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I just realized I have been a hikikomori for 18 years

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    18 years
    Jeez
    It’ll be two decades soon
    Goddamn
    Fuck
    Most people can’t even comprehend that, what it’s like to live outside society and indoors for so long
    I laughed pretty hard at the stories of people killing themselves over the corona lockdowns

    I’m sitting here drinking beer and listening to smooth jazz and I started thinking about this

    Someday it’ll be 30 years then 50 years

    I have no regrets

    My only regret is never having any real friends or a social life
    Loneliness sucks but eventually you get used to it, having cats really helpS

    Someday maybe it’ll be the norm to live like this and people will only ever interact with ai

    Do you normies even have any concept of what it’s like to be inside this long
    I’ll tell you
    It’s actually pretty nice
    Everything I need is here in my room
    The flesh net is totally overrated and boring there is nothing to do out there

    The greatest most important thing in the world is your imagination
    This is what people in solitary confinement don’t understand and why they go insane

    I’ll write a book on this someday and on the power of imagination and visualization
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    Obbe Alan What? [annoy my right-angled speediness]
    You're pretty selfish.

    You're not retarded. You could provide for yourself, as well as your mom, but you don't.

    I feel bad for your mom.
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    Nile bump
    Ur book will probably be as good as ur music.
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    Nile bump
    Hikis mom is the real hero and would probably even be a better poster than him
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    the man who put it in my hood Black Hole [miraculously counterclaim my golf]
    didnt read
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    There has always been people, like monks, who choose a life of contemplation instead of going out into the world. Society needs to support that with NEET monasteries, etc.
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    Originally posted by Toxoplasmosis My only regret is never having any real friends or a social life
    Loneliness sucks

    You're not a real Hikihomorian if you have those feelings.
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    Originally posted by Jiggaboo_Johnson You're not a real Hikihomorian if you have those feelings.

    Pleased to see you survived Astro World. Did you need to trample over many fallen bodies to escape?
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    the man who put it in my hood Black Hole [miraculously counterclaim my golf]
    Some people are lonely for a reason and deserve the suffering.
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    Wariat Marine/Preteen Biologist
    congrats man.
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    Wariat Marine/Preteen Biologist
    Originally posted by the man who put it in my hood Some people are lonely for a reason and deserve the suffering.

    king cobra jfs?
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    Originally posted by Donald Trump Pleased to see you survived Astro World. Did you need to trample over many fallen bodies to escape?

    I'm too old for that shit, a guy at work went though and came in 20 mins late yesterday so we already had him marked down as dead by 7.15am.
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    Wariat Marine/Preteen Biologist
    I do that too man daydream or reminisce. Like yesterday i was doing that after remebering all of a sudden of that hot but dirty looking east asian 40 yr old or so bitch with the small son who i almsot lost my virginity to at 16 almost 17 (and I even told the bitch 16 at the time without thinking and she still wanted it but she was foreign and this was california) and had to wait like 5 more yrs till i was 22 before it actually happened because of how shy or unassertive i was. eve her son i remember made some joke or something about his mym locking my ass or wanting to I wonder if that stayed with me my whole life or if I imagined it. Like if he never said that but I imagined it but I clearly remember being embarassed to be seen around such a slutty or older woman around my friends there in those complexes i lived so i didnt talk to the kid or go to him to his mom or ignored her but she was in the laundrymat as I walked by once and i didnt know what to do alone and i just kept walking. just imagine me being this 16/17 yr old kid and this mature single mom bitch inviting me over for ass licking even at such an age i wonder if i would have let it happen or what i would have done as I dont even think such porno exisyted at the time or even thought of something like this as a concept. She may have been hooking on the side tho and charged me as one of those guys or friends who was there who i felt embarassed around to talk to the mom said she lived nat far form them 9they were brothers form kenya) and he claimed different guys go in and out of her pad a lot. but damm imagine at that age some mature bitch while your in high school just going to town and stroking the dick and licking your teenage ass. what do u guys fink?
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    the man who put it in my hood Black Hole [miraculously counterclaim my golf]
    Originally posted by Wariat king cobra jfs?

    he pulls more ladies than you ever will. Dry spells happen

    Your entire life is a sad depressing dry spell of loneliness. You have never known female companionship

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    the man who put it in my hood Black Hole [miraculously counterclaim my golf]
    Originally posted by Wariat I do that too man daydream or reminisce. Like yesterday i was doing that after remebering all of a sudden of that hot but dirty looking east asian 40 yr old or so bitch with the small son who i almsot lost my virginity to at 16 almost 17 (and I even told the bitch 16 at the time without thinking and she still wanted it but she was foreign and this was california) and had to wait like 5 more yrs till i was 22 before it actually happened because of how shy or unassertive i was. eve her son i remember made some joke or something about his mym locking my ass or wanting to I wonder if that stayed with me my whole life or if I imagined it. Like if he never said that but I imagined it but I clearly remember being embarassed to be seen around such a slutty or older woman around my friends there in those complexes i lived so i didnt talk to the kid or go to him to his mom or ignored her but she was in the laundrymat as I walked by once and i didnt know what to do alone and i just kept walking. just imagine me being this 16/17 yr old kid and this mature single mom bitch inviting me over for ass licking even at such an age i wonder if i would have let it happen or what i would have done as I dont even think such porno exisyted at the time or even thought of something like this as a concept. She may have been hooking on the side tho and charged me as one of those guys or friends who was there who i felt embarassed around to talk to the mom said she lived nat far form them 9they were brothers form kenya) and he claimed different guys go in and out of her pad a lot. but damm imagine at that age some mature bitch while your in high school just going to town and stroking the dick and licking your teenage ass. what do u guys fink?
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    Meikai Heck This Schlong
    About the same here. HikiNEET life is a cozy blessing. I don't even regret not having friends/a social life really. There was a point where I was upset that I didn't have those things, but primarily this was a youthful failure on my part to understand what I actually wanted (vs what I was expected to want). The issue was more peer pressure to give into the "drug" of socializing than lack of access to the drug - as far as drugs go, it is not one that I particularly enjoy. The only reason it actually sucks to live like this is how it effects your prospects for a love life, but even then it's not entirely hopeless, and it's easy enough to embrace a quasi-volcel mindset about the quasi-involuntary celibacy one experiences when living simultaneously without society and within it.
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    Wariat Marine/Preteen Biologist
    Originally posted by the man who put it in my hood he pulls more ladies than you ever will. Dry spells happen

    Your entire life is a sad depressing dry spell of loneliness. You have never known female companionship


    I jsut got laid last weekend bro. Sure she was 52 but who cares better than anything king cobra could score or land.
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    the man who put it in my hood Black Hole [miraculously counterclaim my golf]
    sex is a lot different than waking up, kissing a girl and sharing a meal with her, having a nice conversation.

    Seeing them more than once, etc. Kingcobra understands this and he is looking for his OF AGE sweetheart big titty goth GF

    You are too stupid and simple minded for a real relationship.
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    Wariat Marine/Preteen Biologist
    Too much hassle and energy I dont want to know her idosynchracies or hear her farts or abthroom noise or brushing her teeth. the less human and more sex object she seems the less disgusted I am.
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    Wariat Marine/Preteen Biologist
    why would i even want that? ask kev or cigarette men they agree man.
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