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2022-01-26 at 1:56 AM UTCepinephrine
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2022-01-26 at 6:15 PM UTC
Originally posted by Bradley Why is everything about you?
Lol autistic people can go to a concert and hear someone singing and fall in love.
Your drunk friend kissed you and isn't that interested when she's not blacked out drinking with you all night.
Maybe you can evaluate your own worth, consider it, and then really consider if someone who is "Shunning" you or negatively treating you, you're probably just looking for social interaction because you grasp it almost not at all, much less when you're inebriated.
My friend's roommate has aspergers (we're in our twenties) we went to the bar, he's talking to this chubbier white girl and he's OK looking and in great shape, and within 5 minutes/half a drink, i'm ear hustling him while i sit at the bar, and he's like 3 inches from her face yelling over the music "YA I HATE GAY PEOPLE BECAUSE I WAS MOLESTED ALOT, YA, I DON"T LIKE THEM, like I LOVE LOVE EVERYONE< INCLUDING YOU, BUT NOT GAYS OR PEDOPHILES
so you know wh at, i'm gonna look out for dominic, he's like 22, and i know this happens cuz my friend told me his roommate does this shit when he's drunk.
"Hey bro, maybe she isn't trying to hear about your early sex life?"
"NO BRAD I"M TELLING HER WHY I HATE GAYS…. NOT YOU THOUGH"
and then he turned around in the bar chair and she went by her friends and he followed her to her flock of females, and stood in the center.
That's you, but with a vagina and a trust fund to pay for University well past when most people would've taken a job but you're special aren't you :))
Good luck and don't kill yourself, you have a lot to offer a field of science or counting toothpicks your brother drops in a diner. -
2022-01-26 at 7:33 PM UTC
Originally posted by Kafka This is because I didn’t want to read house of leaves? Ig it’s a good thing you have to resort to lies as they can’t hurt me and it’s funny because you know that.
Fucking House of Leaves, I tried reading it all fucked on meth and it was fucking with head. Even my boss at the bookstore was all "what? where did you get that? no man you shouldn't read it all fucked up" Tried to read it again sitting by the waterfront in Toronto too and couldn't because I got mobbed by my demonic gangstalking truman show fanclub assholes being loud and annoying, which was distracting. Fuck that book. I should try and read it again, sober. -
2022-01-26 at 7:35 PM UTCEverytimr I see this thread the bad religion song of the same name plays in my head
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2022-01-26 at 8:20 PM UTC
Originally posted by Nile Fucking House of Leaves, I tried reading it all fucked on meth and it was fucking with head. Even my boss at the bookstore was all "what? where did you get that? no man you shouldn't read it all fucked up" Tried to read it again sitting by the waterfront in Toronto too and couldn't because I got mobbed by my demonic gangstalking truman show fanclub assholes being loud and annoying, which was distracting. Fuck that book. I should try and read it again, sober.
You should read the rest it's good. The author's sister made an album inspired by it as well: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2_Q-dmsQTao -
2022-01-26 at 8:27 PM UTCGave me nightmares:
It was that I was a soldier but not following orders. The black aeroplane crashed in some sunny meadow. There was a house, it had a door leading to a non-world. Everything was black inside but it was like the hall of my house, front door and stairs. A lamp upstairs switched on, someone wanted me to go upstairs. A black kitten by the front door. I took it into the real world but it died immediately because it wasn’t used to sunlight. Tried cloning it but the experiment went wrong and contaminated the real world atmosphere with the blackness. -
2022-01-26 at 8:29 PM UTC
Originally posted by Kafka I haven’t been with a girl in four years because they traumatised me, one hit a baby’s head off a wall repeatedly, she kissed me last year then I ran off with her ex boyfriend who was also abused just to get away from her. But the point is, that’s probably what they want, to put me off dating girls ever again because they would be jealous if I did, so I think that’s what I’ll do now, it doesn’t feel right that she’s still stopping me from getting to know other girls.
Why does it seem like dating is some kind of mandatory thing to your happiness? You don't seem to have much luck with it. Maybe do your own thing for a while and tell everyone else to fuck off. You'll never get anywhere trying to validate yourself through the approval of others, especially when it seems you are drawn to psychopaths.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2022-01-26 at 8:55 PM UTC
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2022-01-26 at 9:47 PM UTCCodependency is kind of a drug in and of itself.
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2022-01-26 at 10:08 PM UTC
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2022-01-26 at 11:47 PM UTC
Originally posted by Kafka You should read the rest it's good. The author's sister made an album inspired by it as well: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2_Q-dmsQTao
I'll look for it again. i'm at the library most of my time to so uh maybe i should see if it's here. I'll need to find some meth tho.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2022-01-26 at 11:56 PM UTCRape a Nigerian?
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2022-01-27 at 12:44 AM UTC
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2022-01-27 at 1:04 AM UTC
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2022-01-27 at 2:13 AM UTC
Originally posted by Kafka Why are you in the library most of the time? If it’s not there it’s probably on Libgen.
well, it's downtown, and i'm eating food from the shelter. the mission is downtown too. my income kind of dried up and my former friend kicked me out cuz i callled the upstairs neighbor a cunt, been hanging out in the library the last little while so i can post here on nis and browse the internet although i was recently lent a laptop. I should have welfare come through, get a phone, a shitty under the table nightwatchmen position and not be homeless. or save and catch a bus somewhere. go to bc in the summer i dunno. I digress im at the library because im broke and it's a warm building.
like i regret throwing away my phones but i always seem to just go crazy when i get a phone, glasses and drugs. if these 3 things are collected around me shit gets bad, so i have no glasses, phone or drugs and things have gotten better but obviously much more difficult than it has to be. -
2022-01-27 at 2:43 AM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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