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2022-01-22 at 7:21 PM UTC
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2022-01-22 at 7:29 PM UTCno it doesn't, you just have a bitch mentality and no hobbies so it sucks for you. The problem isn't the drugs which you give so much power to, the problem is you.
If you are replacing a lifestyle of partying, socializing and abusing drugs than you need to replace it with something and change your life, not just your drug habits.
There is nothing wrong with drinking and doing cocaine but if that's all you do and all you live for than it becomes a problem. I have a friend that works three jobs just to support cocaine and alcohol abuse and he just panic sold all his crypto to buy more cocaine and is planning on going to rehab soon and he's depressed, etc etc
I don't even think cocaine or booze is the main problem, it's not helping but the problem is his mentality. You don't need to spent all your money on cocaine and such but people become addicts when they have no support structure or life outside of partying and abusing drugs.
I used to be the same way even as a person that is fine with just staying at home alone on a friday night playing video games by myself and getting high, I was not actually doing anything with my life and only going to work to get more drug money and when I was hungover and the dealer didn't pick up it was the end of the world because I revolved everything around drugs
all of the people on this forum that died from drugs were the same way they had no relationship or real career prospects or hobbies or any real life outside of degenerate shit and pretty much only lived to get high. You still seem to have that same mentality to me and could end up dead if you aren't careful -
2022-01-22 at 7:35 PM UTC
Originally posted by the man who put it in my hood no it doesn't, you just have a bitch mentality and no hobbies so it sucks for you. The problem isn't the drugs which you give so much power to, the problem is you.
If you are replacing a lifestyle of partying, socializing and abusing drugs than you need to replace it with something and change your life, not just your drug habits.
There is nothing wrong with drinking and doing cocaine but if that's all you do and all you live for than it becomes a problem. I have a friend that works three jobs just to support cocaine and alcohol abuse and he just panic sold all his crypto to buy more cocaine and is planning on going to rehab soon and he's depressed, etc etc
I don't even think cocaine or booze is the main problem, it's not helping but the problem is his mentality. You don't need to spent all your money on cocaine and such but people become addicts when they have no support structure or life outside of partying and abusing drugs.
I used to be the same way even as a person that is fine with just staying at home alone on a friday night playing video games by myself and getting high, I was not actually doing anything with my life and only going to work to get more drug money and when I was hungover and the dealer didn't pick up it was the end of the world because I revolved everything around drugs
all of the people on this forum that died from drugs were the same way they had no relationship or real career prospects or hobbies or any real life outside of degenerate shit and pretty much only lived to get high. You still seem to have that same mentality to me and could end up dead if you aren't careful
That whole post just screams "whaaaaa no u."
I couldn't balance being a drunken fiend with normal life and that was my problem. There aren't many people who can to be honest, you even said your friend works 3 jobs to support his drug habit, fuck-that!
You're right about people who's entire life revolvs around drugs but that's even worse. -
2022-01-22 at 7:37 PM UTC
Originally posted by Aleister Crowley I couldn't balance being a drunken fiend with normal life
Just get a crazy high alcohol tolerance. It's expensive and wasteful to chug so much booze but at least you don't get that hungover. That is what my dad would call moderation as he opens the moving car door to puke his guts out and says "practice my son, practice" -
2022-01-22 at 7:39 PM UTC
Originally posted by the man who put it in my hood Just get a crazy high alcohol tolerance. It's expensive and wasteful to chug so much booze but at least you don't get that hungover. That is what my dad would call moderation as he opens the moving car door to puke his guts out and says "practice my son, practice"
I wish I didn't have such a high tolerance plus it was dangerous me going home alone cause I would just get loads of bags and be up for days masturbating. -
2022-01-22 at 7:43 PM UTCI wanna do drugs and destroy myself all the time. When I drink now I feel it the next day when I used to drink for weeks on end without feeling any ill effects. Now I have one night of whiskey and feel like deathThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2022-01-22 at 7:45 PM UTC
Originally posted by Sudo I wanna do drugs and destroy myself all the time. When I drink now I feel it the next day when I used to drink for weeks on end without feeling any ill effects. Now I have one night of whiskey and feel like death
Yeah this is another thing, I drink and the next day I feel like I have full blown AIDS.
The black outs are what scared me also. The day after the last binge I woke up with a half bottle of vodka and bags of cocaine unsniffed around me. I just ended up having them for breakfast and carried on. -
2022-01-22 at 7:49 PM UTCGet one medium bag and get extremely sloshed to the point where masturbation is impossible
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2022-01-22 at 7:52 PM UTCI could never get a hard on after abusing the Caine which also sucked.
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2022-01-22 at 11:34 PM UTCI sniffed literally 2mg of dilaudid, if that and it immediately made me feel better about life and now it's an itch I can't scratch. Probably been least 2 months since I've done pills. I don't think I can adhere to complete abstinence because it's like my brain was wired with drugs. I've been battling opiate addiction for over half me loife. Honestly feel better about my prospects of getting off pills than when I was just taking box everyday
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2022-01-22 at 11:39 PM UTC
Originally posted by Sudo I sniffed literally 2mg of dilaudid, if that and it immediately made me feel better about life and now it's an itch I can't scratch. Probably been least 2 months since I've done pills. I don't think I can adhere to complete abstinence because it's like my brain was wired with drugs. I've been battling opiate addiction for over half me loife. Honestly feel better about my prospects of getting off pills than when I was just taking box everyday
Do you not see yourself being completely sober or? -
2022-01-22 at 11:59 PM UTC
Originally posted by Aleister Crowley Do you not see yourself being completely sober or?
I have issues with chronic pain so when I don't have opiates in my system I'm angry, irritable, unfocused and unable to function at the level I am required to. I could taper down hard and do a Lotta gay ass core exercises and not do anything strenuous but that's not very realistic.
Rn it's just box, gabbies and weed which are pretty shitty for pain. All that really works is hydromorphone so I really just need to change my lifestyle big time, then try to come up with a program with literally a team of professionals. I make it sound alot worse than it appears but it's just one of the many facets of the hell that I inhabit
Tl Dr I have a 3 wheeled wheelchair and am saving up for a mobility scooter -
2022-01-23 at 12:04 AM UTCBooze : Got 3 weeks in here, was debating falling off the wagon tonight doh.
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2022-01-23 at 12:13 AM UTC
Originally posted by Sudo I have issues with chronic pain so when I don't have opiates in my system I'm angry, irritable, unfocused and unable to function at the level I am required to. I could taper down hard and do a Lotta gay ass core exercises and not do anything strenuous but that's not very realistic.
Rn it's just box, gabbies and weed which are pretty shitty for pain. All that really works is hydromorphone so I really just need to change my lifestyle big time, then try to come up with a program with literally a team of professionals. I make it sound alot worse than it appears but it's just one of the many facets of the hell that I inhabit
Tl Dr I have a 3 wheeled wheelchair and am saving up for a mobility scooter
Damn that sounds rough, hope you find some sembleance of pain free life at some point.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2022-01-23 at 12:32 AM UTCControlled alcoholism is the best route. Keeps the wife off your back.
You gotta learn how to “medicate” with hair of the dog to alleviate hang over symptoms and cruise back into controlled sobriety, it’s a skill you must develop in order to successfully incorporate alcohol into your life periodically. -
2022-01-23 at 12:53 AM UTC
Originally posted by DrugSmuggler Controlled alcoholism is the best route. Keeps the wife off your back.
You gotta learn how to “medicate” with hair of the dog to alleviate hang over symptoms and cruise back into controlled sobriety, it’s a skill you must develop in order to successfully incorporate alcohol into your life periodically.
I dunno dude, I think when one has issues with both Alcohol AND Cocaine then it becomes a bigger problem.
Fucking sucks mang. -
2022-01-23 at 1:28 AM UTCthere is no reason to be sober right now drugs are cyclical do it on a saturnite night NOW NOW NOW and have NONE left by AM
or sunrise
if any is left or you are calling for more that is a binge abuse and you probably ran out of booze
which is WHY YOU SHOULD HAVE COCAINE ON HAND AT ALL TIMES / IT SHOULD BE LEGAL so you dont get shit faced at 3am and order more and then order more at 6am and by 9am your wired and waiting for the fucking alcohol store to open. First of all that sounds like a weedless alcohol cocaine party, needs weed. Even with stimulants I can hardly keep my eyes open after 5 hash bowls all night long etc
Drugs are tactical like a war you cant just "buy a gram " and its no big deal NO IT IS A BIG DEAL and not in the OOOOOO BUY MORE sense but in the YOU HAVE A GRAM OF A SUBSTANCE MADE BY GOD YOU BETTER FUCKING ENJOY IT IMAGINE IF GLOBAL COMMERCE CRASHED AND OIL WAS WORTHLESS WHO WOULD SEND A BOAT OF BOOGER SUGAR TO YO??????? WOULD YOU SAIL THE ATLANTIC GET A KILO???? IF IT TOOK A YEAR OFF YOUR LIFE TO DO SO???? EXACTLY!!!! and plan that shit like fucking normandy PER GRAM no just buying blowing and buying more fuck that shit nigger thats how you get a TV and butthole stolen in my hood JSJSD -
2022-01-23 at 1:32 AM UTC
Originally posted by the man who put it in my hood there is no reason to be sober right now drugs are cyclical do it on a saturnite night NOW NOW NOW and have NONE left by AM
or sunrise
if any is left or you are calling for more that is a binge abuse and you probably ran out of booze
which is WHY YOU SHOULD HAVE COCAINE ON HAND AT ALL TIMES / IT SHOULD BE LEGAL so you dont get shit faced at 3am and order more and then order more at 6am and by 9am your wired and waiting for the fucking alcohol store to open. First of all that sounds like a weedless alcohol cocaine party, needs weed. Even with stimulants I can hardly keep my eyes open after 5 hash bowls all night long etc
Drugs are tactical like a war you cant just "buy a gram " and its no big deal NO IT IS A BIG DEAL and not in the OOOOOO BUY MORE sense but in the YOU HAVE A GRAM OF A SUBSTANCE MADE BY GOD YOU BETTER FUCKING ENJOY IT IMAGINE IF GLOBAL COMMERCE CRASHED AND OIL WAS WORTHLESS WHO WOULD SEND A BOAT OF BOOGER SUGAR TO YO??????? WOULD YOU SAIL THE ATLANTIC GET A KILO???? IF IT TOOK A YEAR OFF YOUR LIFE TO DO SO???? EXACTLY!!!! and plan that shit like fucking normandy PER GRAM no just buying blowing and buying more fuck that shit nigger thats how you get a TV and butthole stolen in my hood JSJSD
I'd probably end up like this: -
2022-01-23 at 1:40 AM UTC
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