Fona 1-18-2022

1. 2022-01-18 at 4:47 PM UTC

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   BeeReBuddy motherfucker [pimp your due marabout]
   Basically I just want to bitch about how I need to get out from under this fucking Lancer and I haven't even got a call back yet on what the mechanic has found wrong with it.
   Also, I interviewed for a job last week that never called me back.
   I'm waiting on these next 2 paychecks so I can pay my rent and take a sigh of relief.
   Really did start too many projects and haven't got nearly any of them done.
   At this point I want to dump it all off my plate and start over with 1 and just 1 thing at a time.
   It is way too cold to be outside juggling.
   This week I would like to get my cats to the groomers and get their nails trimmed.
   And at some point I need to make a doctors appointment.
   But that right there is already 2 things.
   Here it is almost noon and I'm sitting in my pajamas.
2. 2022-01-18 at 5:05 PM UTC

   #2
   

   Bradley Black Hole
   Does your Girlfriend work and pay bills?
3. 2022-01-18 at 5:25 PM UTC

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   BeeReBuddy motherfucker [pimp your due marabout]

   Originally posted by Bradley Does your Girlfriend work and pay bills?

   
   Yes. She makes more money than I do and has managed to even become a home owner.
   I am proud of her and all of her accomplishments.
4. 2022-01-18 at 5:29 PM UTC

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   Bradley Black Hole
   Then why are you in need to work so badly bro? Can't you use her money to stay afloat till things fall into place?
   
   Your pushing yourself so hard to be great, you need to remember to take care of yourself too!~!~!~
5. 2022-01-18 at 5:33 PM UTC

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   Kafka sweaty
   What projects?
6. 2022-01-18 at 5:35 PM UTC

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   BeeReBuddy motherfucker [pimp your due marabout]

   Originally posted by Bradley Then why are you in need to work so badly bro? Can't you use her money to stay afloat till things fall into place?
   
   Your pushing yourself so hard to be great, you need to remember to take care of yourself too!~!~!~

   
   I don't want to ever use her money for anything.
   She has already been paying for more than half of the fun lately.
   And although she did offer to help me pay my bills this month if I don't get the Lancer sold in time I still would rather do this myself.
   I was unable to predict the total cost of my expenses for the month when I bought that car 2 weekends ago but I guestimated that I could swing it and for my own pride I would like to handle it on my own.
   Moving in with her is a great opportunity for us to save money together as I won't be paying rent anymore and can instead just split the bills for her place and help her pay that and the rest we can save up for fun times.
   The only reason I am stressing at all is because I do not know how much the mechanic is going to charge me and if I have an unknown expense coming up all I can responsibly do is plan for the worst.
7. 2022-01-18 at 5:47 PM UTC

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   Bradley Black Hole
   are you on the lease for when she gets sick of paying for you to stay there
8. 2022-01-18 at 5:53 PM UTC

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   Solstice Naturally Camouflaged

   Originally posted by BeeReBuddy Basically I just want to bitch about how I need to get out from under this fucking Lancer…
   
   Really did start too many projects and haven't got nearly any of them done.

   
   Called both of these a mile away.
   
   Like I said you definitely have ADHD, you start too much without finishing enough and make impulsive decisions that you soon regret. Try to get some meds, you'd probably start to really excel.
9. 2022-01-18 at 5:53 PM UTC

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   BeeReBuddy motherfucker [pimp your due marabout]

   Originally posted by Bradley are you on the lease for when she gets sick of paying for you to stay there

   
   No I am not.
   That is part of why I plan on moving in slowly to make sure we can live together full time.
   The last thing I would want is to find out we just don't click that well together and I find myself fucked without a place to go.
   Honestly I doubt that will happen but there is a kid in the mix so for her sake I would rather ease into things and give everyone time to adjust.
   I'm very happy every second I am with them but living with someone new always brings out little quarks that often are missed in the dating stages.
10. 2022-01-18 at 6:58 PM UTC

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    BeeReBuddy motherfucker [pimp your due marabout]
    After having ate breakfast I am feeling a lot better.
    I've got a good amount of cleaning done and have gathered up a decent amount of trash to take to the dumpster today.
    Mornings are never a great time for me as it is when I open my eyes that I realize I haven't done anything yet and it can feel overwhelming even if for no reason given the fact I just woke up.
    Last night I had a fantastic time playing Minecraft with Rabbitweed and am looking forward to continuing the fun later tonight.
    Some aspects of my life I can't control right now so the best thing to do is not worry about them.
    Everything is looking good though and my bitching is just a way of keeping myself in check.
    There are 2 sides to everything and sometimes I pass on the positive side.
    For instance, the mechanic hasn't called about the Lancer yet BUT... at least I've got the Lancer to the mechanic :)
11. 2022-01-18 at 8:29 PM UTC

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    Bradley Black Hole
    have you gotten into an argument with her yet? How did it go?