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2022-01-29 at 8:01 PM UTCplanets are gay. except Uranus. it's super gayThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2022-01-29 at 8:25 PM UTCMen are from Mars. Women are from Venus.
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2022-01-29 at 10:51 PM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2022-01-29 at 11 PM UTCNiggers are from Africa, Spics are from Spain.
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2022-01-29 at 11 PM UTCAnd roaches are from motels ....roach
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2022-01-29 at 11:05 PM UTCmotel nigfer
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2022-01-30 at 12:26 AM UTCwhen niggers get fucked
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2022-01-30 at 3:22 PM UTCHow blessed I am ...💗The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2022-01-30 at 3:26 PM UTCYou see ...your haters are necessary in order for you to be blessed ...your haters must be present so that God!!!! Can prepare a table before you
In the presence of WHOM...in the presence of mine enemies...my LORD...Preparist a table for me !
Ain't that what the scripture says ...
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2022-01-30 at 3:27 PM UTCThank you Jesus 💗The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2022-01-30 at 3:34 PM UTCHow Good God is 💗The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2022-01-30 at 4:41 PM UTCIf I’m braindead or just at peace, wary of accepting things as normal, wondering if I should go back just to feel normal.
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2022-01-30 at 5:02 PM UTC
Originally posted by Kafka If I’m braindead or just at peace, wary of accepting things as normal, wondering if I should go back just to feel normal.
I don't know but that sounds like the premise for a proper emo poem or song lyrics. I mean that respectfully.
It's kind of interesting at least for me, out of anything I've ever tried whether it's drugs or legal medication or sobriety, the feeling I hate the most is feeling numb. Some people like it, just sort of an oblivious state of content and I understand the appeal, but to me, it gets old really quick.
Like taking anti-depressants sort of has helped in the past but it also just makes me feel so weird like a different person and it turns me off of them for that reason alone. Like I don't mind it for a short-term effect but when it changes who I am 24 hours a day it just feels wrong.
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2022-01-30 at 5:11 PM UTC
Originally posted by mmQ I don't know but that sounds like the premise for a proper emo poem or song lyrics. I mean that respectfully.
It's kind of interesting at least for me, out of anything I've ever tried whether it's drugs or legal medication or sobriety, the feeling I hate the most is feeling numb. Some people like it, just sort of an oblivious state of content and I understand the appeal, but to me, it gets old really quick.
Like taking anti-depressants sort of has helped in the past but it also just makes me feel so weird like a different person and it turns me off of them for that reason alone. Like I don't mind it for a short-term effect but when it changes who I am 24 hours a day it just feels wrong.
I've learned at the end of the day I'd rather feel depressed than feel nothing, but sometimes feeling nothing is the best feeling of all.
https://www.clinical-depression.co.uk/
I get that. The longest I took them was two months, citalopram, didn’t read a book the whole summer and was sitting in the rain like a zombie trying to feel something. There’s nothing scarier than your voice being killed and mindfulness freaks me out I think it’s akin to mindlessness.
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2022-01-30 at 5:18 PM UTC
Originally posted by Kafka https://www.clinical-depression.co.uk/
I get that. The longest I took them was two months, citalopram, didn’t read a book the whole summer and was sitting in the rain like a zombie trying to feel something. There’s nothing scarier than your voice being killed and mindfulness freaks me out I think it’s akin to mindlessness.
Thanks btw
Oh for sure. I've been diagnosed with bi-polar and major depressive disorder for a long time. Just kinda used to it at this point but that's the problem. I didn't want to get to used to it. I don't have any good advice because if I did I'd take my own advice and not have to live this LOLLERCOASTER of emotions but if I did have some, I really do think the healthy diet and exercise is ridiculously beneficial as lame as that sounds to a person when they're depressed and don't want to do shit besides sit around and eat garbage foods.
It's crazy how fast healthy choices can have a snowball effect going forward, but on the same token, not healthy choices can snowball the opposite way just as quickly.
But more important than anything to remember is that
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2022-01-30 at 5:33 PM UTC
Originally posted by mmQ Oh for sure. I've been diagnosed with bi-polar and major depressive disorder for a long time. Just kinda used to it at this point but that's the problem. I didn't want to get to used to it. I don't have any good advice because if I did I'd take my own advice and not have to live this LOLLERCOASTER of emotions but if I did have some, I really do think the healthy diet and exercise is ridiculously beneficial as lame as that sounds to a person when they're depressed and don't want to do shit besides sit around and eat garbage foods.
It's crazy how fast healthy choices can have a snowball effect going forward, but on the same token, not healthy choices can snowball the opposite way just as quickly.
But more important than anything to remember is that
I don’t really know how they manifest, if it’s the same for everyone. There was this bipolar girl in my class, she’d phone 999 during class when people were slabbering about her, I remember the teacher asking us if we were alright because he was getting weird looks. Threw a bottle of coke over me then ran after some guy screaming she was going to kill him, he looked so scared and ran. At a nightclub there was this strobe light, and I swear every second the room lit up she would be either laughing or crying, scared the fuck out of me.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2022-01-30 at 5:43 PM UTC
Originally posted by Kafka I don’t really know how they manifest, if it’s the same for everyone. There was this bipolar girl in my class, she’d phone 999 during class when people were slabbering about her, I remember the teacher asking us if we were alright because he was getting weird looks. Threw a bottle of coke over me then ran after some guy screaming she was going to kill him, he looked so scared and ran. At a nightclub there was this strobe light, and I swear every second the room lit up she would be either laughing or crying, scared the fuck out of me.
Yeah fortunately I've never been on that extreme end of mania. I've heard some pretty crazy stories though. I just get really racing thoughts and pretty much think I can conquer the world, lol, which to me doesn't even sound like a bad thing- an over abundance of confidence. I just get ahead of myself and need to learn how to harness those emotions and be patient.
I love instant gratification and if i don't see immediate results i tend to get sidetracked and frustrated/dissuaded, even if I know it and recognize it as having unrealistic expectations.. probably some ADHD floating around as well.
There's really nothing more frustrating than knowing what I need to do to help myself and still not being able to follow through with doing it lol.
But things are aight. EVERY DAY IS A NEW DAY and I gotta try not to wallow in my own chaotic insecure delusions.
Probably doesn't help that I leave my blinds closed 24 hours a day. Im opening them now.
DAY OF 🌞😎.
What northern Ireland like is it all gray and cloudy and rainy there all the time?
