what you mean.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2022-02-05 at 5:26 PM UTC
Originally posted by Kafka It may seem like I’m obsessed but I’m not, I was never even in love, but this place reminds me of my past which reminds me of her. I will probably forget some things.
So 2016, met a girl online that’s autistic, we were only together for two weeks, I ended it which made her furious. Though her relationships do usually last two weeks. I read her online diary, there she talked about hitting a baby’s head off a wall repeatedly when she was a child, experimented on her dog and dragged it by its legs because it didn’t love her, also talked about how she manipulated guys. This is when I started drinking, she didn’t want to drink alone every day. I met up with her irl, didn’t realise what I was doing til I was on the train. I’m gonna skip parts cuz we’ve met so many times, but I masturbated that first time.
2018 she wanted to be incest sisters and phoned the hotel I was at saying she was my sister. This is also the girl that poured acid over her own hand and got raided by police and her terrorist stuff was found.
I was a trainwreck, going to A&E often, did coke in the airport then got special assistance to walk me through so people would think I was mental instead of on drugs. Crazy stuff just seemed normal. I was a missing person because I escaped A&E, then detained by police because they marked me as a missing person, I remember shouting at them coked up because I was going to miss the last train to the airport, do they ended up delaying the train and I got home.
More about her: She had a boyfriend and he was staying in her house all worried because she told him she was in hospital, but really she was in a hotel room fucking somebody else.
Summer 2020. She was there for me when my dad died, I couldn’t leave the UK because of lockdown so I ended up going over there, we were cuddling and she kissed me. Her ex boyfriend was also there and we liked each other instantly, so we ran off together and were happy, I think we got together because no one else will understand what happened unless you were there. Anyway she smashed his tv, supposedly accused him of rape just to get a lift home with police (wouldn’t surprise me) and threw a brick through her other friend’s window. She wants to meet me but I haven’t had a chance, I can’t be friends with them both.
I feel like maybe I was crazy in the past but am fine now. I just hope that person doesn’t resurface.
Have you been reading MY online diary? -
2022-02-05 at 5:36 PM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2022-02-05 at 5:56 PM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2022-02-05 at 7:18 PM UTCAre you mentally illnesses
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2022-02-05 at 7:36 PM UTCI want to play runescape with candyrein :/
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2022-02-05 at 8:01 PM UTCIt's good to talk about itThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2022-02-05 at 8:10 PM UTC
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2022-02-06 at 2:14 AM UTC
Originally posted by Kafka It may seem like I’m obsessed but I’m not, I was never even in love, but this place reminds me of my past which reminds me of her. I will probably forget some things.
So 2016, met a girl online that’s autistic, we were only together for two weeks, I ended it which made her furious. Though her relationships do usually last two weeks. I read her online diary, there she talked about hitting a baby’s head off a wall repeatedly when she was a child, experimented on her dog and dragged it by its legs because it didn’t love her, also talked about how she manipulated guys. This is when I started drinking, she didn’t want to drink alone every day. I met up with her irl, didn’t realise what I was doing til I was on the train. I’m gonna skip parts cuz we’ve met so many times, but I masturbated that first time.
2018 she wanted to be incest sisters and phoned the hotel I was at saying she was my sister. This is also the girl that poured acid over her own hand and got raided by police and her terrorist stuff was found.
I was a trainwreck, going to A&E often, did coke in the airport then got special assistance to walk me through so people would think I was mental instead of on drugs. Crazy stuff just seemed normal. I was a missing person because I escaped A&E, then detained by police because they marked me as a missing person, I remember shouting at them coked up because I was going to miss the last train to the airport, do they ended up delaying the train and I got home.
More about her: She had a boyfriend and he was staying in her house all worried because she told him she was in hospital, but really she was in a hotel room fucking somebody else.
Summer 2020. She was there for me when my dad died, I couldn’t leave the UK because of lockdown so I ended up going over there, we were cuddling and she kissed me. Her ex boyfriend was also there and we liked each other instantly, so we ran off together and were happy, I think we got together because no one else will understand what happened unless you were there. Anyway she smashed his tv, supposedly accused him of rape just to get a lift home with police (wouldn’t surprise me) and threw a brick through her other friend’s window. She wants to meet me but I haven’t had a chance, I can’t be friends with them both.
I feel like maybe I was crazy in the past but am fine now. I just hope that person doesn’t resurface.
i coulnd't imagine chasing a dumb ass bitch like this.
kafka, you're really a loser, any man who dates you, or wants to choke you with a shopping bag,
lol ok
also a loser
