2021-12-23 at 1:20 PM UTC
Wariat
Marine/Preteen Biologist
Did any of you beside me cope by trying to escape it in your mind? Like the walls? I still have the Morrowind Prophecies book I had from the private prison at adelanto and it reminded me how I would escape the place by reading this guide and going into the world of elder scrolls or morrowind (especially since I played it briefly at the time before getting this book in the free world) and I would envision the game as well as the world within it as I read quest to quest and story to story each part of the game contained. Not to mention escape through my art or my artwork I created in there. How did you guys escpe it or did you?
2021-12-23 at 1:21 PM UTC
Wariat
Marine/Preteen Biologist
I remember reading some of the quests like the clan inner battles between the thieves guild and the morag tong for the battle of the drug trade and other things within the game and I was so mesmerised I was literally in my mind living inside the game and not a prison.
2021-12-23 at 1:25 PM UTC
Wariat
Marine/Preteen Biologist
I would walk around the small yard outside the half yard and think of the game even basically being in it.
2021-12-23 at 1:26 PM UTC
Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
The escapes I would have would be a) the phone
B) fiction books
C) drugs
RpGs are overt escapism and that's ok, kinda weird to pretend you're in a video game tho.
2021-12-23 at 1:27 PM UTC
Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
That's kinda immature tbh and quite an unhealthy coping strategy
2021-12-23 at 1:29 PM UTC
Wariat
Marine/Preteen Biologist
phone was big. I was literally on the phone with my mom like 7 times a day at one point.
2021-12-23 at 1:31 PM UTC
Wariat
Marine/Preteen Biologist
at Adelanto the private prison they had a dnd game going and I learned to play magic the gathering there lol which is a great game btw. But I never got into dnd but would watch and listen to them play and get into it.
2021-12-23 at 1:35 PM UTC
I liked to masturbate and exercise, I tried to make a lot of friends, but I wasn't all that successful.
I hung out with a couple people and still am friends with about a dozen of them.
I've been to a couple prisons and have done two bids.
I remember enjoying reading, both non fiction, and fiction, and testing SSRIs and other drugs non narcotic drugs both medicinally with a treatment plan & recreationally in the rec yard.
Biggest thing for me in jail is playing cards and making jokes and fighting, in prison the biggest thing is hanging out with my friends and keeping a routine and then heavy fucking with people we don't like& child molestors.
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2021-12-23 at 1:38 PM UTC
couldnt do much but use my imagination and relive better days over and over until it was actually over because i got moved to the fucking retard unit right after my induction, apparently because i told the induction officer i was suicidal which i never fucking did, he asked if i had a history of depression or self harming which i said yes to. big difference you dick knobs.
BOOM im on suicide watch and get to be supervised 24/7 with every move getting recorded in precise detail
2021-12-23 at 1:39 PM UTC
I got into Odinism a lot more and took my religion a lot more seriously and spent much of the time reading religious books and discussing the faith in a manner I can't seem to replicate due to my sporadic lifestyle and lack of community with other Odinists.
I never had gay sex in prison with another inmate but I really wish I would've in the shower. That shit looking back would've been kinda hot.
2021-12-23 at 1:40 PM UTC
Wariat
Marine/Preteen Biologist
fighting is stupid as hell because some of those people are methed out and will not quit until you literally injure them or soething or will keep coming back at you with more numbers or end up using weapons and it can escalate. Like some of those people in there are so fuked up you cant really horse play with them or train martial arts because their egos are so big and just touching them they react like their ego is soar or they want to fight right away and get mad over the tiniest things. But some of the nerd people like I said the magic the gathering types were ok.
2021-12-23 at 1:41 PM UTC
Wariat
Marine/Preteen Biologist
Plus it is like I would hold back and knowing I dont want to inujure someone because it is against my belief system and will ina ddition of risking doing actual more prison time like years in california for an injury on someone while they never hold back and try to possibly really hurt you so fighting them was the worse idea. It is a lose lose situation you cant win with them so its better to just escape that place and pretend most of them dont exist.
2021-12-23 at 1:45 PM UTC
Wariat
Marine/Preteen Biologist
I used to get the retro gamer magazines also to relive my youth when I first got a super nintendo and shit.
2021-12-23 at 1:46 PM UTC
Wariat
Marine/Preteen Biologist
These magazines were hugely popular amongst the inmates due to others releving their youth and for their artwork potential. I became sort of popular amongst the geek crowd do to getting a retro gamer sent in 9and theyw erent cheap like 15 bucks per issue) every month.
2021-12-23 at 1:49 PM UTC
lots to do in general population, easy to pass the time. try doing that in the retard inmate unit where almost everything is banned. how long was your stretch anyhow?
2021-12-23 at 2:04 PM UTC
Originally posted by Kev
thats a shocker there, considering how many faggots, niggers and pedos didnt wanna be your friend on this site.
whats it like to be you anyway?
The hell is that suppose to mean what it like to be me motherfucker
It's okay, i get by. I'm not sure if you want like life story but in a nutshell, i'm a polydrug user and an alcoholic who enjoys learning my personality is below average and I am very loving person that has a mean streak. I'm getting older and not more successful and I have a parasitic lifestyle that revolves around my short term goals and happiness. I have rheumatoid arhtritis that is well managed by government paid for biologics, and bipolar. I'm balding and in good shape, 180-6'1 and I consider myself to be above average intelligence but no longer a genius like I was about 15 years ago, this may be because I haven't really been completely sober & probably could come back.
I like myself but I love myself more.
In a nutshell it's alright
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